{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15","title":"散场以后，话还没有死 · 公开分卷 1/6","kind":"research_draft","reviewStatus":"structurally_screened_not_individually_reviewed","language":"zh-CN","category":"历史研究稿","series":"历史研究稿","sourceVersionDate":"2026-05-17","publishedAt":"2026-09-08","modifiedAt":"2026-09-08T05:03:32+00:00","markdownUrl":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15.md","editionUrl":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/data/editions/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15-4655176aaac0b0ddda85.md","markdownSha256":"4655176aaac0b0ddda85502434475ec20d43e9ff80c200311c6e773faa7b4182","markdownBytes":67997,"characters":22868,"sourceEvidenceTier":"T3_PSYCHOANALYTIC_THESIS_OVER_T0_T1_T2","sourceStatus":"draft-v5","evidenceBoundary":"这次写作为 T3 对话体综合长文；正文以感性、文学化、偏执式人声推进，不做真实人物临床诊断，不覆盖 T0 人工确信与 T1 可见/可听事实；MiMo/OpenClaw/Hermes 只作为 T2 候选或证据入口。","editionNote":"本文为研究档案公开版，保留来源版本的论述与限制。公开时间：2026-09-08；不表示已完成同行评审。 本文属于公开研究资料（历史笔记、研究稿或来源记录）：已完成格式、来源限制与重复项筛查，尚未完成逐篇独立事实复核；原文中的解释、候选判断和未确认内容均按其原有限制阅读。 原文按段落机械分卷，本页为第 1/6 卷；依次阅读全部分卷可取得完整公开正文。","imageUrls":[],"links":["https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf"],"relationMethod":"literal links and image references in the public edition; no inferred semantic support","paragraphCount":536,"markdown":"# 散场以后，话还没有死 · 公开分卷 1/6\n\n本文为研究档案公开版，保留来源版本的论述与限制。公开时间：2026-09-08；不表示已完成同行评审。 本文属于公开研究资料（历史笔记、研究稿或来源记录）：已完成格式、来源限制与重复项筛查，尚未完成逐篇独立事实复核；原文中的解释、候选判断和未确认内容均按其原有限制阅读。 原文按段落机械分卷，本页为第 1/6 卷；依次阅读全部分卷可取得完整公开正文。\n\n来源版本日期：2026-05-17\n\n证据边界：这次写作为 T3 对话体综合长文；正文以感性、文学化、偏执式人声推进，不做真实人物临床诊断，不覆盖 T0 人工确信与 T1 可见/可听事实；MiMo/OpenClaw/Hermes 只作为 T2 候选或证据入口。\n\n[下一卷](/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf)\n\n# 散场以后，话还没有死\n\n## 刚散场\n\n甲：你别马上解释。我现在最怕你解释。解释一来，它就变得像一张被擦过的桌子，干净，反光，可是什么味道都没有了。\n\n乙：我不解释。我先陪你把那点味道留住。留不住也行，至少别急着把它倒掉。\n\n甲：你说得还是太稳。你看，你一稳，我就开始不信你。那部电影不是稳的，它像人发烧以后说胡话，句子都湿了。\n\n乙：那我就不稳。我只说我也被它弄得有点不舒服，不是害怕，是像衣服里面有一小块没晒干。\n\n甲：你别问我喜欢不喜欢。我现在没有“喜欢”这个器官。它刚才被拿走了，可能丢在片尾，可能丢在某个说 `skip` 的地方，可能丢在那句“我漂亮吗”旁边。\n\n乙：那就先不喜欢，也不讨厌。先让它疼。\n\n甲：疼也不是准确的词。疼太正派了。它是痒，是闷，是一块湿布贴在胸口，不至于死，也不让人好好活。\n\n乙：好，就从湿布开始。\n\n甲：你看，你又开始接住我。别接太稳。稳了就假。\n\n乙：那我只接一下，马上松手。[^d00]\n\n\n甲：散场以后，电影没有退回银幕，它像一层潮气贴在两个人的皮肤上。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：我一出来就觉得街上的风很假，像临时加上的。人群也假，电梯也假，只有喉咙里那点堵是真的。\n\n乙：我记得你刚才一直没说话。不是沉默那种沉默，是好像嘴还在影片里面，身体先走出来了。\n\n甲：对，我嘴没出来。它还坐在黑里，等那个片尾把它放出来，可片尾也没有放。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在门口的冷光吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。散场以后，电影没有退回银幕，它像一层潮气贴在两个人的皮肤上。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。门口、冷光、楼梯，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。你看见了吗 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有手机屏，还有嗓子里的灰，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是别急着说懂，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，门口不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是冷光、楼梯、手机屏这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被没有关掉的片尾摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。它还粘在我们身上，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到门口，绕到楼梯，绕到嗓子里的灰，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。散场不是结束，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，门口的冷光就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得你看见了吗，记得嗓子里的灰，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得门口的冷光在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。散场以后，电影没有退回银幕，它像一层潮气贴在两个人的皮肤上。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：门口、冷光、楼梯、那句 你看见了吗，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说门口的冷光，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到门口，长到没有关掉的片尾，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d01]\n\n## 必须见你\n\n甲：那句“我必须见你”不是情话的开头，更像门被人从里面反锁。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：“必须”这个词太讨厌了。它不像爱，它像欠债。像有人拿着一张看不见的纸说，你今天必须到场。\n\n乙：可是它也很软。欠债的人有时候不是凶，是快塌了。他必须见到那个东西，不然自己就散。\n\n甲：那就更可怕了。一个人把自己的不散交给另一个人，那另一个人根本接不住。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在那句必须吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。那句“我必须见你”不是情话的开头，更像门被人从里面反锁。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。必须、见面、嘴唇，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。我必须见你 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有电话一样的空气，还有等人的身体，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是不是想，是必须，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，必须不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是见面、嘴唇、电话一样的空气这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被叫来的夜摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。必须里面没有退路，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到必须，绕到嘴唇，绕到等人的身体，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。爱从一开始就发烫，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，那句必须就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得我必须见你，记得等人的身体，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得那句必须在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。那句“我必须见你”不是情话的开头，更像门被人从里面反锁。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：必须、见面、嘴唇、那句 我必须见你，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说那句必须，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到必须，长到被叫来的夜，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d02]\n\n## 漂亮不是漂亮\n\n甲：“我漂亮吗”不是在讨夸，它像在问：你能不能把我还给我。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：我听见“我漂亮吗”的时候，第一反应不是怜爱，是烦。我烦自己也会被这句话勒住。\n\n乙：因为它不是问妆，不是问脸。它问的是：你看见的我，会不会比我自己更像我。\n\n甲：别说太准。太准就像刀背压在皮肤上，不流血，但一直在那里。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在漂亮这个坏词吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。“我漂亮吗”不是在讨夸，它像在问：你能不能把我还给我。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。镜子、脸、漂亮，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。我漂亮吗 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有皮肤，还有别人的眼，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是你别回答漂亮，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，镜子不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是脸、漂亮、皮肤这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一张被递回来的脸摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。漂亮是借来的，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到镜子，绕到漂亮，绕到别人的眼，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。漂亮像一张欠条，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，漂亮这个坏词就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得我漂亮吗，记得别人的眼，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得漂亮这个坏词在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。“我漂亮吗”不是在讨夸，它像在问：你能不能把我还给我。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：镜子、脸、漂亮、那句 我漂亮吗，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说漂亮这个坏词，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到镜子，长到一张被递回来的脸，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d03]\n\n## 没有眼睛的人\n\n甲：眼睛一旦从脸上滑下来，世界就开始到处长眼。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：没有眼睛以后，到处都是眼睛。墙看你，水看你，字幕看你，观众鞋尖也看你。\n\n乙：被看见的地方太多，人反而找不到那个真正能看见他的地方。\n\n甲：所以“谁也看不见你”不是绝望，是诅咒，也是保护。没人看见，就没人把你做成一个样子。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在无眼处吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。眼睛一旦从脸上滑下来，世界就开始到处长眼。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。眼眶、白墙、被擦掉的脸，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。没有眼睛 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有没有眼睛，还有看不见的手，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是谁也看不见你，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，眼眶不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是白墙、被擦掉的脸、没有眼睛这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一只找不到主人的目光摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。眼睛不在脸上，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到眼眶，绕到被擦掉的脸，绕到看不见的手，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。看见像惩罚，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，无眼处就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得没有眼睛，记得看不见的手，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得无眼处在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。眼睛一旦从脸上滑下来，世界就开始到处长眼。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：眼眶、白墙、被擦掉的脸、那句 没有眼睛，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说无眼处，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到眼眶，长到一只找不到主人的目光，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d04]\n\n## 水在替谁说话\n\n甲：水没有解释任何东西，水只是把一句说不出口的话泡软了。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：水那里我很想哭，但不是感动。像有人把一只手放进另一个世界，拿不回来。\n\n乙：玻璃让接近变得有形。你看见手靠近，也看见不能真正抵达。\n\n甲：别把水说成温柔。水也坏。水什么都接，接完以后又不负责。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在水边吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。水没有解释任何东西，水只是把一句说不出口的话泡软了。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。水、鱼缸、玻璃，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。水不是象征 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有指尖，还有反光，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是它只是接住了手，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，水不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是鱼缸、玻璃、指尖这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一只安静的容器摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。你听见水了吗，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到水，绕到玻璃，绕到反光，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。玻璃不让人进来，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，水边就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得水不是象征，记得反光，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得水边在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。水没有解释任何东西，水只是把一句说不出口的话泡软了。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：水、鱼缸、玻璃、那句 水不是象征，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说水边，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到水，长到一只安静的容器，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d05]\n\n## 白光\n\n甲：白光不是明白，白光有时候正是不能明白。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在白得发疼吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。白光不是明白，白光有时候正是不能明白。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。白光、投影、眼镜，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。太白了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有墙面，还有亮斑，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是白也会咬人，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，白光不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是投影、眼镜、墙面这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被照空的脸摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。看见变成受伤，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到白光，绕到眼镜，绕到亮斑，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。光把人洗薄，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，白得发疼就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得太白了，记得亮斑，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得白得发疼在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。白光不是明白，白光有时候正是不能明白。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：白光、投影、眼镜、那句 太白了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说白得发疼，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到白光，长到被照空的脸，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d06]\n\n## 排练把生活弄坏\n\n甲：排练没有把人训练得更稳，排练只是让失败提前熟悉了房间。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在排练以后吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。排练没有把人训练得更稳，排练只是让失败提前熟悉了房间。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。排练、台词、笑场，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。已经不是第一次了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有旧衣服，还有重复，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是重复会长出刺，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，排练不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是台词、笑场、旧衣服这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被提前污染的生活摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。排练不是修复，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到排练，绕到笑场，绕到重复，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。演之前就坏了，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，排练以后就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得已经不是第一次了，记得重复，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得排练以后在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。排练没有把人训练得更稳，排练只是让失败提前熟悉了房间。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：排练、台词、笑场、那句 已经不是第一次了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说排练以后，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到排练，长到被提前污染的生活，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d07]\n\n## P4 像一间湿房子\n\n甲：P4 不是空房间，它像一间湿房子，进去的人都会带着一点墙皮出来。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：我不想把 P4 当背景。背景太清白了。它不是墙纸，它会把人腌一下。\n\n乙：一个地方如果一直招募、排练、拍、存、写，它就会有自己的口腔。人进去，话出来，身体也被重新咀嚼。\n\n甲：你这句很怪，但我信。口腔。对。不是胃，是口腔，因为它一直在说，也一直在咬。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在P4 的墙吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。P4 不是空房间，它像一间湿房子，进去的人都会带着一点墙皮出来。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。P4、墙、地面，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。它不是背景 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有招募，还有排练室，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是房间也会说话，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，P4不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是墙、地面、招募这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一群人的热气摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。人被地方做出来，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到P4，绕到地面，绕到排练室，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。地方也在受伤，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，P4 的墙就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得它不是背景，记得排练室，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得P4 的墙在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。P4 不是空房间，它像一间湿房子，进去的人都会带着一点墙皮出来。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：P4、墙、地面、那句 它不是背景，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说P4 的墙，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到P4，长到一群人的热气，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d08]\n\n## 观众坐在那里\n\n甲：观众没有说话，可椅子已经替他们发出重量。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在椅子的冷吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。观众没有说话，可椅子已经替他们发出重量。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。观众、椅子、沉默，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。他们坐着也是动作 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有灯，还有鞋底，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是沉默不是空的，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，观众不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是椅子、沉默、灯这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一排不回答的人摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。看的人也被看，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到观众，绕到沉默，绕到鞋底，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。别把观众洗白，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，椅子的冷就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得他们坐着也是动作，记得鞋底，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得椅子的冷在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。观众没有说话，可椅子已经替他们发出重量。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：观众、椅子、沉默、那句 他们坐着也是动作，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说椅子的冷，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到观众，长到一排不回答的人，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d09]\n\n## 话筒比嘴更冷\n\n甲：话筒不是工具，它像一只别人递来的嘴，递来时已经有温度，也有规矩。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在话筒吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。话筒不是工具，它像一只别人递来的嘴，递来时已经有温度，也有规矩。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。话筒、电线、喉咙，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。谁拿着话筒 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有扩音，还有呼吸，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是声音不是自己的，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，话筒不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是电线、喉咙、扩音这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一只借来的嘴摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。话筒比嘴更冷，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到话筒，绕到喉咙，绕到呼吸，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。说出来就被拿走，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，话筒就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得谁拿着话筒，记得呼吸，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得话筒在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。话筒不是工具，它像一只别人递来的嘴，递来时已经有温度，也有规矩。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：话筒、电线、喉咙、那句 谁拿着话筒，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说话筒，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到话筒，长到一只借来的嘴，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d10]\n\n## 谁先说\n\n甲：先说不是小事，先说像一张临时通行证，没拿到的人只能站在自己的话外面。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在顺序吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。先说不是小事，先说像一张临时通行证，没拿到的人只能站在自己的话外面。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。顺序、名字、停顿，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。谁先说 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有手势，还有被催促的嘴，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是谁不用说，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，顺序不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是名字、停顿、手势这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被没有轮到的人摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。谁替谁说，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到顺序，绕到停顿，绕到被催促的嘴，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。顺序像刀背，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，顺序就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得谁先说，记得被催促的嘴，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得顺序在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。先说不是小事，先说像一张临时通行证，没拿到的人只能站在自己的话外面。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：顺序、名字、停顿、那句 谁先说，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说顺序，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到顺序，长到没有轮到的人，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d11]\n\n## 跳过去\n\n甲：`skip` 不像省略，像一只手把一段还热的东西塞回墙里。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：我恨 `skip`。不是因为它冷，是因为它太有效了。它一说，大家就真的能往下走。\n\n乙：最可怕的不是禁止，是让继续变得合理。被跳过的东西还热着，流程已经穿鞋出门了。\n\n甲：对，热。你说对了。`skip` 后面有热的尸体。不是人的，是一段没有活完的话。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在skip吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。`skip` 不像省略，像一只手把一段还热的东西塞回墙里。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。skip、按钮、脚步，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。skip 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有被折掉的一段，还有空白，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是跳过去，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，skip不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是按钮、脚步、被折掉的一段这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被流程的牙齿摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。别在这里停，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到skip，绕到脚步，绕到空白，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。跳过也会留下声音，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，skip就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得skip，记得空白，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得skip在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。`skip` 不像省略，像一只手把一段还热的东西塞回墙里。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：skip、按钮、脚步、那句 skip，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说skip，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到skip，长到流程的牙齿，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d12]\n\n## 已经演过了\n\n甲：`Already acted` 最残忍的地方，是它让过去在还没被身体承认时就签了字。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：`Already acted` 像一句假英语，假得很疼。\n\n乙：它像把动作放进过去式。身体还没来得及相信，时间已经替它按了印。\n\n甲：我不喜欢过去式。过去式太霸道。它说结束了，可被说结束的人还站在那里。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在Already acted吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。`Already acted` 最残忍的地方，是它让过去在还没被身体承认时就签了字。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。Already acted、过去、盖章，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。Already acted 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有没有发生稳的事，还有一张迟到的纸，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是已经演过了，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，Already acted不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是过去、盖章、没有发生稳的事这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被宣布的身体摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。过去被现在盖住，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到Already acted，绕到盖章，绕到一张迟到的纸，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。你不要替我发生，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，Already acted就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得Already acted，记得一张迟到的纸，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得Already acted在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。`Already acted` 最残忍的地方，是它让过去在还没被身体承认时就签了字。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：Already acted、过去、盖章、那句 Already acted，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说Already acted，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到Already acted，长到被宣布的身体，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d13]\n\n## 不在这里演\n\n甲：说“不在这里”，并没有把这里清空；这里反而开始膨胀。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在不在这里吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。说“不在这里”，并没有把这里清空；这里反而开始膨胀。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。门槛、不在这里、房间外，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。Not acting here 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有被推迟的动作，还有假装安全的地面，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是不在这里演，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，门槛不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是不在这里、房间外、被推迟的动作这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被另一处舞台摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。这里也会吃人，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到门槛，绕到房间外，绕到假装安全的地面，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。外面并不外面，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，不在这里就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得Not acting here，记得假装安全的地面，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得不在这里在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。说“不在这里”，并没有把这里清空；这里反而开始膨胀。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：门槛、不在这里、房间外、那句 Not acting here，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说不在这里，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到门槛，长到另一处舞台，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d14]\n\n## 塑料贴着皮肤\n\n甲：塑料最吓人的地方不是遮住，而是它一边让你看见，一边不让你碰到。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在塑料吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。塑料最吓人的地方不是遮住，而是它一边让你看见，一边不让你碰到。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。塑料、皮肤、透明，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。塑料不只是道具 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有褶皱，还有汗，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n","paragraphs":[{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ad5e63b87720660f-1","anchor":"p-ad5e63b87720660f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ad5e63b87720660f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"下一卷","textSha256":"ace77460dae1c389efaf5a85eba82de476acee9687d5d58e996176a37d2ad161","links":["https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf"],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-26222b1da563ff05-1","anchor":"p-26222b1da563ff05-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-26222b1da563ff05-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["散场以后，话还没有死"],"text":"散场以后，话还没有死","textSha256":"e9d980ac0fff66f2db9b2326c41073cb4d9442bdb02c8b65de56025d2454ec9d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d85468b24735f861-1","anchor":"p-d85468b24735f861-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d85468b24735f861-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"刚散场","textSha256":"6ea94ea05bc516dc5fcfd52507f26f1cc644be93be68b598a062ff43f267dd3f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cab39d0a19591ced-1","anchor":"p-cab39d0a19591ced-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cab39d0a19591ced-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：你别马上解释。我现在最怕你解释。解释一来，它就变得像一张被擦过的桌子，干净，反光，可是什么味道都没有了。","textSha256":"4c9f0bc381e0c4ff9884e86a1bab8648795b52bfab95cb278f389952e8a2904e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-446cf07c825f0c2c-1","anchor":"p-446cf07c825f0c2c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-446cf07c825f0c2c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：我不解释。我先陪你把那点味道留住。留不住也行，至少别急着把它倒掉。","textSha256":"09a5f1a6175461f7bcf6a3aee9bd005062224af37f527403896f16f33d8af262","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-af2d13554b4240de-1","anchor":"p-af2d13554b4240de-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-af2d13554b4240de-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：你说得还是太稳。你看，你一稳，我就开始不信你。那部电影不是稳的，它像人发烧以后说胡话，句子都湿了。","textSha256":"716726ac1f2c2b501b0013f974024dfc43c1955465f5188ba9f4e488c58379fb","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-41fdba4f3b99145b-1","anchor":"p-41fdba4f3b99145b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-41fdba4f3b99145b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：那我就不稳。我只说我也被它弄得有点不舒服，不是害怕，是像衣服里面有一小块没晒干。","textSha256":"462b90fd82db5df538040ffae574844973c8686a42fc7fc9f37a09fc68b4ad6a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-51b49c3766135974-1","anchor":"p-51b49c3766135974-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-51b49c3766135974-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：你别问我喜欢不喜欢。我现在没有“喜欢”这个器官。它刚才被拿走了，可能丢在片尾，可能丢在某个说 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的地方，可能丢在那句“我漂亮吗”旁边。","textSha256":"fd2104b67e014b40ba0a9a5ee810157c0b05946750bc8df9076dc940ecd0ae04","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7316b646b016a10c-1","anchor":"p-7316b646b016a10c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7316b646b016a10c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：那就先不喜欢，也不讨厌。先让它疼。","textSha256":"f6047be4a671d1f287957530035a24633156c90b4991dce192dde156c26820af","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bbe3e121880507e8-1","anchor":"p-bbe3e121880507e8-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bbe3e121880507e8-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：疼也不是准确的词。疼太正派了。它是痒，是闷，是一块湿布贴在胸口，不至于死，也不让人好好活。","textSha256":"ba9827557d81f277b7dd0d9e96501a2b66ae38a1dc817fb87d165fe16b3b604f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ea47706a763528f3-1","anchor":"p-ea47706a763528f3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ea47706a763528f3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：好，就从湿布开始。","textSha256":"5431d42d25c5d21344dbf53795cd5b69e45714766dc0d8940c13e5180fb3d35a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d42f61c3ee09bd60-1","anchor":"p-d42f61c3ee09bd60-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d42f61c3ee09bd60-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：你看，你又开始接住我。别接太稳。稳了就假。","textSha256":"d7f582aceaaff72f37d30a0d4964e3b6458396b54e38e19906e032519148b377","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fc38fb7a2b6669a3-1","anchor":"p-fc38fb7a2b6669a3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fc38fb7a2b6669a3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：那我只接一下，马上松手。[^d00]","textSha256":"8eb4d7c5476288e721bd5ec148ed369b0019cd03f59aa73382b7b091d2c3a152","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c5dd78277c83d327-1","anchor":"p-c5dd78277c83d327-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c5dd78277c83d327-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：散场以后，电影没有退回银幕，它像一层潮气贴在两个人的皮肤上。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"201eae9bb32a9580e2aad72efb22f6f4cf136e2cc7d20cdfc120607053fa5415","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-1","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a095fc1d333b3679-1","anchor":"p-a095fc1d333b3679-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a095fc1d333b3679-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：我一出来就觉得街上的风很假，像临时加上的。人群也假，电梯也假，只有喉咙里那点堵是真的。","textSha256":"0b0257903e28d048d5a11b4f385cf7221b89d240490e9d34635ea4eebe502661","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7021c57b0a6b2366-1","anchor":"p-7021c57b0a6b2366-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7021c57b0a6b2366-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：我记得你刚才一直没说话。不是沉默那种沉默，是好像嘴还在影片里面，身体先走出来了。","textSha256":"74442ed5989200161c5fcb02cb0e3737843ff660e355c3906940157b41ce2836","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-836d36ba003e511a-1","anchor":"p-836d36ba003e511a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-836d36ba003e511a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：对，我嘴没出来。它还坐在黑里，等那个片尾把它放出来，可片尾也没有放。","textSha256":"e955d05a4601de2f972864a262f9a9eed875aaf650424f74f8c73b4b31428eb6","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a0eefe6181c099d6-1","anchor":"p-a0eefe6181c099d6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a0eefe6181c099d6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在门口的冷光吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"abf98c62f6da9003bbbdb3efe5115bc63462b53b1a017dbd3732595734d43553","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d7d4e2407c4c819c-1","anchor":"p-d7d4e2407c4c819c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d7d4e2407c4c819c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。散场以后，电影没有退回银幕，它像一层潮气贴在两个人的皮肤上。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"e91005337d5de3606c4ce1aed0bc502adba06ee9bc8c75c995a603bb7dd5659a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-1","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-090206f46cc7f61f-1","anchor":"p-090206f46cc7f61f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-090206f46cc7f61f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。门口、冷光、楼梯，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"a3599d0aa5f6334e5e17e81547df1f41bd3ef5d4fab9245eb8e80c2025431e60","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-9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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"aa8b5cd3b377a37b3addc19e15b8fc4c930db255efd53679a1e41be22b7cee4f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-37d38814e9da18ab-1","anchor":"p-37d38814e9da18ab-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-37d38814e9da18ab-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有手机屏，还有嗓子里的灰，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"45cdd558e575001fef461aab0510cc7a64b559411969970c2ed7768c407b17c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-1","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-65b9713eda89f984-1","anchor":"p-65b9713eda89f984-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-65b9713eda89f984-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是别急着说懂，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"2fb9ca5622ed7b0674623f3f8e833723490305618579fefc6624ed6bc8d32a23","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e835b9283a52d559-1","anchor":"p-e835b9283a52d559-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e835b9283a52d559-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，门口不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"594ffae9c615e9a3b6a2fd710ee483f51b261b057c8dc6310c8c805418daa47c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-37badc0dd76d883d-1","anchor":"p-37badc0dd76d883d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-37badc0dd76d883d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是冷光、楼梯、手机屏这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"66de80b55f70baa3206914d5d68f7c7e4ffe1c0a93c842a6249485730b3c00d3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-1","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ed1a61257a14fc45-1","anchor":"p-ed1a61257a14fc45-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ed1a61257a14fc45-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被没有关掉的片尾摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"540587589649237f2cdef4aabc20c9cc96a42ca7b94ed9f3e0a93b76ebea1169","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-1","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5061da35b119a858-1","anchor":"p-5061da35b119a858-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5061da35b119a858-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。它还粘在我们身上，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"4f80eee609d5d13b72aedfe4ff3129b54ce15d018abd2b4cffbe2294aaa4b945","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-1","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c6b1eed452a652fe-1","anchor":"p-c6b1eed452a652fe-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c6b1eed452a652fe-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到门口，绕到楼梯，绕到嗓子里的灰，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"2572fe5a41eeaa7137b18426c63bc72273ead62ced8d456f843dc51994bd8df3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-1","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-660ca15a5746ee95-1","anchor":"p-660ca15a5746ee95-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-660ca15a5746ee95-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。散场不是结束，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"313e2cea6a09b5f1842f47106e606febb7df4702ce08da697d897957cc5894e9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-133b873dba410958-1","anchor":"p-133b873dba410958-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-133b873dba410958-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，门口的冷光就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha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你看见了吗，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"29a67433fb8f3e7451947228e290642b898fc88f4a5c23c8d3ca58ca3d57dfc2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-1","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-1","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1a72d998b6c11666-1","anchor":"p-1a72d998b6c11666-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1a72d998b6c11666-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说门口的冷光，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到门口，长到没有关掉的片尾，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"5fe63cb4c7f5fc704d8b319b101370fb3ebf512e744e8da3b0a9df5dab2837fc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-1","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-1","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-73b4c447fa2716a6-1","anchor":"p-73b4c447fa2716a6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-73b4c447fa2716a6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d01]","textSha256":"60fc164820d57847e1a79b119d86419f233e630e671849eeb16bf1804824409a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-661390b1662659f9-1","anchor":"p-661390b1662659f9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-661390b1662659f9-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"必须见你","textSha256":"22508296a0cf9a0c86075a186ae8f395e3df68cdbde3175e040114112a48f419","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-454c87c888dbb3f4-1","anchor":"p-454c87c888dbb3f4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-454c87c888dbb3f4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：那句“我必须见你”不是情话的开头，更像门被人从里面反锁。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"7e8f432812fa450dc1c5a51d2500c3a6b49215864d18d4405de51ccffddd9608","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-2","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b2531a900c772182-1","anchor":"p-b2531a900c772182-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b2531a900c772182-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：“必须”这个词太讨厌了。它不像爱，它像欠债。像有人拿着一张看不见的纸说，你今天必须到场。","textSha256":"14a498daf3515f73c0e1acde83c2add49656cb1b93f951f7a8618bdca4e1844d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e89bb4dfffccded4-1","anchor":"p-e89bb4dfffccded4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e89bb4dfffccded4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：可是它也很软。欠债的人有时候不是凶，是快塌了。他必须见到那个东西，不然自己就散。","textSha256":"42a102ca61090adb17c03580c632a541d8278ac5a9bcb82f5252f9ff177a0174","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f44de419cc9d8fa9-1","anchor":"p-f44de419cc9d8fa9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f44de419cc9d8fa9-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：那就更可怕了。一个人把自己的不散交给另一个人，那另一个人根本接不住。","textSha256":"8f8ed4bb1ef2af5d09f27235df99b165963452166ae758b92366b3af509e50ce","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-610fb80251c81080-1","anchor":"p-610fb80251c81080-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-610fb80251c81080-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在那句必须吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"2ddbcaa5b7141bbb2481cdf1137c8f129212266e7364a2a944316ec2c0355bb8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-acb2866f8ad6b452-1","anchor":"p-acb2866f8ad6b452-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-acb2866f8ad6b452-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。那句“我必须见你”不是情话的开头，更像门被人从里面反锁。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"2d855d90e8ad307dc6208f6c1654e4f260056fa6906f996f97f462b23c546f8d","links":[],"images"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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"918382ce56fcc29013035a9f58578850c9a193a5ba5086d0e65927af2492e23a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-314fb4909bee5755-1","anchor":"p-314fb4909bee5755-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-314fb4909bee5755-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有电话一样的空气，还有等人的身体，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"28d53bf679308aa938fda6fdad127dddf1c79e74cc2cb9ca0afcbb2343ae64b9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-2","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4522361fcab3d6a1-1","anchor":"p-4522361fcab3d6a1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4522361fcab3d6a1-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是不是想，是必须，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"cb81f513b94ab6f63ab1daf15f3fd3f1613dc75c692c4eca6d9756513eeca872","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-57e025956b59e2a0-1","anchor":"p-57e025956b59e2a0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-57e025956b59e2a0-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，必须不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"124893017ca43efe52d2897c37c2bb60f2320171dcdb3b0e93bb4802f2aa4341","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d25f1c65ac1ac713-1","anchor":"p-d25f1c65ac1ac713-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d25f1c65ac1ac713-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是见面、嘴唇、电话一样的空气这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"3cfdb0ae10b8d6f18d0f24cecf6c736433b04b8bc43317f609ab6a7387b43e56","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-2","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6d31a3117b6e41df-1","anchor":"p-6d31a3117b6e41df-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6d31a3117b6e41df-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被叫来的夜摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"ad3d31988f04c93d8b16302d5c05cad3d7a0936b8bd22464e9d85e1d79eb97ce","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-2","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6b2f80c1ddca4a21-1","anchor":"p-6b2f80c1ddca4a21-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6b2f80c1ddca4a21-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。必须里面没有退路，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"2cd2c08771a3838c812e1c99b320a1dd79d22f1bd8c4138a296cfe0c35f8864e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-2","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-34ab8eac4b84f917-1","anchor":"p-34ab8eac4b84f917-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-34ab8eac4b84f917-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到必须，绕到嘴唇，绕到等人的身体，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"0bb80f64f26f8a52cba84fdb33b2b43cff26e230cb173b0214aaadf66bf8eff5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-2","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3117516385577a02-1","anchor":"p-3117516385577a02-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3117516385577a02-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。爱从一开始就发烫，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"6c971a46bbd342d39e9785101d072321eb5b0b7406c39b79fe8433db3ae141bc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7674a9b1d2f35091-1","anchor":"p-7674a9b1d2f35091-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7674a9b1d2f35091-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，那句必须就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"f73b67863591035e1672dcb32c7bd5660916f0d4ca4a28532aac2068bbff77d4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-99a164cf4a4ffb3d-1","anchor":"p-99a164cf4a4ffb3d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-99a164cf4a4ffb3d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得我必须见你，记得等人的身体，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"9e55ecc51693803156919254961f5dba466f12033f375b72b33f23b901704be2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2aeceae12edbe236-1","anchor":"p-2aeceae12edbe236-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2aeceae12edbe236-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得那句必须在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"a91fa571702a646daabcab3869612e824b400e8719303fff3a82e9ef1890156e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-2","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-2","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0abe338551e9e00d-1","anchor":"p-0abe338551e9e00d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0abe338551e9e00d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。那句“我必须见你”不是情话的开头，更像门被人从里面反锁。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"9b625e6c505deda038064372fc44a31ad995d3552ebfdff110daba2c36a26b4a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-2","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-49d7a1a4c7c710c4-1","anchor":"p-49d7a1a4c7c710c4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-49d7a1a4c7c710c4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：必须、见面、嘴唇、那句 我必须见你，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"1e72a4a139c51eaf07f55a2c2837bb0cb212b221ad35dbba99d8de1ca0f93071","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-2","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-2","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3b93e4af6857e846-1","anchor":"p-3b93e4af6857e846-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3b93e4af6857e846-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说那句必须，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到必须，长到被叫来的夜，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"429a6f5295b3e78369cc50043440331baa48cb0b4afc838a068291a0ee36bc5b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-2","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-2","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-32d9d110560cb032-1","anchor":"p-32d9d110560cb032-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-32d9d110560cb032-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["必须见你"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d02]","textSha256":"55f6fb02cb9bf4d540768878736c59e1103e4d8630ae5b42f7230a2ad50bcfc1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6cf2dfbddaef07e9-1","anchor":"p-6cf2dfbddaef07e9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6cf2dfbddaef07e9-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"漂亮不是漂亮","textSha256":"84f03d0070593a16532b28baf26e49afa5999a9c584294fb1daf0fc21938f7c5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5415bc59c98a8197-1","anchor":"p-5415bc59c98a8197-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5415bc59c98a8197-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：“我漂亮吗”不是在讨夸，它像在问：你能不能把我还给我。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"731e91620548af062cc4966019691102b406a5ca9f8cb22bc9f5b9359870fb47","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-3","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6343087056ae1c4b-1","anchor":"p-6343087056ae1c4b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6343087056ae1c4b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：我听见“我漂亮吗”的时候，第一反应不是怜爱，是烦。我烦自己也会被这句话勒住。","textSha256":"ccc58d677bf837cee9b48d30f6734682d5687266718a4e9fe372ced6e8b08527","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b9d82cf2de368a78-1","anchor":"p-b9d82cf2de368a78-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b9d82cf2de368a78-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：因为它不是问妆，不是问脸。它问的是：你看见的我，会不会比我自己更像我。","textSha256":"b32457bf99a03a9c59b1c01845897eaf81c155b8fea5441111f6f541dfc6369a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e997900dc6f4c26c-1","anchor":"p-e997900dc6f4c26c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e997900dc6f4c26c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：别说太准。太准就像刀背压在皮肤上，不流血，但一直在那里。","textSha256":"2883d092aaeb793682d889dbc9316713dba5a84b2eccac631a6c58af0e3119ef","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-55ea8acf9335f536-1","anchor":"p-55ea8acf9335f536-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-55ea8acf9335f536-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在漂亮这个坏词吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"67a4e77c72ea6d0534de611b141a3223e2a02d2aa78d1ac62c69999285520d7f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bd615514d880032b-1","anchor":"p-bd615514d880032b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bd615514d880032b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。“我漂亮吗”不是在讨夸，它像在问：你能不能把我还给我。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"f5f4f49b9715cd46c1b0736670a537d425613aa3457dc380ab25268df1853a91","links":[],"ima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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"64355e12473ce69b09db8a928d001660dba5ed07ccfb30fd2adc2e5009a1f69c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e526bb559c2c8647-1","anchor":"p-e526bb559c2c8647-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e526bb559c2c8647-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有皮肤，还有别人的眼，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"73a9e37bb27733fa8d03cab78b34137b00921e3fc94f7e9c584ada18cf0a6002","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-3","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2592e2eb20804ed4-1","anchor":"p-2592e2eb20804ed4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2592e2eb20804ed4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是你别回答漂亮，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"9114b93f985553fd4fb1edcaf8f507567ad943dda385d2573bec63bd029a6b6a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d14e9433ea121c6a-1","anchor":"p-d14e9433ea121c6a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d14e9433ea121c6a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，镜子不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"e9e0200bb3961f0c0f1fac0f871c083416aaf670ddf31afc415e30faf5dd63c9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2489b0bee6ab404b-1","anchor":"p-2489b0bee6ab404b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2489b0bee6ab404b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是脸、漂亮、皮肤这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"d9ecb1b7295f5746439efced290eaa431bf884347b810b477c9142d2e8d54539","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-3","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-51622c3c1b09cae3-1","anchor":"p-51622c3c1b09cae3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-51622c3c1b09cae3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一张被递回来的脸摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"70ab20bcfcdf4a24e6140f4e55f4c4ed7544bcef255e18c59a4c35c1abad54e1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-3","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3a0247dc2835290b-1","anchor":"p-3a0247dc2835290b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3a0247dc2835290b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。漂亮是借来的，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"3df29f78686e9f34fdf8ddb03c3433c73d2f733937a48cc8401ea6e6d2641f1f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-3","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8890d3bc56acb2c6-1","anchor":"p-8890d3bc56acb2c6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8890d3bc56acb2c6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到镜子，绕到漂亮，绕到别人的眼，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"c7827202594ff61f62c5371525af840bd0b90bff337b18fbf5e889d70a8f3d3b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-3","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b150ab220fd9ad5f-1","anchor":"p-b150ab220fd9ad5f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b150ab220fd9ad5f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。漂亮像一张欠条，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"4c2fe0225a6f82be5ffb6da29e7780ee1a7f6741d916a7b9e1ce12292303bf94","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5eebce1af48cd227-1","anchor":"p-5eebce1af48cd227-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5eebce1af48cd227-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，漂亮这个坏词就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"fe332d80d8e067dcc9a6326520b034c5d97c39cbc9a1f537c64470a800b45e29","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ee2436863104691f-1","anchor":"p-ee2436863104691f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ee2436863104691f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得我漂亮吗，记得别人的眼，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"26b4b9faae5a4f4c816853814fbd566377d78c35512528894c86e8d8d80b9a5c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-02865642f6c08b9a-1","anchor":"p-02865642f6c08b9a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-02865642f6c08b9a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得漂亮这个坏词在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"212765872cea710c029a6a704956b4deb8ef86942dcf2e8e0cf6b71d4fd1ed40","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-3","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-3","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f8838f220195969c-1","anchor":"p-f8838f220195969c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f8838f220195969c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。“我漂亮吗”不是在讨夸，它像在问：你能不能把我还给我。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"556c1b3721863784ae4dbb3fe2f70ccd7a86144b2c1f2efff16b66751d9edf7b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-3","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6cbf26c13e092f9b-1","anchor":"p-6cbf26c13e092f9b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6cbf26c13e092f9b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：镜子、脸、漂亮、那句 我漂亮吗，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"3f151b9a3cdbd9933ede62fa5e4ac1c6a11f00867aa6ab23d3ccfb7b53cf631d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-3","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-3","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-474ebb993bfca576-1","anchor":"p-474ebb993bfca576-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-474ebb993bfca576-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说漂亮这个坏词，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到镜子，长到一张被递回来的脸，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"8328f7bebca12aeb81cc24cc0551341288b091a8965b7915dbfaf0c4700d67ff","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-3","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-3","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-067d9e447c349a68-1","anchor":"p-067d9e447c349a68-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-067d9e447c349a68-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["漂亮不是漂亮"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d03]","textSha256":"3733664ba20dbad79ee0124700a9b5811123e8bbb0af8317584d25e3ccec0c8a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ca57ac947545bb88-1","anchor":"p-ca57ac947545bb88-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ca57ac947545bb88-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"没有眼睛的人","textSha256":"920e76342b3fd41e16de4e49af47662d9ddcde05f4303b646a71f8aada5f24ec","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9fa631b98ba2aab3-1","anchor":"p-9fa631b98ba2aab3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9fa631b98ba2aab3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：眼睛一旦从脸上滑下来，世界就开始到处长眼。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"fbfa12540e738846dc0e3a2541cb38f624f42b1220693d9dd1446aec7d3c669b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-4","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0fce0d359abcf6fe-1","anchor":"p-0fce0d359abcf6fe-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0fce0d359abcf6fe-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：没有眼睛以后，到处都是眼睛。墙看你，水看你，字幕看你，观众鞋尖也看你。","textSha256":"3b821b9d822e8330767689dfc4931fc29a4b1970d10a1a01a789511ae2f75e97","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fc5db42608d387bc-1","anchor":"p-fc5db42608d387bc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fc5db42608d387bc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：被看见的地方太多，人反而找不到那个真正能看见他的地方。","textSha256":"ffd931173f370861441d9af3019f9de8a6a72ecf78809cef3337c432e2caf0e1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ceb0e4cada2a37f8-1","anchor":"p-ceb0e4cada2a37f8-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ceb0e4cada2a37f8-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：所以“谁也看不见你”不是绝望，是诅咒，也是保护。没人看见，就没人把你做成一个样子。","textSha256":"b1c0ef564bfcdea669b68f4dab43a7fb990a4d530527cffb57476266a7495b86","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-20a600fefa4e71cd-1","anchor":"p-20a600fefa4e71cd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-20a600fefa4e71cd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在无眼处吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"fce9100f9399d18fe74ed1d3bb97d520daad326f0fe55cbffc7e1e32a934afc5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e419bc63ecab22-1","anchor":"p-40e419bc63ecab22-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e419bc63ecab22-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。眼睛一旦从脸上滑下来，世界就开始到处长眼。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"c711c8d3b0e36adc5289ea53fd20e258f42cf361199986aef392e46affcc0612","links":[],"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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"783720fb82276581da3005774c09fa1be7e8c8646a0bac12dbe7db52951709ed","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba9cb22deb8829c3-1","anchor":"p-ba9cb22deb8829c3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba9cb22deb8829c3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有没有眼睛，还有看不见的手，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"e3d8f989d14b48bb0e23dc9237eef26190c27799cfbcb02652f86c99d1068c4b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-4","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fb93848b67771844-1","anchor":"p-fb93848b67771844-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fb93848b67771844-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是谁也看不见你，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"bb0427adc942a4bf6a6bafe0127906d57a114f415be0c608ae3466b611903b54","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fe2802376887395e-1","anchor":"p-fe2802376887395e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fe2802376887395e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，眼眶不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"756ec20456a2e86f4379abb5d2492019685e63f4468b7cb6385f47005502c1cf","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5210b7e3050c9373-1","anchor":"p-5210b7e3050c9373-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5210b7e3050c9373-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是白墙、被擦掉的脸、没有眼睛这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"5ae786eb26745a3accd3066528ccb5c3dd3bd7f9cfb7e1dcc6b61c22391847d0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-4","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40c517d245682d6f-1","anchor":"p-40c517d245682d6f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40c517d245682d6f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一只找不到主人的目光摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"b97c25bc3b8c19add07e83baf6ab31d2d1896da9da4328518f27579a0d09f8d5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-4","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-55b012e337ba91ca-1","anchor":"p-55b012e337ba91ca-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-55b012e337ba91ca-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。眼睛不在脸上，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"ffb1ad795d6d09555a9653127c2d60c08aae5e7d1b21b7e7228bbfc4f294e002","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-4","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7ab60157fb63b5ee-1","anchor":"p-7ab60157fb63b5ee-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7ab60157fb63b5ee-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到眼眶，绕到被擦掉的脸，绕到看不见的手，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"f9b565af32927182bcca0bdd8453fae1ec6be1b342488159fe3a0eeffa593b7e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-4","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0dc27f1b4831d5c6-1","anchor":"p-0dc27f1b4831d5c6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0dc27f1b4831d5c6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。看见像惩罚，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"4220784cf35985cd8644bd5faf1888e2368f01531a8f0af3147ea663ae7a5c1b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-013c572fc1124d23-1","anchor":"p-013c572fc1124d23-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-013c572fc1124d23-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有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没有眼睛，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"e73dca59fe4b739a2dc04a89d786871d0cab70c8ceab3bb3af5f315114a0da04","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-4","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-4","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-01aba82aa2806d2b-1","anchor":"p-01aba82aa2806d2b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-01aba82aa2806d2b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说无眼处，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到眼眶，长到一只找不到主人的目光，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"1175f2bae4cd01c03792c8515f9c0556f59ea2d3ba3a65cf8b7fc0f088d8be1e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-4","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-4","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8a921f466010b580-1","anchor":"p-8a921f466010b580-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8a921f466010b580-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["没有眼睛的人"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d04]","textSha256":"29fe5d43d59c4cb3ca77b5b665bc3dafb777254b51ac5e53902f48c1103fc777","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a2d2a255a458ee80-1","anchor":"p-a2d2a255a458ee80-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a2d2a255a458ee80-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"水在替谁说话","textSha256":"33ab54d89af1e5c80427f4104892ca832f8ac29f3985b39d9c1d747f4b39d69c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2f9553bf0e39a451-1","anchor":"p-2f9553bf0e39a451-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2f9553bf0e39a451-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：水没有解释任何东西，水只是把一句说不出口的话泡软了。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"f00b62c4e61ae609274ae05ca677294783feb251f4510d523049c993d547663f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-5","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-79d1cb5278182221-1","anchor":"p-79d1cb5278182221-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-79d1cb5278182221-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：水那里我很想哭，但不是感动。像有人把一只手放进另一个世界，拿不回来。","textSha256":"3e4fad627bad528d4669f18cdb0aee58f79438cd4d6bca5009dc61dc0ad40ba3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dcea7853f9296f62-1","anchor":"p-dcea7853f9296f62-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dcea7853f9296f62-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：玻璃让接近变得有形。你看见手靠近，也看见不能真正抵达。","textSha256":"8519096a955c88492297fc5bbef0163ce29097bb8270ad72b0772aa9e7c6929b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-931f39c8211d497b-1","anchor":"p-931f39c8211d497b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-931f39c8211d497b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：别把水说成温柔。水也坏。水什么都接，接完以后又不负责。","textSha256":"bbeb6b1f7b7ecb95ea520f89bb2748d5d2d928442c7a6a0be3707ccba7f36757","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-58131df033788103-1","anchor":"p-58131df033788103-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-58131df033788103-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在水边吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"319b1b5018d52ad36257152ceca62585ac5fef5942d64633a3ac29b89c0ffd41","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-43bf6f3d7f0df582-1","anchor":"p-43bf6f3d7f0df582-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-43bf6f3d7f0df582-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。水没有解释任何东西，水只是把一句说不出口的话泡软了。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"2bfffb439c56ad0b0ab048b680638c29d7263b2cdf9e08767be3e947aadd9db4","links":[],"images"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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"8ad06764db2fb44c76d8a762df95c94a525ad49313449a06dfb894861bf993e5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b9c094d52c99330a-1","anchor":"p-b9c094d52c99330a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b9c094d52c99330a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有指尖，还有反光，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"59d7912785b437776d169129cd3570e5557e52e4283845a1b5fbdedb8a8283d9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-5","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8b56ce71b2a88290-1","anchor":"p-8b56ce71b2a88290-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8b56ce71b2a88290-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是它只是接住了手，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"2455cbb06cd8e7e5bb1b2b3c11e091df0da496e80b63a1dc991d7263d55ce2c6","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6604da757b653eaf-1","anchor":"p-6604da757b653eaf-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6604da757b653eaf-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，水不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"4eddef2e7761617a980df01d7284962ce89586a4fb8de0fc80e277ac3058f3b4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7803162032108ad0-1","anchor":"p-7803162032108ad0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7803162032108ad0-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是鱼缸、玻璃、指尖这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"e3ddb0e9f9b7890fbc405c70f7bed7d749713dd4a4da54bed3a8c29f296c996b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-5","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1b2bb4c5584519a-1","anchor":"p-a1b2bb4c5584519a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1b2bb4c5584519a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一只安静的容器摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"0ad2c601c2bb3e6b28a0bd08d5ac69c7044ac06b7fcbb841495f18707ffcc453","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-5","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6ab07a0d1bbcedae-1","anchor":"p-6ab07a0d1bbcedae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6ab07a0d1bbcedae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。你听见水了吗，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"06b3a61ad8fc4b5e192abaedb51c5b14222107e2c432b6ec3d362e776c6443fa","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-5","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-717438c6473b209a-1","anchor":"p-717438c6473b209a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-717438c6473b209a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到水，绕到玻璃，绕到反光，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"9bcad313e4f6fb74951fff316c931080d5b4e4c2fccac5ef5fa101e736569a4d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-5","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8ef9a70e2cf14893-1","anchor":"p-8ef9a70e2cf14893-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8ef9a70e2cf14893-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。玻璃不让人进来，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"f1fcfb7f7872ae7c722718019ce9f3686632c6b598ea4b74b8d144471fe58dbf","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6ad5c4e241ce437b-1","anchor":"p-6ad5c4e241ce437b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6ad5c4e241ce437b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，水边就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"d6492d59aa005ced1f92dfe7080854dd920b92302b3d56235c9620915a375c4d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-870f9e9f44633e75-1","anchor":"p-870f9e9f44633e75-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-870f9e9f44633e75-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得水不是象征，记得反光，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"39d5b3674b0b22160f9898bae7bb7c1a78a88161f6235de70e503ee23588cedc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1ea75c13d5710ff6-1","anchor":"p-1ea75c13d5710ff6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1ea75c13d5710ff6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得水边在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"00b5f812a7424dd7fb86e42d8ab6dcff0bdc832b16df7904fb058ab13eff8a44","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-5","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-5","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1d7ebfc43773e064-1","anchor":"p-1d7ebfc43773e064-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1d7ebfc43773e064-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。水没有解释任何东西，水只是把一句说不出口的话泡软了。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"0b9dd51337c48a8fddde3912cd43497fe1f1c70dd4ff4430b8a1ef840bb6ed7b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-5","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1ee83c3645cdf1ae-1","anchor":"p-1ee83c3645cdf1ae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1ee83c3645cdf1ae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：水、鱼缸、玻璃、那句 水不是象征，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"5f2e1180380cb27fb819256d28b95734560d6d2b96907be4c8139412ac39699b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-5","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-5","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a82fdce0d994897a-1","anchor":"p-a82fdce0d994897a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a82fdce0d994897a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说水边，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到水，长到一只安静的容器，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"eb3933b8dfa20a53995a25940bfabbebfb31dcb01bf8f877c7f2f45cfc602bd2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-5","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-5","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-27a7222eb8055ca0-1","anchor":"p-27a7222eb8055ca0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-27a7222eb8055ca0-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["水在替谁说话"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d05]","textSha256":"afbf75c651f1ec67f9ccaedfd83ee49b57b7871870063f0bd9bab8da3fe91bf5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3a772fbfe4c9db08-1","anchor":"p-3a772fbfe4c9db08-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3a772fbfe4c9db08-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"白光","textSha256":"052c09cf906ee9c3c8db74ef4ce30742dee694399400b94c12d68ffc292c1255","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-57223f6b8a381a7a-1","anchor":"p-57223f6b8a381a7a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-57223f6b8a381a7a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：白光不是明白，白光有时候正是不能明白。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"5036d58cfae4dbdfdb72a363f47e002c125771a7e89c017dace4564de91994ff","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-6","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a5afff309c21c054-1","anchor":"p-a5afff309c21c054-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a5afff309c21c054-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在白得发疼吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"659929b1b27f61bbb2cdaa6a69ca552293d20ba6f5d00501c3a8c3d2240d5dfa","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d588e90aee4feb48-1","anchor":"p-d588e90aee4feb48-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d588e90aee4feb48-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。白光不是明白，白光有时候正是不能明白。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"fe87d80875ada38a0f4cc692be822571e5c15fce762285368c654f06857294a5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-6","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cd068e4805af208c-1","anchor":"p-cd068e4805af208c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cd068e4805af208c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。白光、投影、眼镜，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"44c7789a5b27c25a87296adf7361c6a976b39511c03ea18dbe7a6d9b6d9e61e8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8bfdda6f6132515-1","anchor":"p-a8bfdda6f6132515-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8bfdda6f6132515-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。太白了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"693bde5a3d46d68462afe01e0f0195afe3525c0119216b22c3b68d3f2347fbd9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d4bb15779373027-1","anchor":"p-4d4bb15779373027-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d4bb15779373027-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有墙面，还有亮斑，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"d4820160f002f08dd850259084285a8e51112bff1d64db45733433eb9117899a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-6","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-92808d90e92150a7-1","anchor":"p-92808d90e92150a7-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-92808d90e92150a7-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是白也会咬人，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"424c8e4e74ad6850211f415551f2b65cc0d2417c18ef1e2032182b469076db2c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ef0159b1560cc7bd-1","anchor":"p-ef0159b1560cc7bd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ef0159b1560cc7bd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，白光不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"a70878e6d2ba9c3d08bcdd0146dfd4be75ef47388ef6a0499f98b1c9e1112165","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-81bb965ea6c8aa72-1","anchor":"p-81bb965ea6c8aa72-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-81bb965ea6c8aa72-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是投影、眼镜、墙面这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"ced2512afd4836d4bcc14acd9095daf5d4e09f3fba5ec2e90d8a90d4582ebe6f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-6","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-41d8387c7a67d3bd-1","anchor":"p-41d8387c7a67d3bd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-41d8387c7a67d3bd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被照空的脸摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"4e0c9f332ecb03f01fca5ac743b364ff74ca1aaebf617fd0e70acd69beef3169","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-6","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1401d3595711803f-1","anchor":"p-1401d3595711803f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1401d3595711803f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。看见变成受伤，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"71ea6503a6637b9bc7472e87008d43e9f496cebdc62a06b004ed5caf8f403ff3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-6","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7fb13865bf5e1e30-1","anchor":"p-7fb13865bf5e1e30-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7fb13865bf5e1e30-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到白光，绕到眼镜，绕到亮斑，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"cfb8bb3457bd4435b19176f336040551d476d1608f7613c47072a38baa7760c4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-6","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0b10caed749b928c-1","anchor":"p-0b10caed749b928c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0b10caed749b928c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。光把人洗薄，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"3b1b8e31d7b6ff926252ec358e150377230d4037fe5203c10d2039ee4cb5e485","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-132eac3f009fe3e9-1","anchor":"p-132eac3f009fe3e9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-132eac3f009fe3e9-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，白得发疼就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"ede34dd39828888077a9d5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太白了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"e748b818e45d3c234b27c2a1344ac26a693593f2c610787477ea5f58ad823da2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-6","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-6","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f6d752eb26f44263-1","anchor":"p-f6d752eb26f44263-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f6d752eb26f44263-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说白得发疼，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到白光，长到被照空的脸，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"4cd1e885916e8ccde3156bcb98c17cea1dfe3cd9b1cfd961bd9edc671a5aec37","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-6","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-6","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4b75c0def44a0e54-1","anchor":"p-4b75c0def44a0e54-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4b75c0def44a0e54-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["白光"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d06]","textSha256":"f617a0a7098fbc57f7b7e316b6e9c4ebc3b531d3047aa1adc67e224915556d5e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1e23ccaa0fd163b1-1","anchor":"p-1e23ccaa0fd163b1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1e23ccaa0fd163b1-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"排练把生活弄坏","textSha256":"c442923feb8a97c09ffd759bdff3c8db8ace9e71045fba5453f2d67836e73813","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e00cc2f44ff0d7bc-1","anchor":"p-e00cc2f44ff0d7bc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e00cc2f44ff0d7bc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：排练没有把人训练得更稳，排练只是让失败提前熟悉了房间。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"46770a44c476953740bdbddc821047d2c05a1ca44addcb07ea304e5547b99768","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-7","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6afe55eaba33fde3-1","anchor":"p-6afe55eaba33fde3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6afe55eaba33fde3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在排练以后吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"5f4fa8cb897b39682dd4faff082cdf82739e5369866744e15381c85a1abd03d1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2ba7ab9b4a24eaa6-1","anchor":"p-2ba7ab9b4a24eaa6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2ba7ab9b4a24eaa6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。排练没有把人训练得更稳，排练只是让失败提前熟悉了房间。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"5be76e3c3b6ed6f3bdeeaba9431ffad759c7b7c25e3f2fc0866d26251665314b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-7","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-37aa87d78938b760-1","anchor":"p-37aa87d78938b760-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-37aa87d78938b760-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。排练、台词、笑场，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"f1018e544d3ee2f07f570f796000fa0c85222e70a8c3b2657a2efd686fa33436","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d7565cf14e4febd1-1","anchor":"p-d7565cf14e4febd1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d7565cf14e4febd1-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。已经不是第一次了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"b0c4119c6e23d9607ac41fddeba037ba804851eee5deb6d814eacf45a1cca157","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-17916d99478ab398-1","anchor":"p-17916d99478ab398-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-17916d99478ab398-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有旧衣服，还有重复，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"7d3aedf19e761270405e58970cc6c2171d0677f285e607711cd9192cf86334ba","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-7","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3a6d1b5f2f0c239b-1","anchor":"p-3a6d1b5f2f0c239b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3a6d1b5f2f0c239b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是重复会长出刺，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"1f2750a7c25ce243f9e2bd2a1dc16883dc6f330839b711415cab087d0f0d6c2a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba6c0807613e36f2-1","anchor":"p-ba6c0807613e36f2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba6c0807613e36f2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，排练不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"5acb7eafb8b999c71594e9b3146e4ec26e11963ba0ede0a0b4bd1f1c033c4963","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a4655fe1367f7706-1","anchor":"p-a4655fe1367f7706-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a4655fe1367f7706-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是台词、笑场、旧衣服这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"8b2474d0c2ccafeeb5acd4b8747e9dbd366f9736a11ca45afb2d1ddbb6a74cb3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-7","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc520d65d853d09d-1","anchor":"p-bc520d65d853d09d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc520d65d853d09d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被提前污染的生活摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"bc25a08c434e1352b9d52e0b0cf7dbee4b8bf77cdac620f7db3718dfc1a33dee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-7","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbff57ae4df34fb4-1","anchor":"p-dbff57ae4df34fb4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbff57ae4df34fb4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。排练不是修复，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"524e61effc3012e7aff5de9c45c522ca57fa5d1e48d394c721c67e21aa7af3a1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-7","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0ecbce7576d42ab9-1","anchor":"p-0ecbce7576d42ab9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0ecbce7576d42ab9-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到排练，绕到笑场，绕到重复，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"cb370e9b637f9ec034990273f25016e923a817ce1a588e993ed5d0ad9b751bf6","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-7","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-638cf9d8584cb783-1","anchor":"p-638cf9d8584cb783-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-638cf9d8584cb783-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。演之前就坏了，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"51a985667085c6fc18c9037cbb3347b549ad6dedc893d222816ec092522f638a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4a90b2c7eacf8a7a-1","anchor":"p-4a90b2c7eacf8a7a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4a90b2c7eacf8a7a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生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已经不是第一次了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"76f837220ce11a7ee2a2b63210029c4ed5d5669420d32b0a6337f6b2cf4c183a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-7","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-7","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0f822bdfe85eeffa-1","anchor":"p-0f822bdfe85eeffa-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0f822bdfe85eeffa-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说排练以后，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到排练，长到被提前污染的生活，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"631b63b9ac71648c630eb0a4c324b8331cdee47f0fb7ebdb3298132b8ad75b22","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-7","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-7","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6f3c13352ebefead-1","anchor":"p-6f3c13352ebefead-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6f3c13352ebefead-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["排练把生活弄坏"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d07]","textSha256":"e6ab45e3324b6dd01e397944c5ef15d19c42acd3c53b82dc81b3fa25cf744231","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c144f3e7903820d1-1","anchor":"p-c144f3e7903820d1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c144f3e7903820d1-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["P4 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的墙吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"d5846fe674e353aea03ab74675ea5e7b23692a8e616cc757a2b90b22916429b3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b4b1cc29020b1c1b-1","anchor":"p-b4b1cc29020b1c1b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b4b1cc29020b1c1b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 像一间湿房子"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。P4 不是空房间，它像一间湿房子，进去的人都会带着一点墙皮出来。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"c375e008183ed77fab9945b392b8559caa9f5b57afb4a5adeeb0054c856fac62","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-8","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"af3ee53f6fa37b8eea6630a63e35e128611fe429de1fd9d521c833392bb7e532","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b9d0af9ab9ce4402-1","anchor":"p-b9d0af9ab9ce4402-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b9d0af9ab9ce4402-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 像一间湿房子"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有招募，还有排练室，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"6ff1bfa78144b2339b3bc9e0be37c9514d430030d14c6c9b977b7aafeb7b5bfa","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-8","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 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的墙就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"213decd5b57e8d4348b4416045296f949ac0089ad9f9e9c91fb35637f310f997","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-89a54e56807564ca-1","anchor":"p-89a54e56807564ca-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-89a54e56807564ca-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 像一间湿房子"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得它不是背景，记得排练室，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"86270873dcd7f2fae7d5f5b50549030648ab18024be8d3d4def936e92369d102","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f58a6280f6f3c5f5-1","anchor":"p-f58a6280f6f3c5f5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f58a6280f6f3c5f5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 像一间湿房子"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得P4 的墙在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"0d2b4d4e8f33b16f0298cbd17633c3ee689cc24adad5f25c257b570161259599","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-8","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 像一间湿房子"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-8","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 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像一间湿房子"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0d145133ad5c2cd9-1","anchor":"p-0d145133ad5c2cd9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0d145133ad5c2cd9-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 像一间湿房子"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：P4、墙、地面、那句 它不是背景，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"e88b7799ab6bae99a954f90a6d3a5ab03f268fc38c2607a7710bf03c7b8c5061","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-8","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 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的墙，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到P4，长到一群人的热气，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"c2c4ff3ee5d46f40be6ec505b19419216b8358003fee20ab598c90ca22038447","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-8","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 像一间湿房子"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-8","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["P4 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像一间湿房子"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d08]","textSha256":"62d92b366f6bc6dec0dadb46fa7630fe5fb637d29c552f8ad6bea875abcd146b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-438573c3c1b20043-1","anchor":"p-438573c3c1b20043-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-438573c3c1b20043-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"观众坐在那里","textSha256":"d7b8cc0d8729fa37999cb7eec0fc7c42457827e1d308fec1ba56bfd0010ccb82","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c91d67f14b97af83-1","anchor":"p-c91d67f14b97af83-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c91d67f14b97af83-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：观众没有说话，可椅子已经替他们发出重量。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"b1b6867f8cbd3c7e812aa1eaec9e901a1f31b18673b8351eddba0151b1806a20","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-9","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-956a611adca63aab-1","anchor":"p-956a611adca63aab-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-956a611adca63aab-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在椅子的冷吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"ca22a5159d727a3d58db551045b44949ca49b18afe9144af6ca9c719e352fe4f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc363a792b70d155-1","anchor":"p-bc363a792b70d155-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc363a792b70d155-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。观众没有说话，可椅子已经替他们发出重量。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"037f727ee705c96665ac24179728fb9bf87717769a7a5c501568447306718407","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-9","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8c7618fa77591385-1","anchor":"p-8c7618fa77591385-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8c7618fa77591385-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。观众、椅子、沉默，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"53a25e24d330f27f3cd19f211a3ab7d54d877e325e35b92aeecb297a42de4bcd","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-67305dc0a1d43136-1","anchor":"p-67305dc0a1d43136-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-67305dc0a1d43136-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。他们坐着也是动作 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"4cec73ee77c8eaf5633fd45e0781b897de809847caa68091b24458a86ce4e9ce","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1748d5c666dc1a26-1","anchor":"p-1748d5c666dc1a26-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-1748d5c666dc1a26-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有灯，还有鞋底，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"31ccae57eeefff296ec921222b947005ea6cc3a0e8939ed341cf9bbef283dc63","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-9","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-95508df2d4c0dbae-1","anchor":"p-95508df2d4c0dbae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-95508df2d4c0dbae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是沉默不是空的，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"f2a17fdb03122008d03591a1e2ba5590b87a9ee05a3e0385b66b12169dce133c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-15df89e7857328bc-1","anchor":"p-15df89e7857328bc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-15df89e7857328bc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，观众不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"e628223d9d6311983d10d70a7042874b5d42c16ce47bb67531d50acfea6a0811","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8f78412767fccd0c-1","anchor":"p-8f78412767fccd0c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8f78412767fccd0c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是椅子、沉默、灯这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"7ddda731dcc6e8cfe76fc35d1f3f30c463392773e382c24ae8cc0c9890831202","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-9","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4a5c44db5eccfd40-1","anchor":"p-4a5c44db5eccfd40-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4a5c44db5eccfd40-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一排不回答的人摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"93c6cee147cd7bfadb44271f8a573bb531995e6fe627d4523b5ba2e05d02133f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-9","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45a30c25df91329f-1","anchor":"p-45a30c25df91329f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45a30c25df91329f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。看的人也被看，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"ceaf8739bed5b739c51b79265b588daf4f77b79bd7fc47c8932109ea9df9bf13","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-9","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0386a2c66fc19b99-1","anchor":"p-0386a2c66fc19b99-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0386a2c66fc19b99-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到观众，绕到沉默，绕到鞋底，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"02b28c10f34ae1086d8bad5e5d9b5d4745ef3ab6827a8e6ebdc211ee04ae9e8b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-9","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-abba4f1e1d65a998-1","anchor":"p-abba4f1e1d65a998-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-abba4f1e1d65a998-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。别把观众洗白，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"2baf848bf96857b22461ba22655bc958511fdd2470ae06bd892b9833b6a85233","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d0a919266c6572b4-1","anchor":"p-d0a919266c6572b4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d0a919266c6572b4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，椅子的冷就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"4bf2fde622ac03f35291c2c0675333f55c05f7b53ccb2190578be61cbfa027f9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-70174efc72b9359f-1","anchor":"p-70174efc72b9359f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-70174efc72b9359f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得他们坐着也是动作，记得鞋底，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"d409da266d89f455434c20a8c4db134aca38f77cbc1116b6a212a38d914afff0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-29fcdbb3405b1df3-1","anchor":"p-29fcdbb3405b1df3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-29fcdbb3405b1df3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得椅子的冷在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"4e3b12ab3c07a1757b003a6b34bc0fc2f2298e8d86d43326f38290e99f7c99f9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-9","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-9","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f75cec447be33c55-1","anchor":"p-f75cec447be33c55-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f75cec447be33c55-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。观众没有说话，可椅子已经替他们发出重量。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"44dd3f4c174aa3b5690bcb44d04a845bd8ecadd9bdf31f28d6a11b058cfc9d06","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-9","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9602f862ccdd9eb7-1","anchor":"p-9602f862ccdd9eb7-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9602f862ccdd9eb7-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：观众、椅子、沉默、那句 他们坐着也是动作，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"370b9538a49923fdea3719b7261a7dc236715ca7a37e6c15dd90af6f255c3bdc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-9","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-9","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fb9b63a7df80f02e-1","anchor":"p-fb9b63a7df80f02e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fb9b63a7df80f02e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说椅子的冷，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到观众，长到一排不回答的人，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"dd4b1858e46ca2e16df2bd3fa3bc578a47100a003c44b56c754392d2491bc4cb","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-9","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-9","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-82970fa80adc6edc-1","anchor":"p-82970fa80adc6edc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-82970fa80adc6edc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["观众坐在那里"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d09]","textSha256":"fa453ad33ae0a7cef93a5e6bc081925f73440d1684d612e406073842bdea444f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f0f38db0bd6f49cd-1","anchor":"p-f0f38db0bd6f49cd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f0f38db0bd6f49cd-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"话筒比嘴更冷","textSha256":"0ed25d80cae6ef94ab6f18b089d6a08e50df07c723086ceaffdca3cbffb868c2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a4ddbdfb3d0f5a58-1","anchor":"p-a4ddbdfb3d0f5a58-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a4ddbdfb3d0f5a58-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：话筒不是工具，它像一只别人递来的嘴，递来时已经有温度，也有规矩。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"efd358b4d889705d729c90b188e2b96dd5fb587f89f78dfb7409fd896f5f7484","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-10","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e4de9e19777b228e-1","anchor":"p-e4de9e19777b228e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e4de9e19777b228e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在话筒吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"6dccbbc73942e9c9230930d77d67b4654f7a2ff830547687d83e5518e561d36c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-123a98ee06b6f203-1","anchor":"p-123a98ee06b6f203-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-123a98ee06b6f203-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。话筒不是工具，它像一只别人递来的嘴，递来时已经有温度，也有规矩。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"1c09724510f9314a599a414f36bcac1b8b3692bc3a355156d78cee60bb38b5f3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-10","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fd3aef5dd8f0bd47-1","anchor":"p-fd3aef5dd8f0bd47-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fd3aef5dd8f0bd47-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。话筒、电线、喉咙，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"09974d9e34d809f46678da438708f6763f5b02fe098f96b13c681f17392acb15","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-febd437b52bacf0c-1","anchor":"p-febd437b52bacf0c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-febd437b52bacf0c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。谁拿着话筒 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"235986fe2f7e781b9c9bbc54db9d96c38f030ef8db08d4186354755ee96390e9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-36f1cb1a9bd700bf-1","anchor":"p-36f1cb1a9bd700bf-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-36f1cb1a9bd700bf-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有扩音，还有呼吸，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"ee7f6ff8deef93676ae43ff12872553fb5b697f1829a8efc4335427d9de5fd20","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-10","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3439b7200856f457-1","anchor":"p-3439b7200856f457-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3439b7200856f457-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是声音不是自己的，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"03b14942e3d2ba6dbe285a51dd24aa3439f1d0186e3695c8ad9a2ef072f5ad04","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0af034ba012eab6b-1","anchor":"p-0af034ba012eab6b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0af034ba012eab6b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，话筒不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"22603c02f5d1634f4e24981f280aa31df7e772da9152ee7e646032bdaae77e0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2623ef0452ae6f96-1","anchor":"p-2623ef0452ae6f96-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2623ef0452ae6f96-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是电线、喉咙、扩音这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"f1f0e62f207196805ae3c44e63f16a923df1211848341e841ca04d2f101a9d84","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-10","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9ccb3359d768226d-1","anchor":"p-9ccb3359d768226d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9ccb3359d768226d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一只借来的嘴摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"b9b7c1b7a5dc6f153917873f90c48b03caa41c0ee933c91c14745a69fbfc28c4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-10","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9bef179333cf8486-1","anchor":"p-9bef179333cf8486-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9bef179333cf8486-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。话筒比嘴更冷，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"1d737737bbf75e41e2a61276d53fac4eb6fd181eeb0210a30c8fd528d7e37e25","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-10","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-574321f73501a39f-1","anchor":"p-574321f73501a39f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-574321f73501a39f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到话筒，绕到喉咙，绕到呼吸，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"4fffec0f410a472afd25de46a774adc879e8d85a72a76522f68c39a36b09826a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-10","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fcd3f7e64f87c4ca-1","anchor":"p-fcd3f7e64f87c4ca-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fcd3f7e64f87c4ca-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。说出来就被拿走，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"ece26c424453535736248c1a851859fd50386c2b0bad25c4095c17d8105a4646","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45c9e6880abf8f74-1","anchor":"p-45c9e6880abf8f74-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45c9e6880abf8f74-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴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谁拿着话筒，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"abdd44bb34b88bb1e79f5f156d10da13af4551eb7992f320ae16f79335bba5fe","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-10","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-10","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8021053fb78c74bd-1","anchor":"p-8021053fb78c74bd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8021053fb78c74bd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说话筒，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到话筒，长到一只借来的嘴，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"2af26d329470998721b6b65f0cb6e48d5018d1474000ef149bf0e47273a72a5a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-10","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-10","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7151014625b93c60-1","anchor":"p-7151014625b93c60-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7151014625b93c60-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话筒比嘴更冷"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d10]","textSha256":"b7909dd63367ec07d3b3e0c4ec84648041b5e2ebe55275dffc6c8a684e030a9d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c0c9f5abb9f2b5be-1","anchor":"p-c0c9f5abb9f2b5be-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c0c9f5abb9f2b5be-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"谁先说","textSha256":"7f201e1ad915855ff2fd4332deac4872fb5de8e8ae3d7d9a75f0eeef95315b36","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f4b7e3d74fda82dd-1","anchor":"p-f4b7e3d74fda82dd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f4b7e3d74fda82dd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：先说不是小事，先说像一张临时通行证，没拿到的人只能站在自己的话外面。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"3e2415602f2d7d5d680dcf25aae0a52dc9d2286005e559c708129e3e940b0a9f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-11","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b02799f24033b054-1","anchor":"p-b02799f24033b054-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b02799f24033b054-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在顺序吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"f725ffd8b360569ae0759846c587e01801b1fb2c5bcf3b030e1a3e163175f125","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ffb1091d6bdbbb9f-1","anchor":"p-ffb1091d6bdbbb9f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ffb1091d6bdbbb9f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。先说不是小事，先说像一张临时通行证，没拿到的人只能站在自己的话外面。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"76c46af0348f0866c6cf47a9067fad67d54f158909739dc3f41cbe74d654b1fc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-11","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-21a6f5bfa124ebc1-1","anchor":"p-21a6f5bfa124ebc1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-21a6f5bfa124ebc1-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。顺序、名字、停顿，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"f3f463777a624a6f7900f2600e7efe7043c3fa237c8c6fbd1e79971a6cdc3584","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-410bbc4b0f65af5b-1","anchor":"p-410bbc4b0f65af5b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-410bbc4b0f65af5b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。谁先说 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"69a80fbfb614d553e69ef5b2b0665c4fa9fad21a4ebc6bda5044aa3b4ad309e0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c0eb545e09f66e8e-1","anchor":"p-c0eb545e09f66e8e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c0eb545e09f66e8e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有手势，还有被催促的嘴，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"11a650bd5744c070b96fc61bc01e216670867fc60271999c3646e997692c28fc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-11","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-52145c9486bb9011-1","anchor":"p-52145c9486bb9011-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-52145c9486bb9011-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是谁不用说，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"b3aab5ed8e55160b571e0333f77887ea93a0dc3f864a0741ae2b490a78ffa43a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-51b042f251464030-1","anchor":"p-51b042f251464030-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-51b042f251464030-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，顺序不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"069e4ae2921bdc6ac156fd6cef3d47c69635715d9ae561d2d435e34d0b246dee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cb7a5822de3b5f1f-1","anchor":"p-cb7a5822de3b5f1f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cb7a5822de3b5f1f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是名字、停顿、手势这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"f75caa32eb04c3f12ae1a99186a0dc586defdf24b13fc723d6a9b9ab17eb797e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-11","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8c67fff442e05ddc-1","anchor":"p-8c67fff442e05ddc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8c67fff442e05ddc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被没有轮到的人摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"cec12b33b968c5650c42da87dd1b1457f82383ab214fe2a5c69075618d01f8b2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-11","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-63a9072e849cfee6-1","anchor":"p-63a9072e849cfee6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-63a9072e849cfee6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。谁替谁说，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"ae7a3993e320f61483d6a948ff3e567dfcf92bfa8db5e2a0ca2e09c04d565521","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-11","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cc57cb28ae077481-1","anchor":"p-cc57cb28ae077481-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cc57cb28ae077481-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到顺序，绕到停顿，绕到被催促的嘴，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"17832f2a9988b646e4814b9b4c84c1242831d25801a9121eae47d3d2a1b3d5b1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-11","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e61cbd3d6f961e60-1","anchor":"p-e61cbd3d6f961e60-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e61cbd3d6f961e60-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。顺序像刀背，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"fae1ef94188871f47ad5a591e6dc35803d562c799b5dcad8a62798057b5a1a0a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6193d8e600329e3c-1","anchor":"p-6193d8e600329e3c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6193d8e600329e3c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，顺序就躲进衣柜里了。","text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谁先说，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"e2f94932eb8c42cd651f5cfdf4a9ff9d8e1ddd529bc92676d9fc35ae0e93ad92","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-11","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-11","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f20be8870233f565-1","anchor":"p-f20be8870233f565-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f20be8870233f565-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说顺序，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到顺序，长到没有轮到的人，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"cf1905426926847cb2d7a00ed2ea0c044ba2adaaeb81c523b36d16f2f1dc141f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-11","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-11","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-23c585d277d25f63-1","anchor":"p-23c585d277d25f63-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-23c585d277d25f63-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["谁先说"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d11]","textSha256":"fb8b5308363fbab6677afd7c319c5149b31f07e4445586a66047d1e82ee05ea3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f3fe843bed11e67e-1","anchor":"p-f3fe843bed11e67e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f3fe843bed11e67e-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"跳过去","textSha256":"44b2ae39a008fca0656806e720791a2ef4ff7723306474a223e42baf07706336","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-eba3537f529ece5f-1","anchor":"p-eba3537f529ece5f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-eba3537f529ece5f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲： skip 不像省略，像一只手把一段还热的东西塞回墙里。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"00fc017c9062ae451d341a76f326e52fd29e21954a87ed7c38f46cd7fb588253","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-12","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0ca0328e66147746-1","anchor":"p-0ca0328e66147746-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0ca0328e66147746-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：我恨 skip 。不是因为它冷，是因为它太有效了。它一说，大家就真的能往下走。","textSha256":"3b4744be6e53fffa44efe5c4ebe4730b4ba2d4ebfbe72d19db6e2d796a4e80d9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a6b08a398b373463-1","anchor":"p-a6b08a398b373463-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a6b08a398b373463-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：最可怕的不是禁止，是让继续变得合理。被跳过的东西还热着，流程已经穿鞋出门了。","textSha256":"92bd26eb917f44dea731ad554914eaa3f24aa698230da57c95f35ad0c154e49a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-81869ebaed5525e6-1","anchor":"p-81869ebaed5525e6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-81869ebaed5525e6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：对，热。你说对了。 skip 后面有热的尸体。不是人的，是一段没有活完的话。","textSha256":"a3600e896f81f24492eb2ecd164f84d63731473cc3f03640358529159c86e733","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8a52937e1e096b51-1","anchor":"p-8a52937e1e096b51-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8a52937e1e096b51-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在skip吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"6beb1ded1acb20e69dbb3b7c5efa14582ac75e8b20ed2669515889050db552c1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4c60f7f2e3045419-1","anchor":"p-4c60f7f2e3045419-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4c60f7f2e3045419-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。 skip 不像省略，像一只手把一段还热的东西塞回墙里。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"bc9a908140dad5092dfba4030ad2ced57cb6b5e89894cbd33f3d3bf13ef8d3d6","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-12","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-560bbbc2bb2074ad-1","anchor":"p-560bbbc2bb2074ad-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-560bbbc2bb2074ad-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。skip、按钮、脚步，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"d6f8b6e5c52c4331e148f0e49e8117d828f03875e5664b84d1ae72fbedf19907","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7bba64535e272470-1","anchor":"p-7bba64535e272470-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7bba64535e272470-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。skip 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"245a15a03610423859e3333b6768e29dadb8415f6ba6bff64ee992c98d0d20ec","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ab2fbb9189fab0cf-1","anchor":"p-ab2fbb9189fab0cf-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ab2fbb9189fab0cf-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有被折掉的一段，还有空白，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"378e4998986a92b41b40b5260c1e9c49358aa6eb71253b3e7249e04e57eababe","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-12","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-eb62fe9386fb5169-1","anchor":"p-eb62fe9386fb5169-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-eb62fe9386fb5169-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是跳过去，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"c6d9160fe80efc32dbdf7f2e19e79e2712f06eb3e08f4e523822177da6ee235f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b9f251df7e5a9e5b-1","anchor":"p-b9f251df7e5a9e5b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b9f251df7e5a9e5b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，skip不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"d387f1484f89e7b079252fdcebebce4eb241982ec3bdc84dcf4f755cd07b7dde","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0f96434e6e20540d-1","anchor":"p-0f96434e6e20540d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0f96434e6e20540d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是按钮、脚步、被折掉的一段这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"699c99fbb7d7cfef191deca42797035ff57ea2e28379dbca6c2306ba27e54d55","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-12","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-133c5287ca1e752a-1","anchor":"p-133c5287ca1e752a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-133c5287ca1e752a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被流程的牙齿摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"434ab0c3d1ee9a2b780d5b286d1695315d420a84f1479d932bb0d086f0be3ee2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-12","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d297938ef77ff3f1-1","anchor":"p-d297938ef77ff3f1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d297938ef77ff3f1-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。别在这里停，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"24f8b4f2eef2c6d4eda78ec4f5c7b7e2dddcba0b9f7eb676608a5ee3d6bd1938","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-12","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7b7212038cad8ac7-1","anchor":"p-7b7212038cad8ac7-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7b7212038cad8ac7-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到skip，绕到脚步，绕到空白，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"e23d197ec4d6c5fa8c6e9c35d1dd8ae7f53cf884949ebd29473803a335693fcd","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-12","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a4dcdafbac3fe722-1","anchor":"p-a4dcdafbac3fe722-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a4dcdafbac3fe722-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。跳过也会留下声音，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"5fb453e8334c744f789e29867b11d20236864bbc524f7349fc1b45d6eb1084b6","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-558679fc83ff2552-1","anchor":"p-558679fc83ff2552-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-558679fc83ff2552-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，skip就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"87f69462f93ebb973e022b050a036bee62f34b9534c1dc23fdf6922f03fbe860","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2af02ca2f2757f71-1","anchor":"p-2af02ca2f2757f71-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2af02ca2f2757f71-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得skip，记得空白，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"d7294281e6593ff3a1ce367e7a94cb548a80761b2317c4fdaaf26e74999bbf65","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e6e09f22b4876cfd-1","anchor":"p-e6e09f22b4876cfd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e6e09f22b4876cfd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得skip在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"7e19c0ceb0aee5afc7ee89d5c6373f3d51203206948f5731ab6c6fb0c60cf59a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-12","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-12","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4ca883f790731074-1","anchor":"p-4ca883f790731074-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4ca883f790731074-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。 skip 不像省略，像一只手把一段还热的东西塞回墙里。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"763be2c5f38f8a0cbb2011b62734b0f0203db0d07c3c2c509242afc22c8ad1a2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-12","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7ab4be51d82de51b-1","anchor":"p-7ab4be51d82de51b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7ab4be51d82de51b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：skip、按钮、脚步、那句 skip，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"849d211ee7e678383112af14ed2d0d17317e5daf91ad93bcb5708f6aa9acd2ba","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-12","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-12","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-41e97b8b8db65be3-1","anchor":"p-41e97b8b8db65be3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-41e97b8b8db65be3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说skip，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到skip，长到流程的牙齿，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"bc365138c0493ffa2c1288aab272117a0dc0d4a40af03625241fa962ff679c08","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-12","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-12","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-12","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-12","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7d129010b04afa67-1","anchor":"p-7d129010b04afa67-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-7d129010b04afa67-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["跳过去"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d12]","textSha256":"bbbf195f9722f2db953a2e66feff2a60b52ac23bca67dd5bf39c269fac605c3e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8e56318ffd7f53d1-1","anchor":"p-8e56318ffd7f53d1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8e56318ffd7f53d1-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"已经演过了","textSha256":"0ab337e9252cb586c24cae52c60cca6e9ef4325120900db9c278dcd355cfd817","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-969d65e0535a35a5-1","anchor":"p-969d65e0535a35a5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-969d65e0535a35a5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲： Already acted 最残忍的地方，是它让过去在还没被身体承认时就签了字。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"34efda1c0e0ec2a4219954df13e624a90d0b00a78977b595924b22924ab48675","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-13","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4011b4acde24fc48-1","anchor":"p-4011b4acde24fc48-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4011b4acde24fc48-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲： Already acted 像一句假英语，假得很疼。","textSha256":"904758752bbc06e25ce5c145d16c835d2ae98b2915014c86dc2dffc7d9bf4501","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-77395e36fe7778b3-1","anchor":"p-77395e36fe7778b3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-77395e36fe7778b3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：它像把动作放进过去式。身体还没来得及相信，时间已经替它按了印。","textSha256":"4b71eaf7987ae58a63f28ac6db1509110753e658b69f6e4ae7c56d4f7c106e29","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-044ea4229be66439-1","anchor":"p-044ea4229be66439-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-044ea4229be66439-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：我不喜欢过去式。过去式太霸道。它说结束了，可被说结束的人还站在那里。","textSha256":"6a2e377db77f478337b7744f654b0d3cbc2fe2dc12fd48e0ce7fa9d12e081af8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-190453a4ed87a07d-1","anchor":"p-190453a4ed87a07d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-190453a4ed87a07d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在Already acted吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"1ddfe0548b62229ce1beae4a88a48179ffe396ea2b465ad8b322efbbdea71b2e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ea1128fac700d255-1","anchor":"p-ea1128fac700d255-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ea1128fac700d255-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。 Already acted 最残忍的地方，是它让过去在还没被身体承认时就签了字。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"c54c8708a972b50b02f2a6539d55adb544478d2e9d8853fa82e12a85aeb9b4c1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-13","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-75bc2c795d254910-1","anchor":"p-75bc2c795d254910-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-75bc2c795d254910-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。Already acted、过去、盖章，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"df8895de7c9470b9ab2a863ca1d78051a1f8c2875983c56d5139e29be3a1b18c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6c0db2bc55903d72-1","anchor":"p-6c0db2bc55903d72-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6c0db2bc55903d72-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。Already acted 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"001c25531d25655456464bd234150cad66cc95dc5c58f87edd59b2cf5c1594df","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6eb92f06e77e12a4-1","anchor":"p-6eb92f06e77e12a4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6eb92f06e77e12a4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有没有发生稳的事，还有一张迟到的纸，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"cb4aa03593c999fcc33a26233ae5ca5f31ed677368dece8f92faa2750af6c495","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-13","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-267c6c72744bab8b-1","anchor":"p-267c6c72744bab8b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-267c6c72744bab8b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是已经演过了，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"1c51bf87c9c7ede5060f0362aadf50da53d0b9f31819da60e2afac28ec73118c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3f1777de70533c73-1","anchor":"p-3f1777de70533c73-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3f1777de70533c73-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，Already acted不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"2877464420abaf57eebfd1fe55fb9d458f75e7ac0cdd5696fdffcb5cfae8f47d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-98be168dbfd8fcac-1","anchor":"p-98be168dbfd8fcac-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-98be168dbfd8fcac-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是过去、盖章、没有发生稳的事这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"5cdd0dccc9f6670d33d5d817a98b4ede3594af30944d643ebd6c0b1d54d97b20","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-13","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3050c6a10e9d0099-1","anchor":"p-3050c6a10e9d0099-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3050c6a10e9d0099-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被宣布的身体摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"d277c3e000e10bc8329c2b9fd5887e0829c392c438e9f6870b9a1d196c90b546","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-13","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-414ecf2bc6ccabdc-1","anchor":"p-414ecf2bc6ccabdc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-414ecf2bc6ccabdc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。过去被现在盖住，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"dc39f8ce81d3a454ec98f4860128b9296b401aa553d6bd726379b0daed6be81b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-13","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-32ab868ff5553ee9-1","anchor":"p-32ab868ff5553ee9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-32ab868ff5553ee9-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到Already acted，绕到盖章，绕到一张迟到的纸，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"0137b3d465ddbf41ea525fb861833c2992bcec2911289c5c807aec272558850f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-13","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c7a7efbc770d7020-1","anchor":"p-c7a7efbc770d7020-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c7a7efbc770d7020-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。你不要替我发生，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"45c8d594688ba00f1faf09172085b6c6b69599f001a96964f2414a30ba3c2ea5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-43e69d9d6ce69b6d-1","anchor":"p-43e69d9d6ce69b6d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-43e69d9d6ce69b6d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，Already acted就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"69800a4407a4c721f95c47007681a4ca8cecac08fe5298993ef7924256c8ad23","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2a0ec1f418d9c761-1","anchor":"p-2a0ec1f418d9c761-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2a0ec1f418d9c761-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得Already acted，记得一张迟到的纸，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"44d1dd3e52f58dcb4fe9c29a11c809b34810e39dc9a9f649ba0b72870de46981","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-107b98e6dba5db3b-1","anchor":"p-107b98e6dba5db3b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-107b98e6dba5db3b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得Already acted在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"dcc9d44a465ae79a7548576745dfb9ff29055db628f8e2a465d7c604fca60bfc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-13","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-13","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d72c3f145d9c7d44-1","anchor":"p-d72c3f145d9c7d44-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d72c3f145d9c7d44-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。 Already acted 最残忍的地方，是它让过去在还没被身体承认时就签了字。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"889fa25f61a26d3c4804b9962d67050d3c4365f5c8a93d701513242ca79bc18e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-13","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-35bb5bfedf815d5f-1","anchor":"p-35bb5bfedf815d5f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-35bb5bfedf815d5f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：Already acted、过去、盖章、那句 Already acted，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"a93806360e4e5fc21e0b3ed94f1f21358f56103ef7e3a5f6332e49f56e661d6c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-13","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-13","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b4f0e54d26a6ce4c-1","anchor":"p-b4f0e54d26a6ce4c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-b4f0e54d26a6ce4c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说Already acted，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到Already acted，长到被宣布的身体，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"2ad73065de97393912980de7d16f679c17cd0c64eeb0caa385980483f860a4a8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-13","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-13","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-13","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-13","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2dd69c519fc2c7e6-1","anchor":"p-2dd69c519fc2c7e6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-2dd69c519fc2c7e6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["已经演过了"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d13]","textSha256":"938b07034b9f82466d8a300a1981cda618c3345b111d887afe0afabaaaac89f5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-30936a8a3ea548da-1","anchor":"p-30936a8a3ea548da-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-30936a8a3ea548da-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"不在这里演","textSha256":"e1efc14127492ede7161f45d60fa64fc04f16ab1439869755983970937a26603","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-af17db1c3e2cbfdd-1","anchor":"p-af17db1c3e2cbfdd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-af17db1c3e2cbfdd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：说“不在这里”，并没有把这里清空；这里反而开始膨胀。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"19ee8a56099bd2fc08d4482728faa1cdb952aa7f0777902821fc532f1d3ca4bf","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-14","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c901cef1870079de-1","anchor":"p-c901cef1870079de-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c901cef1870079de-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在不在这里吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"41c7a50fced84fc3220ad041536444e2066be47b3da9b9a2ea14f2df999c4ced","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d7a6142ed278f573-1","anchor":"p-d7a6142ed278f573-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d7a6142ed278f573-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。说“不在这里”，并没有把这里清空；这里反而开始膨胀。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"5c82fdc1b4bf955959307e2ca998e1267839c887d6726d5684afba6e02961f56","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-14","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-257e576bf8cdf4bb-1","anchor":"p-257e576bf8cdf4bb-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-257e576bf8cdf4bb-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。门槛、不在这里、房间外，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"f59162c9f986c5d46a48b9b7d769defe80fbc2871d89040d31f82ebdfdf079f5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a86be44975bb470b-1","anchor":"p-a86be44975bb470b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a86be44975bb470b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。Not acting here 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"7e2f6c4b2f5ff21527951c158a7d99a00cff2b6b2eac9a4faba846a8c3effe27","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-77314508473725ba-1","anchor":"p-77314508473725ba-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-77314508473725ba-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有被推迟的动作，还有假装安全的地面，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"edf9172c9993bf9ee3e8e49c020c95792c09285524cd9d93c87253b3bed14579","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-14","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6bd55e9a588a39f6-1","anchor":"p-6bd55e9a588a39f6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-6bd55e9a588a39f6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是不在这里演，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"2b15dce601b847414552723b8a6ced6326a9bcb32c0f9b3032d8a042ccb353f5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d3bdc90ab0e75cd5-1","anchor":"p-d3bdc90ab0e75cd5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d3bdc90ab0e75cd5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，门槛不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"ac28bd819e92a3f0449f22bd9a9fadde12e9f0e52b7452b580d19e038b4d24c0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a33fa41706a5e80c-1","anchor":"p-a33fa41706a5e80c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a33fa41706a5e80c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是不在这里、房间外、被推迟的动作这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"9265cfefa1a220582a16c1bc600602d5c4ea88bc2b659554b0ceef9fbac01b23","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-14","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9109cf33549b266c-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fdccec608b73331f-1","anchor":"p-fdccec608b73331f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-fdccec608b73331f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被另一处舞台摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"2e243eec0f1d722295640e844b1ff32020b8a125e7ebca3c2cba16da0ee20d6d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-14","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a1643352c5c00787-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cfd3d03eba160483-1","anchor":"p-cfd3d03eba160483-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-cfd3d03eba160483-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。这里也会吃人，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"ee360f0ba1aa568e0dfaace1deb5cdbd179d6621c41b6aaec67b10e80cfa921c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-14","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5d3a5ce0efe2d0dd-1","anchor":"p-5d3a5ce0efe2d0dd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-5d3a5ce0efe2d0dd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到门槛，绕到房间外，绕到假装安全的地面，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"8edbc20f187efeaffaf77f3e0336e311efb9bac36e51bb0928ff2cba72ddca9d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-14","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-815f5b658be20f5c-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-adffd313eef9c522-1","anchor":"p-adffd313eef9c522-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-adffd313eef9c522-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。外面并不外面，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"aac943149120d3962706c2e2bfdabd1fe90af0050b9110aeb839fba8ca5dc244","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-aec1ab9bd2efdd84-1","anchor":"p-aec1ab9bd2efdd84-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-aec1ab9bd2efdd84-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，不在这里就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"ef8b5313ff7682a3b47269f1377a5a0261f3d6ae3083247c1a84585808d1e4dc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9c208b5dec0aa621-1","anchor":"p-9c208b5dec0aa621-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9c208b5dec0aa621-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得Not acting here，记得假装安全的地面，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"0389801e7810aae863c6e3f33a06c48facacb6a6bbb6435a7e08c1d4b4041b27","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-78bab92a3b517d1c-1","anchor":"p-78bab92a3b517d1c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-78bab92a3b517d1c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得不在这里在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"d87c6287dc348676788780d32abeb9257761d624cd2cb39c0a5f08e3eddc6224","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-14","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dbb33eab809486f1-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-14","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-654868b70e937486-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d6ab9fffc251d07f-1","anchor":"p-d6ab9fffc251d07f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d6ab9fffc251d07f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。说“不在这里”，并没有把这里清空；这里反而开始膨胀。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"7186d7c5c2d942a1e75c100e08a5cd23afb7e462bfae22e599456f3852f1260e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-14","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-50e9840e09201302-1","anchor":"p-50e9840e09201302-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-50e9840e09201302-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：门槛、不在这里、房间外、那句 Not acting here，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"91ce4676a4eb6b99f0ada86b764844799417a63a1eaf661c0889064085609e5c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-14","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-14","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0198a9b4a6680004-1","anchor":"p-0198a9b4a6680004-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-0198a9b4a6680004-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说不在这里，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到门槛，长到另一处舞台，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"05d24cc83db81dc42cc0aa8e7d70f5875a24e9372e2140eb694f703a83082d1c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-14","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-3172bce08b0f928a-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-14","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-14","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-a8a893a5088e7858-14","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dd3d92fd22a1ba24-1","anchor":"p-dd3d92fd22a1ba24-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-dd3d92fd22a1ba24-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["不在这里演"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d14]","textSha256":"561c800cc7f1cec3d7625ae8dcef0713ed6c6a79b030221a8b8fdffd54746adb","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c9588f45fe962cc4-1","anchor":"p-c9588f45fe962cc4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-c9588f45fe962cc4-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"塑料贴着皮肤","textSha256":"1f2cd582a0919cfd14a23256d43b1b4b4ade8b2c1019af7e4934d93956a622bd","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-18883007c2234a57-1","anchor":"p-18883007c2234a57-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-18883007c2234a57-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"甲：塑料最吓人的地方不是遮住，而是它一边让你看见，一边不让你碰到。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"8e335f09f27c5544a37217b078d7cd1f58b52eacac222a75de6cd4fca2497fa5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-15","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-15","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-45395f57ea685b96-15","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e530a799dc54f044-1","anchor":"p-e530a799dc54f044-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-e530a799dc54f044-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在塑料吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"166f01541f959a2ff221517a31517c07fb138cbef5cd6a285efd33f3849da412","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-53d69a0d9fc3ad4e-1","anchor":"p-53d69a0d9fc3ad4e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-53d69a0d9fc3ad4e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。塑料最吓人的地方不是遮住，而是它一边让你看见，一边不让你碰到。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"ca85b447779bf37c72c5c3ad92ec6d6199f96f2f05d377d8d8799b803890c73f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-15","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-15","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-8404c565b2233994-15","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f07c9f637aa7daf8-1","anchor":"p-f07c9f637aa7daf8-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-f07c9f637aa7daf8-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。塑料、皮肤、透明，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"89c2902e170025968049797d4c3c1832c8bc4fb5a9f10878b6f45d83af6f8a70","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9b2eca328f585d34-1","anchor":"p-9b2eca328f585d34-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-9b2eca328f585d34-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。塑料不只是道具 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"52f9d507d2be9a6d1582c6aba1c1489b6e16ad1c34f16871058e0890c0301eb3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-049d0f70d9d73bed-1","anchor":"p-049d0f70d9d73bed-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-049d0f70d9d73bed-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有褶皱，还有汗，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"0b6584325d8319b1d3c9480852d3dfcab422cee25683746d307716ad1150ac4a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-15","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-15","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15#p-d07594e4182b3705-15","kind":"p","headingPath":["塑料贴着皮肤"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]}]}