{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf","title":"散场以后，话还没有死 · 公开分卷 2/6","kind":"research_draft","reviewStatus":"structurally_screened_not_individually_reviewed","language":"zh-CN","category":"历史研究稿","series":"历史研究稿","sourceVersionDate":"2026-05-17","publishedAt":"2026-09-08","modifiedAt":"2026-09-08T05:03:32+00:00","markdownUrl":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf.md","editionUrl":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/data/editions/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf-604c7b70b4801640d601.md","markdownSha256":"604c7b70b4801640d601b797033f24a8b028758eccf77ac968c57ea42211c8a7","markdownBytes":70078,"characters":23402,"sourceEvidenceTier":"T3_PSYCHOANALYTIC_THESIS_OVER_T0_T1_T2","sourceStatus":"draft-v5","evidenceBoundary":"这次写作为 T3 对话体综合长文；正文以感性、文学化、偏执式人声推进，不做真实人物临床诊断，不覆盖 T0 人工确信与 T1 可见/可听事实；MiMo/OpenClaw/Hermes 只作为 T2 候选或证据入口。","editionNote":"本文为研究档案公开版，保留来源版本的论述与限制。公开时间：2026-09-08；不表示已完成同行评审。 本文属于公开研究资料（历史笔记、研究稿或来源记录）：已完成格式、来源限制与重复项筛查，尚未完成逐篇独立事实复核；原文中的解释、候选判断和未确认内容均按其原有限制阅读。 原文按段落机械分卷，本页为第 2/6 卷；依次阅读全部分卷可取得完整公开正文。","imageUrls":[],"links":["https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15","https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-acb259ce2e0278de"],"relationMethod":"literal links and image references in the public edition; no inferred semantic support","paragraphCount":601,"markdown":"# 散场以后，话还没有死 · 公开分卷 2/6\n\n本文为研究档案公开版，保留来源版本的论述与限制。公开时间：2026-09-08；不表示已完成同行评审。 本文属于公开研究资料（历史笔记、研究稿或来源记录）：已完成格式、来源限制与重复项筛查，尚未完成逐篇独立事实复核；原文中的解释、候选判断和未确认内容均按其原有限制阅读。 原文按段落机械分卷，本页为第 2/6 卷；依次阅读全部分卷可取得完整公开正文。\n\n来源版本日期：2026-05-17\n\n证据边界：这次写作为 T3 对话体综合长文；正文以感性、文学化、偏执式人声推进，不做真实人物临床诊断，不覆盖 T0 人工确信与 T1 可见/可听事实；MiMo/OpenClaw/Hermes 只作为 T2 候选或证据入口。\n\n[首卷](/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15) | [上一卷](/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15) | [下一卷](/research/hs-acb259ce2e0278de)\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是它贴得太近，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，塑料不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是皮肤、透明、褶皱这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被半个无法拥抱的人摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。透明也会隔开，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到塑料，绕到透明，绕到汗，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。亲密变成材料，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，塑料就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得塑料不只是道具，记得汗，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得塑料在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。塑料最吓人的地方不是遮住，而是它一边让你看见，一边不让你碰到。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：塑料、皮肤、透明、那句 塑料不只是道具，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说塑料，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到塑料，长到半个无法拥抱的人，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d15]\n\n## 身体上长出路线\n\n甲：那些线不是装饰，它们像有人在身体上偷偷修路。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在线和点吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。那些线不是装饰，它们像有人在身体上偷偷修路。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。黑线、黄点、皮肤地图，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。身体不是身体了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有手臂，还有胸口，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是线在替肉说，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，黑线不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是黄点、皮肤地图、手臂这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被画出来的路摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。点像坏掉的星星，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到黑线，绕到皮肤地图，绕到胸口，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。人被画成路线，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，线和点就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得身体不是身体了，记得胸口，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得线和点在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。那些线不是装饰，它们像有人在身体上偷偷修路。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：黑线、黄点、皮肤地图、那句 身体不是身体了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说线和点，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到黑线，长到被画出来的路，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d16]\n\n## 帮他说的人\n\n甲：有人替你说话，不一定是救你，也可能让你的沉默再也找不到自己的形状。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在帮说吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。有人替你说话，不一定是救你，也可能让你的沉默再也找不到自己的形状。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。帮说、口语、停顿，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。帮他说 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有替代，还有急出来的温柔，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是帮说不是简单善良，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，帮说不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是口语、停顿、替代这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被扶住的句子摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。替代也会疼，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到帮说，绕到停顿，绕到急出来的温柔，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。温柔有时候太快，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，帮说就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得帮他说，记得急出来的温柔，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得帮说在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。有人替你说话，不一定是救你，也可能让你的沉默再也找不到自己的形状。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：帮说、口语、停顿、那句 帮他说，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说帮说，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到帮说，长到被扶住的句子，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d17]\n\n## 脑子空了\n\n甲：“脑子空了”不是没有内容，是内容突然没有门了。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在空吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。“脑子空了”不是没有内容，是内容突然没有门了。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。脑子空了、空白、白噪，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。脑子空了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有手心，还有被抽走的词，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是空不是没东西，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，脑子空了不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是空白、白噪、手心这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被还在运转的流程摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。空也被登记，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到脑子空了，绕到白噪，绕到被抽走的词，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。流程连空都吃，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，空就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得脑子空了，记得被抽走的词，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得空在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。“脑子空了”不是没有内容，是内容突然没有门了。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：脑子空了、空白、白噪、那句 脑子空了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说空，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到脑子空了，长到还在运转的流程，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d18]\n\n## 主演\n\n甲：“主演”两个字一出来，人好像被抬高了，也被钉住了。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：我看见“主演”时忽然不舒服。它像奖赏，也像刑具。\n\n乙：名字被抬上去的时候，就不能再随便躲回身体里了。\n\n甲：可人为什么要被抬上去？也许他只是想被看见一秒，不想被钉成永远。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在名字被抬上去吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。“主演”两个字一出来，人好像被抬高了，也被钉住了。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。主演、字幕、名字，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。主演 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有黑底，还有一秒钟的抬高，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是名字不是名字，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，主演不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是字幕、名字、黑底这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被身份的冷金属摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。片尾在重新分配人，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到主演，绕到名字，绕到一秒钟的抬高，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。字幕也会咬人，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，名字被抬上去就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得主演，记得一秒钟的抬高，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得名字被抬上去在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。“主演”两个字一出来，人好像被抬高了，也被钉住了。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：主演、字幕、名字、那句 主演，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说名字被抬上去，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到主演，长到身份的冷金属，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d19]\n\n## 四不是四，五不是五\n\n甲：`4/5` 像一个小裂口，数字在那里假装自己会数人。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：`4/5` 那个地方像牙缝。小得要命，可舌头一直去碰。\n\n乙：数字本来应该让事情稳下来，可这里数字反而把不稳暴露出来。\n\n甲：因为人不能被数稳。数的时候，人已经开始从数字边上漏出去了。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在4/5吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。`4/5` 像一个小裂口，数字在那里假装自己会数人。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。4/5、数字、口误，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。4/5 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有人数，还有修正，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是四不是四，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，4/5不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是数字、口误、人数这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被算不稳的人摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。五也不肯安静，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到4/5，绕到口误，绕到修正，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。数字在漏气，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，4/5就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得4/5，记得修正，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得4/5在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。`4/5` 像一个小裂口，数字在那里假装自己会数人。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：4/5、数字、口误、那句 4/5，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说4/5，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到4/5，长到算不稳的人，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d20]\n\n## 片尾还在漏\n\n甲：片尾不是把门关上，是让我们听见门缝里还有水。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在黑底之后吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。片尾不是把门关上，是让我们听见门缝里还有水。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。片尾、残声、黑底，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。片尾还在漏 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有名单，还有厕所一样的回声，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是结束没有关门，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，片尾不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是残声、黑底、名单这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被关不掉的边缘摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。名单像止血布，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到片尾，绕到黑底，绕到厕所一样的回声，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。残声不肯归队，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，黑底之后就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得片尾还在漏，记得厕所一样的回声，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得黑底之后在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。片尾不是把门关上，是让我们听见门缝里还有水。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：片尾、残声、黑底、那句 片尾还在漏，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说黑底之后，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到片尾，长到关不掉的边缘，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d21]\n\n## 硬盘梦见自己\n\n甲：硬盘不是仓库，它像一块替人失眠的器官。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在硬盘吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。硬盘不是仓库，它像一块替人失眠的器官。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。硬盘、文件夹、噪点，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。硬盘也会做梦 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有命名，还有夜里发亮的目录，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是保存不是平静，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，硬盘不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是文件夹、噪点、命名这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一块替人失眠的东西摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。文件名在发热，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到硬盘，绕到噪点，绕到夜里发亮的目录，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。东西越存越不肯结束，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，硬盘就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得硬盘也会做梦，记得夜里发亮的目录，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得硬盘在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。硬盘不是仓库，它像一块替人失眠的器官。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：硬盘、文件夹、噪点、那句 硬盘也会做梦，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说硬盘，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到硬盘，长到一块替人失眠的东西，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d22]\n\n## Wiki 的夜\n\n甲：Wiki 看起来很冷，其实它也在发烧，只是发烧的方式叫回链。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：Wiki 很像病历，又不像。病历想把人收起来，Wiki 这里反而越收越散。\n\n乙：双链像神经。它把一个词接到另一个词，接着接着，电影就不再只在影片里。\n\n甲：所以我们也被接进去了。烦。我们本来只是看电影，后来成了它的一个目录。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在Wiki吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。Wiki 看起来很冷，其实它也在发烧，只是发烧的方式叫回链。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。Wiki、双链、脚注，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。Wiki 不是外面 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有source card，还有修正，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是双链像神经，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，Wiki不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是双链、脚注、source card这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一张越补越漏的网摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。保存也在偏执，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到Wiki，绕到脚注，绕到修正，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。越清楚越不安，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，Wiki就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得Wiki 不是外面，记得修正，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得Wiki在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。Wiki 看起来很冷，其实它也在发烧，只是发烧的方式叫回链。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：Wiki、双链、脚注、那句 Wiki 不是外面，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说Wiki，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到Wiki，长到一张越补越漏的网，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d23]\n\n## 别把它弄干净\n\n甲：两个人终于吵起来，因为有些电影一被说顺，就像被第二次杀掉。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在争执吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。两个人终于吵起来，因为有些电影一被说顺，就像被第二次杀掉。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。桌面、茶水、一句太顺的话，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。你又把它弄干净了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有被擦掉的脏，还有又一次停顿，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是别说得那么会，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，桌面不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是茶水、一句太顺的话、被擦掉的脏这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被发紧的喉咙摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。它不想被擦亮，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到桌面，绕到一句太顺的话，绕到又一次停顿，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。脏处才是活的，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，争执就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得你又把它弄干净了，记得又一次停顿，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得争执在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。两个人终于吵起来，因为有些电影一被说顺，就像被第二次杀掉。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：桌面、茶水、一句太顺的话、那句 你又把它弄干净了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说争执，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到桌面，长到发紧的喉咙，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d24]\n\n## 投降\n\n甲：投降不是跪下，是终于承认自己从来不是一个人做成的。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。\n\n乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。\n\n甲：我以前以为投降很难听。像输了，像把旗放下。\n\n乙：这里不是那种输。更像一个人终于承认：我不是自己把自己拧出来的。\n\n甲：可承认也不轻松。承认以后，人会更软，也更危险。\n\n甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在最后那个词吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。\n\n乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。投降不是跪下，是终于承认自己从来不是一个人做成的。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。\n\n甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。\n\n乙：那就说露出来。投降、手、肩膀，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。\n\n甲：我有个很偏的想法。投降不是失败 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。\n\n乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有夜，还有没有一个人的自己，还有一点让人想躲开的光。\n\n甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。\n\n乙：好，不漂亮。是人不是一个人做成的，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。\n\n甲：我突然觉得，投降不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。\n\n乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是手、肩膀、夜这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。\n\n甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。\n\n乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被还在说的话摸过，变冷了。\n\n甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。\n\n乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。我把自己交出去，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。\n\n甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。\n\n乙：所以它一直绕。绕到投降，绕到肩膀，绕到没有一个人的自己，绕到片尾还不肯走。\n\n甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。\n\n乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。话还没有死，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。\n\n甲：别用大词。你一用大词，最后那个词就躲进衣柜里了。\n\n乙：那就不用。只说我记得投降不是失败，记得没有一个人的自己，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。\n\n甲：我现在觉得最后那个词在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。\n\n乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。\n\n甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。\n\n乙：那就让盐留下。投降不是跪下，是终于承认自己从来不是一个人做成的。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。\n\n甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。\n\n乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：投降、手、肩膀、那句 投降不是失败，还有后来没有关紧的声音。\n\n甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。\n\n乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。\n\n甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说最后那个词，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到投降，长到还在说的话，长到我们自己的舌头上。\n\n乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。\n\n甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。\n\n乙：挂着。别擦。[^d25]\n\n## 话还没有死\n\n甲：你有没有觉得，我们说到最后，电影反而更近了。不是被我们懂了，是靠近。靠近很烦，像一个人站得太近，你闻到他的衣服，但你不能说什么。\n\n乙：我宁愿它近一点。远了就会被做成观点，被放进格子，被拿去证明我们很会看。\n\n甲：我不想证明会看。我想证明我还活着。很丢人吧，看一部电影看到最后，想证明的不是电影，而是自己还活着。\n\n乙：不丢人。也许这部电影一直在问这个：一个人怎么证明自己发生过。\n\n甲：又来了，你又准了。\n\n乙：那我说歪一点。它像一只没有盖好的锅，里面不是汤，是名字、眼睛、水、塑料、话筒、脚步、片尾、硬盘、双链，全部慢慢沸，沸得不响。\n\n甲：这个我喜欢。不响。它最可怕就是不响。很多东西已经烧焦了，可现场还在继续，流程还在继续，观众还坐着，片尾还在数人。\n\n乙：而投降也许不是对谁跪下。\n\n甲：你别把投降说得高贵。\n\n乙：我不说高贵。我说投降很脏。投降是人终于发现自己不是铁，是布，是水，是声音，是被别人叫出来又被别人弄丢的东西。\n\n甲：也是文件夹。\n\n乙：也是文件夹。\n\n甲：也是一个错的数字。\n\n乙：也是。\n\n甲：也是别人帮你说的一句话。\n\n乙：也是。\n\n甲：也是你不想说话的时候，有人还在等你输出。\n\n乙：也是。\n\n甲：那投降就是承认自己已经被做成很多份。\n\n乙：承认自己不是一个人做成的。\n\n甲：听起来很温柔。\n\n乙：其实不温柔。一个人承认自己不是自己做成的，会失去很多骄傲，也会失去很多谎。\n\n甲：那剩下什么？\n\n乙：剩下话。剩下一点不肯死的话。\n\n甲：话还没有死。\n\n乙：嗯。散场以后，话还没有死。[^d99]\n\n## 后半夜，话开始返潮\n\n甲：别关。\n\n乙：没关。\n\n甲：我是说别把这个文件关了，也别把电影关了。关上以后它会在里面敲。\n\n乙：那就让它敲。\n\n甲：敲久了会像心跳。\n\n乙：也可能就是心跳。\n\n甲：你别温柔。温柔会让人以为已经没事了。\n\n乙：那我不温柔。我只把灯留着。\n\n## 刚散场又回来\n\n甲：我以为我们已经说过“刚散场”了，可它没有走。它换了一件衣服，又坐到旁边。\n\n乙：有些东西说一遍只是开口，第二遍才露出牙印。\n\n甲：它又回来了，不是作为记忆回来，是作为一小片潮湿回来。我现在看见的不是门口的冷光，是门口旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，冷光、楼梯、手机屏，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。嗓子里的灰替人紧张，片尾替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。门口不肯安静，冷光不肯透明，楼梯不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：别把它压成一个词。词不是瓶盖，盖不住里面那股热气。门口的冷光也是这样。\n\n乙：那就别全打开。让缝先有一条，味道自己会爬出来。\n\n甲：那股味道出来以后呢？\n\n乙：不急着处理。先闻着，难受也算证据。\n\n甲：这句像人话。\n\n乙：我也被它弄乱了一点。\n\n甲：说到这里，空气突然冷了一下，像有人把刚才那句话拿去洗了，又没拧干。我现在看见的不是门口的冷光，是门口旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，冷光、楼梯、手机屏，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。嗓子里的灰替人紧张，片尾替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。门口不肯安静，冷光不肯透明，楼梯不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：一个词太小了。它装进去会鼓起来，像口袋里塞了一块湿石头。门口的冷光也是这样。\n\n乙：慢一点。不是审讯它，是让它自己从缝里漏。\n\n甲：出来以后谁负责？\n\n乙：不负责。陪它一会儿。难受就让难受在场。\n\n甲：你刚才终于不像在讲课了。\n\n乙：可能是它先把我讲散了。\n\n甲：我想把门口的冷光从电影里抠出来，放在桌上，看它到底是什么。可是我知道一抠就死。它必须粘着手机屏，粘着嗓子里的灰，粘着那种没有名字的尴尬活着。\n\n乙：对，别做标本。标本太胜利了，胜利以后就没有呼吸。今晚不要赢。\n\n甲：不要赢。对。看电影为什么要赢？赢了以后人会变得很讨厌，像拿着干毛巾到处擦。\n\n乙：那就笨一点，坐近一点。\n\n甲：我知道这听起来过分，可这部电影本来就逼人过分。正常的句子靠近它，会变得很可疑。我现在看见的不是门口的冷光，是门口旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，冷光、楼梯、手机屏，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。嗓子里的灰替人紧张，片尾替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。门口不肯安静，冷光不肯透明，楼梯不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：我怕你说“一个词”。一说一个，它就被关起来了，可它明明还在墙上走。门口的冷光也是这样。\n\n乙：开一点就够了。太亮，味道会死。\n\n甲：如果它一直不散怎么办？\n\n乙：然后就别装没闻见。\n\n甲：这一句可以留。\n\n乙：我也没那么稳了。\n\n甲：我现在不是在想，我是在低烧。低烧的人不会做总结，只会把同一个词摸很多遍。我现在看见的不是门口的冷光，是门口旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，冷光、楼梯、手机屏，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。嗓子里的灰替人紧张，片尾替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。门口不肯安静，冷光不肯透明，楼梯不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：词没有那么老实。词会藏味道，藏手印，藏别人没有洗干净的夜。门口的冷光也是这样。\n\n乙：我们只碰柜门，不把里面翻乱。\n\n甲：闻到了，然后呢？\n\n乙：没有然后。让它在鼻子里待一会儿。\n\n甲：这次没那么硬。\n\n乙：它把我的句子也弄湿了。\n\n甲：我想把门口的冷光从电影里抠出来，放在桌上，看它到底是什么。可是我知道一抠就死。它必须粘着片尾，粘着门口，粘着那种没有名字的尴尬活着。\n\n乙：一抠出来就像钉上墙。我们不要墙上的东西，我们要还会发热的东西。\n\n甲：我讨厌比电影聪明。聪明像一块玻璃，把人隔在外面，还以为自己透明。\n\n乙：不聪明了。把椅子拖过去，陪它一会儿。\n\n甲：你听，那里还有声音。不是台词，是台词死后留下的气。我现在看见的不是门口的冷光，是门口旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，冷光、楼梯、手机屏，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。嗓子里的灰替人紧张，片尾替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。门口不肯安静，冷光不肯透明，楼梯不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：不要把它叫成一个词就走。词下面还有词，像皮肤下面还有一层烫。门口的冷光也是这样。\n\n乙：先留一条暗缝。暗缝比灯更会说话。\n\n甲：它要是粘在衣服上呢？\n\n乙：粘着就粘着。今晚不洗。\n\n甲：好，这句有体温。\n\n乙：我只是还坐着，里面已经乱了。\n\n甲：我们好像走远了，但其实一直在原地转。原地不是不动，原地也会磨出洞。我现在看见的不是门口的冷光，是门口旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，冷光、楼梯、手机屏，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。嗓子里的灰替人紧张，片尾替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。门口不肯安静，冷光不肯透明，楼梯不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：你说词，我听见柜门。柜门一开，灰、旧布、坏掉的香水味全出来。门口的冷光也是这样。\n\n乙：那就别全打开。让缝先有一条，味道自己会爬出来。\n\n甲：那股味道出来以后呢？\n\n乙：不急着处理。先闻着，难受也算证据。\n\n甲：这句像人话。\n\n乙：我也被它弄乱了一点。\n\n甲：我想把门口的冷光从电影里抠出来，放在桌上，看它到底是什么。可是我知道一抠就死。它必须粘着冷光，粘着楼梯，粘着那种没有名字的尴尬活着。\n\n乙：赢很危险。赢了就会开始收拾它，可它不是让人收拾的。\n\n甲：它已经那么狼狈了，我们还要站得很直，那也太残忍。\n\n乙：只挨着，不审它。\n\n甲：所以刚散场没有结束。它只是换了位置。刚才在银幕上，现在在我们中间，下一会儿也许在脚注里，或者在硬盘某个很深的文件夹里。\n\n乙：嗯。它会在那里继续发暗，继续把清楚弄得不清楚，把不清楚弄得很疼。\n\n甲：别救它。\n\n乙：不救。\n\n甲：别救我。\n\n乙：也不救。\n\n甲：那你在干什么？\n\n乙：在旁边。\n\n甲：旁边有时候比救更难。\n\n乙：我知道。\n\n## 必须见你又回来\n\n甲：我以为我们已经说过“必须见你”了，可它没有走。它换了一件衣服，又坐到旁边。\n\n乙：有些东西说一遍只是开口，第二遍才露出牙印。\n\n甲：它又回来了，不是作为记忆回来，是作为一小片潮湿回来。我现在看见的不是那句必须，是必须旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，见面、嘴唇、电话一样的空气，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。等人的身体替人紧张，被叫来的夜替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。必须不肯安静，见面不肯透明，嘴唇不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：别把它压成一个词。词不是瓶盖，盖不住里面那股热气。那句必须也是这样。\n\n乙：慢一点。不是审讯它，是让它自己从缝里漏。\n\n甲：出来以后谁负责？\n\n乙：不负责。陪它一会儿。难受就让难受在场。\n\n甲：你刚才终于不像在讲课了。\n\n乙：可能是它先把我讲散了。\n\n甲：说到这里，空气突然冷了一下，像有人把刚才那句话拿去洗了，又没拧干。我现在看见的不是那句必须，是必须旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，见面、嘴唇、电话一样的空气，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。等人的身体替人紧张，被叫来的夜替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。必须不肯安静，见面不肯透明，嘴唇不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：一个词太小了。它装进去会鼓起来，像口袋里塞了一块湿石头。那句必须也是这样。\n\n乙：开一点就够了。太亮，味道会死。\n\n甲：如果它一直不散怎么办？\n\n乙：然后就别装没闻见。\n\n甲：这一句可以留。\n\n乙：我也没那么稳了。\n\n甲：我想把那句必须从电影里抠出来，放在桌上，看它到底是什么。可是我知道一抠就死。它必须粘着电话一样的空气，粘着等人的身体，粘着那种没有名字的尴尬活着。\n\n乙：别把它弄成可展示的东西。它应该还有一点难闻。\n\n甲：不要赢。赢了就会开始发奖状，电影最怕奖状。\n\n乙：坐着就好，别举手回答。\n\n甲：我知道这听起来过分，可这部电影本来就逼人过分。正常的句子靠近它，会变得很可疑。我现在看见的不是那句必须，是必须旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，见面、嘴唇、电话一样的空气，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。等人的身体替人紧张，被叫来的夜替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。必须不肯安静，见面不肯透明，嘴唇不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：我怕你说“一个词”。一说一个，它就被关起来了，可它明明还在墙上走。那句必须也是这样。\n\n乙：我们只碰柜门，不把里面翻乱。\n\n甲：闻到了，然后呢？\n\n乙：没有然后。让它在鼻子里待一会儿。\n\n甲：这次没那么硬。\n\n乙：它把我的句子也弄湿了。\n\n甲：我现在不是在想，我是在低烧。低烧的人不会做总结，只会把同一个词摸很多遍。我现在看见的不是那句必须，是必须旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，见面、嘴唇、电话一样的空气，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。等人的身体替人紧张，被叫来的夜替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。必须不肯安静，见面不肯透明，嘴唇不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：词没有那么老实。词会藏味道，藏手印，藏别人没有洗干净的夜。那句必须也是这样。\n\n乙：先留一条暗缝。暗缝比灯更会说话。\n\n甲：它要是粘在衣服上呢？\n\n乙：粘着就粘着。今晚不洗。\n\n甲：好，这句有体温。\n\n乙：我只是还坐着，里面已经乱了。\n\n甲：我想把那句必须从电影里抠出来，放在桌上，看它到底是什么。可是我知道一抠就死。它必须粘着被叫来的夜，粘着必须，粘着那种没有名字的尴尬活着。\n\n乙：让它活着比让它清楚更重要。\n\n甲：我宁愿笨一点。笨一点才有可能被它碰到。\n\n乙：嗯，靠近一点，但不按住它。\n\n甲：你听，那里还有声音。不是台词，是台词死后留下的气。我现在看见的不是那句必须，是必须旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，见面、嘴唇、电话一样的空气，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。等人的身体替人紧张，被叫来的夜替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。必须不肯安静，见面不肯透明，嘴唇不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：不要把它叫成一个词就走。词下面还有词，像皮肤下面还有一层烫。那句必须也是这样。\n\n乙：那就别全打开。让缝先有一条，味道自己会爬出来。\n\n甲：那股味道出来以后呢？\n\n乙：不急着处理。先闻着，难受也算证据。\n\n甲：这句像人话。\n\n乙：我也被它弄乱了一点。\n\n甲：我们好像走远了，但其实一直在原地转。原地不是不动，原地也会磨出洞。我现在看见的不是那句必须，是必须旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，见面、嘴唇、电话一样的空气，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。等人的身体替人紧张，被叫来的夜替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。必须不肯安静，见面不肯透明，嘴唇不肯只做一个词。\n\n甲：你说词，我听见柜门。柜门一开，灰、旧布、坏掉的香水味全出来。那句必须也是这样。\n\n乙：慢一点。不是审讯它，是让它自己从缝里漏。\n\n甲：出来以后谁负责？\n\n乙：不负责。陪它一会儿。难受就让难受在场。\n\n甲：你刚才终于不像在讲课了。\n\n乙：可能是它先把我讲散了。\n\n甲：我想把那句必须从电影里抠出来，放在桌上，看它到底是什么。可是我知道一抠就死。它必须粘着见面，粘着嘴唇，粘着那种没有名字的尴尬活着。\n\n乙：对，别做标本。标本太胜利了，胜利以后就没有呼吸。今晚不要赢。\n\n甲：不要赢。对。看电影为什么要赢？赢了以后人会变得很讨厌，像拿着干毛巾到处擦。\n\n乙：那就笨一点，坐近一点。\n\n甲：所以必须见你没有结束。它只是换了位置。刚才在银幕上，现在在我们中间，下一会儿也许在脚注里，或者在硬盘某个很深的文件夹里。\n\n乙：嗯。它会在那里继续发暗，继续把清楚弄得不清楚，把不清楚弄得很疼。\n\n甲：别救它。\n\n乙：不救。\n\n甲：别救我。\n\n乙：也不救。\n\n甲：那你在干什么？\n\n乙：在旁边。\n\n甲：旁边有时候比救更难。\n\n乙：我知道。\n\n## 漂亮不是漂亮又回来\n\n甲：我以为我们已经说过“漂亮不是漂亮”了，可它没有走。它换了一件衣服，又坐到旁边。\n\n乙：有些东西说一遍只是开口，第二遍才露出牙印。\n\n甲：它又回来了，不是作为记忆回来，是作为一小片潮湿回来。我现在看见的不是漂亮这个坏词，是镜子旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。\n\n乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，脸、漂亮、皮肤，它们都在眨眼。\n\n甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。别人的眼替人紧张，借来的脸替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。\n\n乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。镜子不肯安静，脸不肯透明，漂亮不肯只做一个词。\n","paragraphs":[{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c902917d8dc88674-1","anchor":"p-c902917d8dc88674-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c902917d8dc88674-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"首卷 | 上一卷 | 下一卷","textSha256":"8d7f2ed90da032abaad36e1150865cc86bcb2d742cfd405e1d7b53506d530b7b","links":["https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-945d574dbc8f6e15","https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-acb259ce2e0278de"],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4364fcfd87544dac-1","anchor":"p-4364fcfd87544dac-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4364fcfd87544dac-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是它贴得太近，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"73676a982205953982b84abfd422bfef60b9f2a3f209c906daefc1fca4d2a72c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f029d51d341084cc-1","anchor":"p-f029d51d341084cc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f029d51d341084cc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，塑料不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"b841cadec7a788db3eabf9d6e8c214de201f367541543f1751962c82a746cb0d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c74659f481ca3be3-1","anchor":"p-c74659f481ca3be3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c74659f481ca3be3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是皮肤、透明、褶皱这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"882659385ee26bb60f9262d186d4f25e7c9b3c9ece3c231c79e66a8428c98396","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-1","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1da8ca31f71d3396-1","anchor":"p-1da8ca31f71d3396-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1da8ca31f71d3396-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被半个无法拥抱的人摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"8fd565897998336dac67e28615c58ee4ddfe3ebf66fb9554e0d12c907117074f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-1","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8319e87cef69719b-1","anchor":"p-8319e87cef69719b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8319e87cef69719b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。透明也会隔开，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"90535b944f2e9ffbedb652ab1a7258accb1170fa5645f3b3d4b8b28255d4ca95","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-1","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-81ab19110f0e16b2-1","anchor":"p-81ab19110f0e16b2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-81ab19110f0e16b2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到塑料，绕到透明，绕到汗，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"f2f774f911f925ec7a39bba0c515888855234eee7c9fd3f4418387b2792d9d32","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-1","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-7f4cdfa405e4e04b-1","anchor":"p-7f4cdfa405e4e04b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-7f4cdfa405e4e04b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。亲密变成材料，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"93488cea6eb5a9cb83f6a1efd86915ae13e5bb8dcc6777acd87a39a4bbfaa293","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-28ed23e95c922957-1","anchor":"p-28ed23e95c922957-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-28ed23e95c922957-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，塑料就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"c2c9ebdc591e557f882482f7bbd11ba0ce8012b55de0980bfa75a7023dc7d937","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-16756847d1af3319-1","anchor":"p-16756847d1af3319-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-16756847d1af3319-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得塑料不只是道具，记得汗，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"e56431f3fb92f710f9cb8ad95374f9c2175f140a795779f429937990dc293229","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-24215b39860095f3-1","anchor":"p-24215b39860095f3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-24215b39860095f3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：我现在觉得塑料在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"cb0e905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塑料不只是道具，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"c3653241a122b922ccca37a24a610259a1560132e647d7fb882c4ff092d2954b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-1","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-1","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4aab02f5d0004fae-1","anchor":"p-4aab02f5d0004fae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4aab02f5d0004fae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说塑料，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到塑料，长到半个无法拥抱的人，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"144ed2a0ec566c181c6e20384c034db044b476d935c9a8695029f71ed3060d86","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-1","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-1","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3903a19f8d09642a-1","anchor":"p-3903a19f8d09642a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3903a19f8d09642a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":[],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d15]","textSha256":"558c93fb88d71b6ae78326829056e3816bfaf861acd5036647d024d6d9169ef5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40ed4aaafff66606-1","anchor":"p-40ed4aaafff66606-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40ed4aaafff66606-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"身体上长出路线","textSha256":"6cfc4b1c03940c6491003ea2687baef5f488eb079219307747d264b819f2f1c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1125f40d28ad484b-1","anchor":"p-1125f40d28ad484b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1125f40d28ad484b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：那些线不是装饰，它们像有人在身体上偷偷修路。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"000082b93978111fda6b535c59320b333e22c45087ea7c85409358a914b9afd5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-1","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3a7a63f1e1fb5de0-1","anchor":"p-3a7a63f1e1fb5de0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3a7a63f1e1fb5de0-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在线和点吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"f81045ea001eb60154483106c1ac28765d5202fba3aa733c3c3790e1114acf14","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1bfcb63921feea3e-1","anchor":"p-1bfcb63921feea3e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1bfcb63921feea3e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。那些线不是装饰，它们像有人在身体上偷偷修路。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"0573a06d5a119a56f77182ecac8280b506e80e230225122f6d5f39a7680f804f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-1","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-61661c8a817ca507-1","anchor":"p-61661c8a817ca507-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-61661c8a817ca507-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。黑线、黄点、皮肤地图，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"82198f2f5285735e9d72d4763fc31b9e72c230a06da149eadd7167bb1808a900","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-022eeefd27323ffb-1","anchor":"p-022eeefd27323ffb-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-022eeefd27323ffb-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。身体不是身体了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"73164d2a4f1eec5b05dd2d925a74a36e51f106696a98d4a4c2e7cfa4f6413fd4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f9b2ac4ae5d5e093-1","anchor":"p-f9b2ac4ae5d5e093-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f9b2ac4ae5d5e093-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有手臂，还有胸口，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"68698998ac353a864791d707c08938615260ea54d17f9e3c31433e7a63cbf680","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-1","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d524cb1606790d45-1","anchor":"p-d524cb1606790d45-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d524cb1606790d45-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是线在替肉说，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"1a3da54db9524c6053e45911459df8d3a260947e143ca1c29583a50c50990152","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-15760d54eee2ad12-1","anchor":"p-15760d54eee2ad12-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-15760d54eee2ad12-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，黑线不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"2902aa2b1b2004001478453b7d9b74adb30524613bf001f42c36392ed4640b51","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b50e96696d0b7d51-1","anchor":"p-b50e96696d0b7d51-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b50e96696d0b7d51-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是黄点、皮肤地图、手臂这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"8a3a7c3d1843fcb040e365c7d3546dfc186dd7ad11694a1c8cb0422c21679175","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-2","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d64dfd1ff0d207c9-1","anchor":"p-d64dfd1ff0d207c9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d64dfd1ff0d207c9-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被画出来的路摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"c8e753a0d8971a0e7be5fc1a41f8556ce76d9782f8371dd82ae1ee94506a7433","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-2","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8359c761c5b4fdff-1","anchor":"p-8359c761c5b4fdff-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8359c761c5b4fdff-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。点像坏掉的星星，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"2e964bc4af11cccc6e3b86817fb1ad6aba8491a8abc551bd2ef36ca1e10b1301","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-2","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e5d26ef656d01419-1","anchor":"p-e5d26ef656d01419-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e5d26ef656d01419-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到黑线，绕到皮肤地图，绕到胸口，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"4452f53fc9064155e3d14b0d7adb61b8c6c4e2ad788b7dfccff431e4ca9a745f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-2","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-0082ea0458f86039-1","anchor":"p-0082ea0458f86039-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-0082ea0458f86039-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。人被画成路线，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"1bff7a6387df88bf737ba8d9a60b9eff2f77e3cdf62cc420a03c0350fd2faa7d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-44ba109413afebb7-1","anchor":"p-44ba109413afebb7-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-44ba109413afebb7-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长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身体不是身体了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"7b219c9731a47a69cad741c26dae1cff452c775066403a4eacdb619d8ad83ba4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-2","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-2","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-69c1cbfde87ea4ca-1","anchor":"p-69c1cbfde87ea4ca-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-69c1cbfde87ea4ca-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说线和点，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到黑线，长到被画出来的路，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"97993a1547a21f7fcf6bc8c2098c108751f9877e30270abcdb445dfacd06cb39","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-2","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-2","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-73d63598e2d285f2-1","anchor":"p-73d63598e2d285f2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-73d63598e2d285f2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["身体上长出路线"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d16]","textSha256":"0aefd2a6a7585bd52036dede06b47e48040a1de62917727e77a420d8a73f98a2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-64b52f4759b8fa61-1","anchor":"p-64b52f4759b8fa61-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-64b52f4759b8fa61-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"帮他说的人","textSha256":"b411768e8bb4fccc1388e597542aaaff8799dcaef9dcb295860909088b1de650","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-86086088279e7eb5-1","anchor":"p-86086088279e7eb5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-86086088279e7eb5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：有人替你说话，不一定是救你，也可能让你的沉默再也找不到自己的形状。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"1cd695bb179d3cc7aba999045dd4dae218dceb4dd89d8d39f92f23688041229c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-2","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-81000e653899fdc1-1","anchor":"p-81000e653899fdc1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-81000e653899fdc1-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在帮说吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"0726c1c9e2e73b9f913c7104fbde7d0ba74092ea31f4b74e6dca8d43a0c67cd3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-7f41c7e6b756b6ee-1","anchor":"p-7f41c7e6b756b6ee-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-7f41c7e6b756b6ee-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。有人替你说话，不一定是救你，也可能让你的沉默再也找不到自己的形状。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"7631fc5bd039f4653bd1a0de92cf61b17fe501c74e4ae1266d7c2b637dbce69b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-2","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cbf4fc7fac78c888-1","anchor":"p-cbf4fc7fac78c888-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cbf4fc7fac78c888-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。帮说、口语、停顿，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"c304668604974f90968845b5bca552d2ff5effec9c7f5b9bbcf51e6a9635dc33","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c600028a05dc8679-1","anchor":"p-c600028a05dc8679-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c600028a05dc8679-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。帮他说 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"82b14c2dd7a6c84b74eab4d00419b4bf65f43e8a79ef46651c22e30861ca31c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-fef8183fd0a76c4f-1","anchor":"p-fef8183fd0a76c4f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-fef8183fd0a76c4f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有替代，还有急出来的温柔，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"a8ca0e36f8f31ad7b2f301444f83b829a8c638b36f8283f56458488a467a03bc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-2","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-2","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-2","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a136fb53d30984f5-1","anchor":"p-a136fb53d30984f5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a136fb53d30984f5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是帮说不是简单善良，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"49fd8a2325f16f62eaacdc90b69666e0f428718f3c74f7f6835dd328ed367b81","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-fc980407255e8532-1","anchor":"p-fc980407255e8532-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-fc980407255e8532-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，帮说不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"c07957b593e9488fa013893fc94582b6e554f53221af2402abbbc953cc9aa045","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-91f6f3f2acd7ec24-1","anchor":"p-91f6f3f2acd7ec24-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-91f6f3f2acd7ec24-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是口语、停顿、替代这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"6b1580c75dfed7cdd3b43d7bf2d671f71e4b234c23b6d29bcba316049109204d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-3","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2a62910de3551bf9-1","anchor":"p-2a62910de3551bf9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2a62910de3551bf9-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被被扶住的句子摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"ee1742afe52f0916ae51c251887548689fe5ad9df3cf67663bb089c7206af9e0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-3","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-218594062e873f2c-1","anchor":"p-218594062e873f2c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-218594062e873f2c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。替代也会疼，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"dee40fcebd7b0e8a5d890073530937aeb0b39bca35651063f83ca93eea8a1f9e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-3","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-044993282ebf0b58-1","anchor":"p-044993282ebf0b58-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-044993282ebf0b58-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到帮说，绕到停顿，绕到急出来的温柔，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"f66779fe1f0eaa1978ac2971f8c19d1ea8acef384355ad362c5fd467a7704685","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-3","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8e13154426bbcc3d-1","anchor":"p-8e13154426bbcc3d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8e13154426bbcc3d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。温柔有时候太快，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"48f36981463548c44d2d186e57194fd38f9660ecfc2af06bd62f13e7f17a1b18","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-42a408675ee7220a-1","anchor":"p-42a408675ee7220a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-42a408675ee7220a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，帮说就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"2ba9f269b589fffdd2a583c977e2c4d7f05891eca0bed216d0dd63adc832e74b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-136bcb27f55e3ecf-1","anchor":"p-136bcb27f55e3ecf-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-136bcb27f55e3ecf-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得帮他说，记得急出来的温柔，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"5c474be074a84a2b90eec1cdd86789a23ff30a669f31688168d41a966a1c3a83","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4fa5cb38345d8dfc-1","anchor":"p-4fa5cb38345d8dfc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4fa5cb38345d8dfc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得帮说在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"3acef43a31f13394e9982b2b7dba95b3f01e64ff04403681e02d0a54386bc234","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-3","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-3","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a763877b267fe30d-1","anchor":"p-a763877b267fe30d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a763877b267fe30d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。有人替你说话，不一定是救你，也可能让你的沉默再也找不到自己的形状。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"64ca622442599f88daa5ba522a1a7e6f957bf09989bfd00dcc0acb63549bdb98","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-3","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b18a9ae21bc5d389-1","anchor":"p-b18a9ae21bc5d389-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b18a9ae21bc5d389-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：帮说、口语、停顿、那句 帮他说，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"9a1f2c76670d2825219e57172e9e54cbbfaeaaa703fb9ff100cd19bbc8e216e8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-3","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-3","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2d4abcc1de5a4dc4-1","anchor":"p-2d4abcc1de5a4dc4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2d4abcc1de5a4dc4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说帮说，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到帮说，长到被扶住的句子，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"832571f26f7b31422774521b3617609cdc2db7a6cad95ba4e5169bf51537151f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-3","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-3","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4874f4b9299984ff-1","anchor":"p-4874f4b9299984ff-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4874f4b9299984ff-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["帮他说的人"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d17]","textSha256":"bd6fe0f2e5f26fe76295bd68eb9ec5bc8b55bf112f27498c28787f8ad79a4f34","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b5c3e2210393eda5-1","anchor":"p-b5c3e2210393eda5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b5c3e2210393eda5-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"脑子空了","textSha256":"238a4c7d57b14ca39335c77c2d075ebef3e99a649edfe1b01c19a04f5dd01b6a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cf47ba53aef72217-1","anchor":"p-cf47ba53aef72217-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cf47ba53aef72217-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：“脑子空了”不是没有内容，是内容突然没有门了。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"55bb2fcdd474c88d82b333828ed5e3611a194c7b4c4aa38eced22cee5f5b4c4d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-3","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f2ced0ad019f6bd1-1","anchor":"p-f2ced0ad019f6bd1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f2ced0ad019f6bd1-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在空吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"28b0dfe952d6b36cc908d3ccfbe69b18988b099fffc653ea21dab599b46b07bd","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cf04da28d09972e1-1","anchor":"p-cf04da28d09972e1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cf04da28d09972e1-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。“脑子空了”不是没有内容，是内容突然没有门了。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"777a88874ecde3c4b94526d7a808cdb5ac904d4482e4ca5fb38d3cc2e32a7474","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-3","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4f39fc1142cf10fb-1","anchor":"p-4f39fc1142cf10fb-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4f39fc1142cf10fb-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。脑子空了、空白、白噪，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"7d9f6ceaaca0fdb6096e9d1add66be3be88599021b8486640ec81cbd662334d3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-66d28f639c556bae-1","anchor":"p-66d28f639c556bae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-66d28f639c556bae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。脑子空了 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"10dfef7e5efcb356aea2c213bccf8ca4d290605179b82e1dc8926b8d515c92c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-168dd17cca0d1778-1","anchor":"p-168dd17cca0d1778-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-168dd17cca0d1778-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有手心，还有被抽走的词，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"a03e08b715a74c33df1deb8bbd941a7420bccbf3d7a8c373c21c1cf3dd845558","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-3","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-3","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-3","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e0123bb8a3985063-1","anchor":"p-e0123bb8a3985063-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e0123bb8a3985063-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是空不是没东西，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"cf51688efcc1efef31bbe80507b3350e564be457574fe2ec319b0eea3022c1d0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e7981d59e84c6809-1","anchor":"p-e7981d59e84c6809-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e7981d59e84c6809-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，脑子空了不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"bb686687a3a300099240acd664a999e76bce8687350e93708ff562ea65285cc1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6a5d8f6e867a95d8-1","anchor":"p-6a5d8f6e867a95d8-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6a5d8f6e867a95d8-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是空白、白噪、手心这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"ec84ba84a69bfc437c39134866895386572e1d0f5d163cfc0444af91a174d387","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-4","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-181e2608877f0692-1","anchor":"p-181e2608877f0692-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-181e2608877f0692-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被还在运转的流程摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"350f03f5039416abeaafc5f1fd804ef5738c2abec525f286c3554fc2ba198e19","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-4","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb519ea8f5c7a52-1","anchor":"p-dbb519ea8f5c7a52-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb519ea8f5c7a52-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。空也被登记，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"6d6a31af4aa3d7a48ae788690514b4b61fe274411b1287ef57c3be2c621d5360","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-4","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-837ebf617abdef80-1","anchor":"p-837ebf617abdef80-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-837ebf617abdef80-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到脑子空了，绕到白噪，绕到被抽走的词，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"c1552c8973a7df777a340a92e8520ee0f7f072f4f01fc5b81e1b9b3123e4390e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-4","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f359c053496275ae-1","anchor":"p-f359c053496275ae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f359c053496275ae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。流程连空都吃，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"3dbdb94c75c9115a0764fb22c81026674f872712b751d76239d81cafcc180eb9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2f3fe3f58357f61e-1","anchor":"p-2f3fe3f58357f61e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2f3fe3f58357f61e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，空就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"96fd9d37b96a0c2c3b1df71a1c8e5a898b41fa95db55ffb3be987efdc7a281ef","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b7b2f61f933fd5c5-1","anchor":"p-b7b2f61f933fd5c5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b7b2f61f933fd5c5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得脑子空了，记得被抽走的词，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"fe1fc8a10b80f9a67e8789c0eeb89c34dc6f094580c0d89962bf4edf00856ca8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-95941f4b45d08d9a-1","anchor":"p-95941f4b45d08d9a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-95941f4b45d08d9a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得空在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"1d958fd1d172c37d7cda2fd439a31f6ecc418b154937a550dc8bbd9d60d4e2bd","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-4","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-4","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-5388fd6148c42214-1","anchor":"p-5388fd6148c42214-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-5388fd6148c42214-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。“脑子空了”不是没有内容，是内容突然没有门了。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"10e7a4510ccd823ff6789ae6bd19f97611e951caba72b65b34fc78830d60fdcd","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-4","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d4e39bc36ed327fd-1","anchor":"p-d4e39bc36ed327fd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d4e39bc36ed327fd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：脑子空了、空白、白噪、那句 脑子空了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"1a02d26844f8ee95706b4810117af03cc199528755525a493a589be29e87f717","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-4","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-4","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-294229b8d56663ed-1","anchor":"p-294229b8d56663ed-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-294229b8d56663ed-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说空，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到脑子空了，长到还在运转的流程，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"8a97e25d574a3e6fbb69efe18d7ab45a0be2f5e3b71ac2289bf190b2fd013b6f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-4","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-4","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-684cfddfa259c16e-1","anchor":"p-684cfddfa259c16e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-684cfddfa259c16e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["脑子空了"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d18]","textSha256":"8974fa948606b635b2f7a727172d33dfd57694541e275fc80fffb8a6ea796f0a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d780ceca15ae0b73-1","anchor":"p-d780ceca15ae0b73-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d780ceca15ae0b73-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"主演","textSha256":"dc21cbd35a0dfbbe7542bfbfec5fbac65117e24d9b0cb72a9daf1d90f631f250","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9495e9b2f3f8658f-1","anchor":"p-9495e9b2f3f8658f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9495e9b2f3f8658f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：“主演”两个字一出来，人好像被抬高了，也被钉住了。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"8656379dc669d21b82d0521bd4431e52c1b9284737a03c696ea6dbe29a605b80","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-4","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2edb7111db73d024-1","anchor":"p-2edb7111db73d024-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2edb7111db73d024-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：我看见“主演”时忽然不舒服。它像奖赏，也像刑具。","textSha256":"0532b7868b2a5dfd3732a150af9e97b0bb5d9cee77a61dc9bdac129995ca7936","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cc4247074aa1a818-1","anchor":"p-cc4247074aa1a818-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cc4247074aa1a818-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：名字被抬上去的时候，就不能再随便躲回身体里了。","textSha256":"27a9e9722b497fc20bbe301b9d3c91b395b8ac007cf259b0e388abe6cd8cca54","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a3e3b1fd0dda261a-1","anchor":"p-a3e3b1fd0dda261a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a3e3b1fd0dda261a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：可人为什么要被抬上去？也许他只是想被看见一秒，不想被钉成永远。","textSha256":"8be73820d682477b86c04d08d4eff93e22185780201154664145965cb7bb6102","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-eb051ac9833673ef-1","anchor":"p-eb051ac9833673ef-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-eb051ac9833673ef-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在名字被抬上去吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"723bcb358b31acda5c88da15c8d4d0467443f1e76f42cb872ed862f75170ddb5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-0ad38ad00b3f3b2b-1","anchor":"p-0ad38ad00b3f3b2b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-0ad38ad00b3f3b2b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。“主演”两个字一出来，人好像被抬高了，也被钉住了。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"42a2ccca571bdac5b75a262bbf8ab95efe5065427903fafe589a9b246fa95dd5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-4","anch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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"4af7fb5cfd462c0c2ce0dbf92cdf02ca3438aa581dfdf157862b9c7e200e41e8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-11051fcd018e6891-1","anchor":"p-11051fcd018e6891-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-11051fcd018e6891-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有黑底，还有一秒钟的抬高，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"c0f73148efb9045f4db9d818216a541dda86a4ae017550dee7509f30dc8d4761","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-4","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8bfbe7b8c7202e11-1","anchor":"p-8bfbe7b8c7202e11-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8bfbe7b8c7202e11-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是名字不是名字，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"29796e317276d9dc5a9136667fa8b79e9e8a08b698f7c109db304894fc377b13","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1bc606153e7b411b-1","anchor":"p-1bc606153e7b411b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1bc606153e7b411b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，主演不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"3eed3fda33c2c651a80e08332cd005059c297dcf3ff55ea9f26e6510c3d363b2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-83b3425e8e33a0e7-1","anchor":"p-83b3425e8e33a0e7-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-83b3425e8e33a0e7-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是字幕、名字、黑底这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"2a4107d26711921cc46a4c2431538dc256380b565f8cdd461800e8f10a981c3d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-5","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b670d7ad3913ee98-1","anchor":"p-b670d7ad3913ee98-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b670d7ad3913ee98-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被身份的冷金属摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"57d475861a09667c317c415286a9eb0e877527a21707c941075150a6483196fc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-5","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d73f146af04c486d-1","anchor":"p-d73f146af04c486d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d73f146af04c486d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。片尾在重新分配人，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"0b9c0e77ab2d46719ed3818b4f8ad9ada8d2384699643c52f28ac667979459e4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-5","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8c728d8ab4ce64ea-1","anchor":"p-8c728d8ab4ce64ea-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8c728d8ab4ce64ea-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到主演，绕到名字，绕到一秒钟的抬高，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"5554ad0d7b17f61067cc2e977e80840be0f1cf8e2504c1c24e572ea389fbc71e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-5","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-227c10925e19b5a6-1","anchor":"p-227c10925e19b5a6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-227c10925e19b5a6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。字幕也会咬人，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"d549795801652d041fe064920fc992a8b8f36f7358d3a3853a81e5a51bd26c00","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f9026260c7554872-1","anchor":"p-f9026260c7554872-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f9026260c7554872-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，名字被抬上去就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"1aa8fe6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主演，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"cdecbe5c7120c40dac07d8f0595396823cdf121e8224e43c78cabb6999eaed98","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-5","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-5","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e829eb21d2b8b5b9-1","anchor":"p-e829eb21d2b8b5b9-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e829eb21d2b8b5b9-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说名字被抬上去，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到主演，长到身份的冷金属，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"371a5c126859174199861be88fca7c127be01039ed9b4a98d13a274ef25933d7","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-5","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-5","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-546e061ae293557d-1","anchor":"p-546e061ae293557d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-546e061ae293557d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["主演"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d19]","textSha256":"1cb67ed2267db13a0de80058f5f4c2713c35c4492d63a3cb16044eaf6e814dce","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-77339fff433eecd3-1","anchor":"p-77339fff433eecd3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-77339fff433eecd3-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"四不是四，五不是五","textSha256":"f7861d568529fbcc48f19728740b5630446933960b6824292969795be81c5609","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d83a589d5b89397d-1","anchor":"p-d83a589d5b89397d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d83a589d5b89397d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲： 4/5 像一个小裂口，数字在那里假装自己会数人。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"a7a9830db4c92a9ecb7a26d5cfba93c1f6dd3a29a3c5edc9c267fd1625f3051a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-5","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-afca1923c3b8311a-1","anchor":"p-afca1923c3b8311a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-afca1923c3b8311a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲： 4/5 那个地方像牙缝。小得要命，可舌头一直去碰。","textSha256":"e056c64c6c95e129b3944cb928fd2d2be3ccd77abb3beea6293b9f997e01ad2a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8cdc4ac5080a2860-1","anchor":"p-8cdc4ac5080a2860-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8cdc4ac5080a2860-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：数字本来应该让事情稳下来，可这里数字反而把不稳暴露出来。","textSha256":"e248fd8280d3eb5e38f6956dd75d8d7004d0a3fe35ec63b503fb904bb9057bcf","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d350375463c3904c-1","anchor":"p-d350375463c3904c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d350375463c3904c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：因为人不能被数稳。数的时候，人已经开始从数字边上漏出去了。","textSha256":"332afd90c5bbdc00ebdd99217c4d2dfdb2e0ed3ad47952c4918deebfe8fa657a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2f06d9465522542a-1","anchor":"p-2f06d9465522542a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-2f06d9465522542a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在4/5吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"0dbeebcb63630a21b6db30245062fef2d5536a4c60f26d3eec0da3556bfb5a6d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-114f48a17dca57d0-1","anchor":"p-114f48a17dca57d0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-114f48a17dca57d0-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。 4/5 像一个小裂口，数字在那里假装自己会数人。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"0d601488667a2d9a598888469d4d053408280a28bab5372137e7a7ec9d2e1b62","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-5","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9eb3ca09fecc7cfc-1","anchor":"p-9eb3ca09fecc7cfc-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9eb3ca09fecc7cfc-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。4/5、数字、口误，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"359a03f39447bfbfb8a93946bdb5f27d5dc1b5beb5da024dbfa9c0e49de4172a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-55f244c914b9fd12-1","anchor":"p-55f244c914b9fd12-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-55f244c914b9fd12-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。4/5 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"fafc882dc58118b1b7941a9df451d64b291dfb34edd0e1863140a6d5df5ce488","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-defbb624543c20b8-1","anchor":"p-defbb624543c20b8-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-defbb624543c20b8-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有人数，还有修正，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"8b979b1ac047262ae73426b527b08134921dc9198ae2c469e351f414da38a132","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-5","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-5","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-5","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-48f25e8350a166d2-1","anchor":"p-48f25e8350a166d2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-48f25e8350a166d2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是四不是四，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"d546bb5d3bc1ab013a73c3e7b6704f1af605f97be54e687732a840eb445bc119","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f42e8d74bf503d93-1","anchor":"p-f42e8d74bf503d93-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f42e8d74bf503d93-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，4/5不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"771db93f37354cddb10607921e43914e67d96f5872f0e9559bd3e5e1f269ed6c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8a16039f0ceaa18e-1","anchor":"p-8a16039f0ceaa18e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8a16039f0ceaa18e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是数字、口误、人数这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"a48c568bb00ba8f26afc5b760655faa8f81a5758d6b0bccb171002f66bb9186c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-6","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4180fae8ba3307fe-1","anchor":"p-4180fae8ba3307fe-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4180fae8ba3307fe-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被算不稳的人摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"f0e5a7247ed7eb27cfb8636701ea8749be7861804e7387b339ca3ebfb72882d2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-6","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-50bef0046fb1bc50-1","anchor":"p-50bef0046fb1bc50-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-50bef0046fb1bc50-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。五也不肯安静，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"cf2cdd1044330b2d3558115c383b6749e15f812c975113eea653d9ef9c92c7ad","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-6","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1d03e5f1d8868c66-1","anchor":"p-1d03e5f1d8868c66-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1d03e5f1d8868c66-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到4/5，绕到口误，绕到修正，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"463ff8a509f75021e74eb71b0dbf3adeb65cb1831b49065e0f9d300f05dee02f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-6","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-56cfdd01e2066b77-1","anchor":"p-56cfdd01e2066b77-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-56cfdd01e2066b77-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。数字在漏气，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"35ebbccd43366d84bc556880843bd9b95e7c86344c37b889493574f91e477cc9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-70ab0aa480124aae-1","anchor":"p-70ab0aa480124aae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-70ab0aa480124aae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，4/5就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"0c2d77cdcc6db88b2b6f28558c127f2a1d493db50d8d2d619ba7699fe7bef315","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1e334969549a0e09-1","anchor":"p-1e334969549a0e09-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1e334969549a0e09-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得4/5，记得修正，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"fbad9a80fd2d79dfd04febd6a49850808460ca4521bd25eff68179fd51118406","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b2527b827bfc2bfd-1","anchor":"p-b2527b827bfc2bfd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b2527b827bfc2bfd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得4/5在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"58b67d99460150675c1f431f9e3c03bc7a10c2fcf366e5852bc544c141f88ea4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-6","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-6","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4c6a8d201e6ba621-1","anchor":"p-4c6a8d201e6ba621-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4c6a8d201e6ba621-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。 4/5 像一个小裂口，数字在那里假装自己会数人。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"f1c14974b31bc5f7fdd949efd13f5c87d4aef5f4470837aa9825a3be798d5653","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-6","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b77ee6ca833950da-1","anchor":"p-b77ee6ca833950da-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b77ee6ca833950da-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：4/5、数字、口误、那句 4/5，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"bab04c501f4d5ac64faf711f15130ccee41b7e3078bd986f2880815024078e48","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-6","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-6","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dfbac430bd5d1a2e-1","anchor":"p-dfbac430bd5d1a2e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dfbac430bd5d1a2e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说4/5，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到4/5，长到算不稳的人，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"77156aaae4e2f214e9f92c09256722618cd97bf95ad3f6c4af9bdf7bac6ef19c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-6","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-6","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba561fe6b95ba862-1","anchor":"p-ba561fe6b95ba862-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba561fe6b95ba862-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["四不是四，五不是五"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d20]","textSha256":"a425afe54557b96f5cdb96ca6c4ea46d097ee1dc0b2b60adbe31be6f34e4ac5f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b7d5be2ec2828e9c-1","anchor":"p-b7d5be2ec2828e9c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b7d5be2ec2828e9c-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"片尾还在漏","textSha256":"bb8eb18f7f1791b995c8886749a0851c8630c1a0a1ca060c7cc2fe705e37cd20","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b8d7e2b6662744ae-1","anchor":"p-b8d7e2b6662744ae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b8d7e2b6662744ae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：片尾不是把门关上，是让我们听见门缝里还有水。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"ed6716b23da55fbd6aa7ce2eb67bc13e827f7b06f63c66a0099f3c946ca38ce2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-6","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-26ae7768d7142727-1","anchor":"p-26ae7768d7142727-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-26ae7768d7142727-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在黑底之后吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"eaa68ff748a65038579e6c262e1e042643d3acd7a18a16d3e29d7b58c8852938","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a971ce00eb4dbfed-1","anchor":"p-a971ce00eb4dbfed-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a971ce00eb4dbfed-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。片尾不是把门关上，是让我们听见门缝里还有水。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"70b8db8041419d2ec5d8845b1d2931dd2d35a3cd5a02c9eff0e715aae86836ab","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-6","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-583277c183ec1590-1","anchor":"p-583277c183ec1590-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-583277c183ec1590-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。片尾、残声、黑底，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"db1616654e3663bd3b2fb30d4c947382f623e9792905b612c7fc7c80f7601dc1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ac3fed0fc6b8de4c-1","anchor":"p-ac3fed0fc6b8de4c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ac3fed0fc6b8de4c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。片尾还在漏 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"3498bb24ca958accb8d07fde72d7b3107857db77019b761871fd673633d62dd4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cc459f9118ea8c84-1","anchor":"p-cc459f9118ea8c84-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cc459f9118ea8c84-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有名单，还有厕所一样的回声，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"9700ec48a279a5e4e00e48ec7c4bdec9da0e49cfd8794166985404b1ff669733","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-6","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-6","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-6","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-7ef1d4094145a0e2-1","anchor":"p-7ef1d4094145a0e2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-7ef1d4094145a0e2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是结束没有关门，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"c3613f662f91f7612b5549768b90e947d71c55606f1c8c9b2610cc7361ec4f82","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-0905e5f6fdb6ef1c-1","anchor":"p-0905e5f6fdb6ef1c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-0905e5f6fdb6ef1c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，片尾不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"e6efbdb5f04dffd62ffdcab703efd659b720b02008c735f26573de7cdb0e03ad","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6234b1cd1760cb57-1","anchor":"p-6234b1cd1760cb57-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6234b1cd1760cb57-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是残声、黑底、名单这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"fc57caa596a72d3ad0fcd1b88197457ac2d9b57397986a3b9891ddf56fae14ff","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-7","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-30b45858dfb2efc3-1","anchor":"p-30b45858dfb2efc3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-30b45858dfb2efc3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被关不掉的边缘摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"9c7c3d6fe66b2fe8d9c91f0330cda30ee18595f6b1b6e9ee32a11486e212d713","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-7","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-669eaf577f457428-1","anchor":"p-669eaf577f457428-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-669eaf577f457428-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。名单像止血布，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"7258189727222bfa45b669aa715d2757222836249719fcbb3ecd0322e7e87861","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-7","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bbebd8ca724a8ab1-1","anchor":"p-bbebd8ca724a8ab1-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bbebd8ca724a8ab1-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到片尾，绕到黑底，绕到厕所一样的回声，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"77b1674ecefba4c5a9ea0f836f7bb79b87a0ba453a45a234a82726225073c40f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-7","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f2b28efe31fb4be2-1","anchor":"p-f2b28efe31fb4be2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f2b28efe31fb4be2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。残声不肯归队，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"50967deb2b9a25ac58f5f813bfe5d3185e641022b9cd6f35a9f2769b14e293c4","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9b5b56801317d1c4-1","anchor":"p-9b5b56801317d1c4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9b5b56801317d1c4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，黑底之后就躲进衣柜里了。","textSha256":"71a90cd12fff210994fb51ab3ea85a6af001e7f576827e3728d19cdee012506f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-20f56ebee06b4fd6-1","anchor":"p-20f56ebee06b4fd6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-20f56ebee06b4fd6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：那就不用。只说我记得片尾还在漏，记得厕所一样的回声，记得那里有一种人被推到边上又被叫回来的声音。","textSha256":"0ae42b1749c81221e09b460c36329791229438907c082e2c64138aa7819ce1a1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-602c7ee9d4548ae5-1","anchor":"p-602c7ee9d4548ae5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-602c7ee9d4548ae5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得黑底之后在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"59a0755b70f2e7a31cd09b7af0c4d1f2de382183563799c49f703a45c87d8107","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-7","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-7","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-241ff8431e84706c-1","anchor":"p-241ff8431e84706c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-241ff8431e84706c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。片尾不是把门关上，是让我们听见门缝里还有水。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"fc741750376ec422991d7c1ce537e1523cb7095912fa42e4f6b6aaaa83b54786","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-7","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-275e63807517dce5-1","anchor":"p-275e63807517dce5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-275e63807517dce5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：片尾、残声、黑底、那句 片尾还在漏，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"6f4332660209baeae560933f2d4105a586db2cbfae79080646f31151291a8ebf","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-7","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-7","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-5549bef9af07d002-1","anchor":"p-5549bef9af07d002-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-5549bef9af07d002-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说黑底之后，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到片尾，长到关不掉的边缘，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"8fa231d49cc7967baa85fa42a112571b99378b926120b3c295792269a19a11b3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-7","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-7","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-35aa4e1f94633620-1","anchor":"p-35aa4e1f94633620-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-35aa4e1f94633620-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["片尾还在漏"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d21]","textSha256":"a429eee33cec59995ae62b30efa46162fe75d8c626d1de266fc3524ab7b49841","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-812e25c2ed64b820-1","anchor":"p-812e25c2ed64b820-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-812e25c2ed64b820-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"硬盘梦见自己","textSha256":"3acd6f2d2413f5a0f05e86d1f1f7bd735da13c0a04ae3550c3c0d3718d4f13eb","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1d1933a6b6bd1c37-1","anchor":"p-1d1933a6b6bd1c37-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1d1933a6b6bd1c37-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：硬盘不是仓库，它像一块替人失眠的器官。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"34a0d33fd7db982353d14897542d00148bd5238c1dac15809b501fb3430f4572","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-7","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cb858b52d22edbd3-1","anchor":"p-cb858b52d22edbd3-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cb858b52d22edbd3-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在硬盘吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"3911702c6fc3d88df0da2f8421d7c0113557858fcc31275395d0a7a32f355b92","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6653c12961a5ebd4-1","anchor":"p-6653c12961a5ebd4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6653c12961a5ebd4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。硬盘不是仓库，它像一块替人失眠的器官。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"b95cd2fc9a96a5022260bb01459e9989342d74f2eae527d3c82a4f07a5a51bc6","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-7","anchor":"p-8404c565b2233994-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8404c565b2233994-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：别说“诚实”。我讨厌这个词。电影里的人也未必诚实，物也未必诚实，可它们都露出来了，像伤口没有学会撒谎。","textSha256":"1fc985bf9065490f16abb3c61c3b1be2a26d86f9936e5c1c90e4bd4276683610","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-0f659df00c868389-1","anchor":"p-0f659df00c868389-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-0f659df00c868389-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：那就说露出来。硬盘、文件夹、噪点，这些东西都不是为了给我们看懂，它们只是停不住地露。","textSha256":"9192be78bbeebf73e6d22e19f4f821d8afe38614bd43145cadf2a45e8b469e33","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e9a63600f2220d20-1","anchor":"p-e9a63600f2220d20-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e9a63600f2220d20-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：我有个很偏的想法。硬盘也会做梦 不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"68703d6db8bf1c5d9bf9d7046ac52361f60536987bf68af53a60af24ebfb1f69","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cf0270dfe5bc641a-1","anchor":"p-cf0270dfe5bc641a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cf0270dfe5bc641a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有命名，还有夜里发亮的目录，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"a40a74cb7936e681279716641c1d0b5a1cccc61ae16cb2e99bee803bf2b6944a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-7","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-7","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-7","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bb6512456051b6ee-1","anchor":"p-bb6512456051b6ee-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bb6512456051b6ee-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是保存不是平静，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"d7947961013a97fbee65a265807021885219a060092031f3370d49e0248450dc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a79d6ec83e34e32f-1","anchor":"p-a79d6ec83e34e32f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a79d6ec83e34e32f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，硬盘不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"ec63cbb40b5c2ac32863de406676cf2e071231ca3ce44c267b2e8d220745fb2d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-033d0fc26fb21685-1","anchor":"p-033d0fc26fb21685-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-033d0fc26fb21685-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是文件夹、噪点、命名这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"17b0f1133b7149cf28270ada3d7aabb00c100c54500ef7c33dce60f3edc864fb","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-8","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-14b603ff44a3df64-1","anchor":"p-14b603ff44a3df64-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-14b603ff44a3df64-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一块替人失眠的东西摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"049c53c29808af8022a55e43f21eb4dfd6487a6c211f39e0bab4d326d11429ce","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-8","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ecac65050652b0a0-1","anchor":"p-ecac65050652b0a0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ecac65050652b0a0-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。文件名在发热，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"9fab0feb564aa80ff22998a2efc719904d160bb0c9ab1ecf40fa6d0aa5b8350b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-8","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a4b1d48418d9e5af-1","anchor":"p-a4b1d48418d9e5af-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a4b1d48418d9e5af-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到硬盘，绕到噪点，绕到夜里发亮的目录，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"d2f6c5b6e199d2d3503bbe0d6a24e71c3cd554caa63dafd1bd071b70b10912aa","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-8","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-238e1eb0eeb60d2f-1","anchor":"p-238e1eb0eeb60d2f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-238e1eb0eeb60d2f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。东西越存越不肯结束，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"358e9cb7af1896a03f3ea3dfd560114c803bf4c531f6309e2d9e40d5efab5b66","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dc3bd67d25625ca8-1","anchor":"p-dc3bd67d25625ca8-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dc3bd67d25625ca8-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见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硬盘也会做梦，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"8c355cd2707d5c2302bef605c09a78e1e943703c62f0fe05a0351d6ba5e568ab","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-8","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-8","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a41db2d55e89d51a-1","anchor":"p-a41db2d55e89d51a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a41db2d55e89d51a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说硬盘，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到硬盘，长到一块替人失眠的东西，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"2222e28f5954b23436d42e9715da2d8489945a1020b9704324a96e71fd0af8fc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-8","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-8","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d56798791f7f6a7-1","anchor":"p-4d56798791f7f6a7-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d56798791f7f6a7-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["硬盘梦见自己"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d22]","textSha256":"5b903111a2ee3a7d248ac6b58618d8fe8cf398985a68ab890194086f703d1a60","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc95178710f4a7f0-1","anchor":"p-bc95178710f4a7f0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc95178710f4a7f0-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["Wiki 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的夜"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b599e576e33a2be0-1","anchor":"p-b599e576e33a2be0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b599e576e33a2be0-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：Wiki 很像病历，又不像。病历想把人收起来，Wiki 这里反而越收越散。","textSha256":"bf69e673ecd1faf99e1f3a6600c8cedf2e92f8c303713e61176369d879dbb0ae","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-54d378bed8d1eb44-1","anchor":"p-54d378bed8d1eb44-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-54d378bed8d1eb44-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：双链像神经。它把一个词接到另一个词，接着接着，电影就不再只在影片里。","textSha256":"2b73a27db1764cfc54688da3e67dbe30936d9959729137159030d899d3e4e604","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9eab6044cc940130-1","anchor":"p-9eab6044cc940130-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9eab6044cc940130-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：所以我们也被接进去了。烦。我们本来只是看电影，后来成了它的一个目录。","textSha256":"59f8095527fc7a1fab0fc01e68a88402f54fa3d6a737aaf7705efac065f95b44","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-220025a21e8c4f5e-1","anchor":"p-220025a21e8c4f5e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-220025a21e8c4f5e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"fd19e7079d693ae2bd510dcf6cd9405a1f49504dfcd5cd1f0436307511eb0f08","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dd0d0e699c4844f6-1","anchor":"p-dd0d0e699c4844f6-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dd0d0e699c4844f6-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有source card，还有修正，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"6d5ab6b1a7d5990aa78f41d9bfc1daa6b9a46e79fbcc2d0031e676ee8b08149a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-8","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-8","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-8","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-17565094062aa38f-1","anchor":"p-17565094062aa38f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-17565094062aa38f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是双链像神经，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"b529cdeab2259d816dd81d70464122618751f3316d24077e2731c4a3362e7f05","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f2a4826b14edb504-1","anchor":"p-f2a4826b14edb504-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f2a4826b14edb504-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，Wiki不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"5fe87fc26dc054b2d54222e8ef42e2a449e4a72291b974d74bc4cf6eeffcd257","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c3ec2f190e904a1d-1","anchor":"p-c3ec2f190e904a1d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c3ec2f190e904a1d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是双链、脚注、source card这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"36200042e2b84ade61437ce60f4834d54d7d8c9cdaaed1c73ad984b5b6c624cc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-9","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b3862516d75ecf64-1","anchor":"p-b3862516d75ecf64-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b3862516d75ecf64-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被一张越补越漏的网摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"c07a746bf10bff7218ff162f504ec51158e0d7434d6a0046161b09d59ae96900","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-9","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-458cbb42e0312da7-1","anchor":"p-458cbb42e0312da7-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-458cbb42e0312da7-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。保存也在偏执，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"f4188dbc6ae88c9fc8ed0c73253d8148273e42bf1d739384ca4b503c2df8ecc5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-9","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e9142b823962e251-1","anchor":"p-e9142b823962e251-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e9142b823962e251-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到Wiki，绕到脚注，绕到修正，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"fb23629a2caf491c74aa522dbdf430c16d9d6cc1095c702c87238a182e25f655","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-9","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-488962ac3f3b20db-1","anchor":"p-488962ac3f3b20db-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-488962ac3f3b20db-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。越清楚越不安，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"48fd6f32c723ba89e04a2ceee7a6692057391b21ad6ca9efdf2a1f353646f011","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c6a491e10c510711-1","anchor":"p-c6a491e10c510711-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c6a491e10c510711-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 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的夜"],"text":"甲：我现在觉得Wiki在我脑子里自己繁殖。很恶心，也很美。美得不干净。","textSha256":"14a8954f032fab2d1962226fd34a9564d44294cbdf9114b8762ef21b13e34db3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-9","anchor":"p-dbb33eab809486f1-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dbb33eab809486f1-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：不干净的美可能更靠近它。太干净的美会替它洗澡，它不需要洗澡，它需要有人承认它身上那些盐。","textSha256":"3858e5a63ba1d1b1e63fd63e892e3fd17f75d99079de3bf1c4cd2180984684c8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-9","anchor":"p-654868b70e937486-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-654868b70e937486-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：盐，对，盐。眼泪干了也是盐，汗干了也是盐，海水干了也是盐。电影干了，剩下的也是盐。","textSha256":"a89ebddf6d47cdb0923d1bd32ec0cde6de9683603ed61e161f4b059cf75ee472","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a28efcff7abc0b45-1","anchor":"p-a28efcff7abc0b45-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a28efcff7abc0b45-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：那就让盐留下。Wiki 看起来很冷，其实它也在发烧，只是发烧的方式叫回链。这一句不用擦掉，它会自己刺舌头。","textSha256":"4515667617ad71c4b01c040e9912e83f50a06ebd80e6d130a2a88c731e67c915","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-9","anchor":"p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc5c37eaa3e10c52-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：我怕我们说过头。怕我们把它说成我们自己的病。","textSha256":"6b05b55a7f943782959b7a4e8ed8ed88a2da12939b76e0695640d7fe810a98ee","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dd7f1d050634ab49-1","anchor":"p-dd7f1d050634ab49-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-dd7f1d050634ab49-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：那就往回摸一下。只摸得到的东西：Wiki、双链、脚注、那句 Wiki 不是外面，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"b1e0442ae5c04ad8f9bfafcfe442e501295f632e2b7d3946710591f247655d0d","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-9","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-9","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 的夜"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d215b8858190caec-1","anchor":"p-d215b8858190caec-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d215b8858190caec-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["Wiki 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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"1acbf80bd798e99ef6090ed06d4841fd7f69f0da16dd1bed580694235d52504e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c21f6a64e40eb05a-1","anchor":"p-c21f6a64e40eb05a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c21f6a64e40eb05a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有被擦掉的脏，还有又一次停顿，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"e826f9905e3dfd008107fa3906418588b6c554d656040d7d7861ce3abae2ecdb","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-9","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-9","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-9","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-72adf0392ac327ef-1","anchor":"p-72adf0392ac327ef-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-72adf0392ac327ef-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是别说得那么会，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"c123b0aa11519a200b3e9e454dc8cd689ac0570eee30d1c728d107fe9dce37dc","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e4a282cbd520cb4d-1","anchor":"p-e4a282cbd520cb4d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e4a282cbd520cb4d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，桌面不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"8017b8824d1c8d0d29a17cf2f3c877ba963af9161733374f028459483c63eb79","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e302b502a1de3460-1","anchor":"p-e302b502a1de3460-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e302b502a1de3460-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是茶水、一句太顺的话、被擦掉的脏这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"c61d0f1e9b45c6abee3beac6725b1a256b9f6d49f0f64c06f19946b40b024555","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-10","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e9c88c791276e601-1","anchor":"p-e9c88c791276e601-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-e9c88c791276e601-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被发紧的喉咙摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"1ae2701084291313ff817fb997f10a843de7bcf3d1f1fca29e694a9c9b068c86","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-10","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45e76659ebcb9fb0-1","anchor":"p-45e76659ebcb9fb0-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45e76659ebcb9fb0-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。它不想被擦亮，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"da9d0dbe33614dae7ba0c295107ed62b1c0dddf693d50cf29ae7298aba54ce30","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-10","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6774649acfc90388-1","anchor":"p-6774649acfc90388-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6774649acfc90388-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到桌面，绕到一句太顺的话，绕到又一次停顿，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"54ff95e850ae496847f20c4c17feacb154eff9415660f33148b2f1e44b09ad1b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-10","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-48747136e363b750-1","anchor":"p-48747136e363b750-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-48747136e363b750-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。脏处才是活的，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"6d8491a17d2e4564051fbce8bee554a0c01e97343c3b617667d916758fbe560b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b2526f6dcbf2658e-1","anchor":"p-b2526f6dcbf2658e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-b2526f6dcbf2658e-1","kind":"p","headi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你又把它弄干净了，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"8038d0a72109b5ff97c98572087c186dc3864434a8d15ca9301cde0fdfb541fa","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-10","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-10","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a6b26c89816ebb50-1","anchor":"p-a6b26c89816ebb50-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a6b26c89816ebb50-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说争执，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到桌面，长到发紧的喉咙，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"8e4da163d8e0d0248d8dbcf4718049f144b492d56f5b6ed71da82457d023431b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-10","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-10","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-97ced4b7f94ef194-1","anchor":"p-97ced4b7f94ef194-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-97ced4b7f94ef194-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["别把它弄干净"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d24]","textSha256":"9d1a0cfa763cb95f075a35ffbaab62dc39dfd2d6f54ecdeb394ef7c7dc67c213","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-aac6d816c28813e8-1","anchor":"p-aac6d816c28813e8-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-aac6d816c28813e8-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"投降","textSha256":"08f61250ec4d1f70336799affc8a83229ba1ceeb087826ad5f0c05e829a95e50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-26abda5aee17f0cf-1","anchor":"p-26abda5aee17f0cf-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-26abda5aee17f0cf-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：投降不是跪下，是终于承认自己从来不是一个人做成的。我知道这句话太满，可我现在只能这么说。","textSha256":"792ce943d12eaac628bee0998d93a832957300c1d9ccc27e3064d552d2c881b1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-10","anchor":"p-45395f57ea685b96-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45395f57ea685b96-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：满就满一点。今晚本来就不是为了把话倒空。","textSha256":"ca4599ec0d1aeb730248284768f52e9e2c35387259be263557f2b881f7d92463","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cd263d94c989e02c-1","anchor":"p-cd263d94c989e02c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cd263d94c989e02c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：我以前以为投降很难听。像输了，像把旗放下。","textSha256":"e4280f9fb8bca301d90398a93d8a5f970613e7960c796a85d58034445c7983c6","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9b4d6863ec6ef2a8-1","anchor":"p-9b4d6863ec6ef2a8-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9b4d6863ec6ef2a8-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：这里不是那种输。更像一个人终于承认：我不是自己把自己拧出来的。","textSha256":"6254487eb5efde5876e2a7c607f9ce1b824dbb4bb651bdda58ec36cf74e9fca8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-990fd112f04663f5-1","anchor":"p-990fd112f04663f5-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-990fd112f04663f5-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：可承认也不轻松。承认以后，人会更软，也更危险。","textSha256":"d32a88edc8330178fd67b92e3bef4680ece52f7e8d6f420005ec5cf88d3affd8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc33b3bd5916889f-1","anchor":"p-bc33b3bd5916889f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-bc33b3bd5916889f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：你知道我为什么一直卡在最后那个词吗？不是因为它重要，是因为它小。小东西最坏。它们钻进去，不敲门。","textSha256":"b810750f4301a2328732bb6bbd9e1dd4d5bca95fe73acb63887e071175abc92c","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1332e380ec8385ae-1","anchor":"p-1332e380ec8385ae-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-1332e380ec8385ae-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：小东西有时候比大场面更诚实。投降不是跪下，是终于承认自己从来不是一个人做成的。我想先让它在那里，不给它套名字。","textSha256":"889240110c8c52d441ea4aef515e05dcdb25ab1f4facb67879e41631e6228207","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8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不是一句话，是一个洞。人说出口以后，就被自己的声音推下去了。","textSha256":"9efeab59fd38d8a00b10e51dec40a8e19c37b3db74a673de5e000fb5683bcab0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-5e0a4749f13ff377-1","anchor":"p-5e0a4749f13ff377-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-5e0a4749f13ff377-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：偏也许正好。直的想法太像路牌。它没有路牌，它只有夜，还有没有一个人的自己，还有一点让人想躲开的光。","textSha256":"08b33f12a4e339eb20c70edd6dabf2e0c84a4b7c69d43eadd777dfb2a176dda0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-10","anchor":"p-d07594e4182b3705-10","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d07594e4182b3705-10","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：你看，你又想把它说漂亮。别。它不漂亮。就算它说漂亮，它也不漂亮。它是漂亮这个词坏掉了。","textSha256":"74f88f13d49c61001273c8a278413c96ecbc5a0231af7f66110bf3752de00d93","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3c8d709ea35d4792-1","anchor":"p-3c8d709ea35d4792-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3c8d709ea35d4792-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：好，不漂亮。是人不是一个人做成的，是一个词被用到裂开，裂开以后里面漏出来的不是答案，是身体。","textSha256":"8e2fa1b5e993bc9ac528728912bd5a7e4b09cea446705f4281b0ce58932ebf44","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-03b94c5d10461269-1","anchor":"p-03b94c5d10461269-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-03b94c5d10461269-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：我突然觉得，投降不是在那里，它是在我们说话的中间。你一说，它就往你那边靠；我一反驳，它又往我这边倒。","textSha256":"2b24eacf45875beda79e3103d00afab4d20b73988b52850c80faff28aae931c9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-93e05df45cae0331-1","anchor":"p-93e05df45cae0331-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-93e05df45cae0331-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：也许这就是它留下来的方式。不是意义留下来，是手、肩膀、夜这些碎东西轮流回来，逼我们承认它还没走。","textSha256":"c77f42acfbc30f211c64b5d069c5ca87ff43cd3b327936f9cec4a0262992c57e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-11","anchor":"p-9109cf33549b266c-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-9109cf33549b266c-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：你是不是又想说什么结构、位置、声音的对象？你一开口我就知道。你嘴角都准备好了。","textSha256":"83d1b2a54e9be753d52e4e7e281a8c992f1220d4bba6e181e92e17327bf214b0","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cde3af0dd2fcc83e-1","anchor":"p-cde3af0dd2fcc83e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cde3af0dd2fcc83e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：我把嘴角收回去。只说一件事：有人说话的时候，话不一定属于他。话可能已经被还在说的话摸过，变冷了。","textSha256":"9e99123cc56a1be9e518079df72f51887418039627c99658ce7212ceafe69898","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-11","anchor":"p-a1643352c5c00787-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a1643352c5c00787-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：这句还可以。别继续往上盖楼。它冷，它就是冷。冷得像手摸到话筒，忽然发现自己的喉咙不是自己的。","textSha256":"2bf9f643e146ef6657feaa8c98ddd747633c5a111334e5cab3204a1ca09eacb1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ef7b8a119d5cb151-1","anchor":"p-ef7b8a119d5cb151-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ef7b8a119d5cb151-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：嗯。冷不是比喻，是一种归属被拿走的感觉。我把自己交出去，说出来的一秒钟，就开始离开说话的人。","textSha256":"48364e3f8d4b57d1db2cf72430ff0001724f97972e421dcc2d6d2561a5f31dc9","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-11","anchor":"p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-40e4d7eb24ba3377-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：可是我又觉得它很可怜。不是人可怜，是电影可怜。它那么想让什么被看见，又那么怕真的被看见。","textSha256":"170c3e0b449086557f8eb087996014a530afbd2c0405244f26756ba1db28fc50","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-57f0a8b8f35fb02f-1","anchor":"p-57f0a8b8f35fb02f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-57f0a8b8f35fb02f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：所以它一直绕。绕到投降，绕到肩膀，绕到没有一个人的自己，绕到片尾还不肯走。","textSha256":"40cf82bb40bcff27970733c96276f822d80ce7bed2cc225556682c18ebdf8fcd","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-11","anchor":"p-815f5b658be20f5c-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-815f5b658be20f5c-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：你不要说“所以”。没有所以。它只是绕。像一个人半夜在屋里走，不开灯，也不睡。","textSha256":"6efb9298433f7f9214499198e3355d03ede39d55142f8592946c7f2e39c709ca","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c0cf52151d7cc57b-1","anchor":"p-c0cf52151d7cc57b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c0cf52151d7cc57b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：好，没有所以。只有脚步。话还没有死，脚步走到哪里，哪里就开始有一点湿。","textSha256":"c1d5f3009f39000904bc72a7f22f996a4fd69c40c6be3f737728ce06129a186f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a4c1ec6ed45aedca-1","anchor":"p-a4c1ec6ed45aedca-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a4c1ec6ed45aedca-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：别用大词。你一用大词，最后那个词就躲进衣柜里了。","textS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投降不是失败，还有后来没有关紧的声音。","textSha256":"fac4b847b8abb57f20dd599deb33dce79a6b214444380ad0ea5ad4cc3a53e032","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-11","anchor":"p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4d75cebbf976f4a2-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：对，只摸东西。别摸人心。人心一摸就脏了，不是心脏，是我们的手脏。","textSha256":"3de77fdf2eac4831dd340d14b90e4ea54d1e0d0304707676a526cda9edcb1c0f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-11","anchor":"p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ba18ac0c7c370ed3-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：那我们摸物，摸词，摸残留。人不被我们诊断，电影也不被我们治好。它只是继续咳嗽。","textSha256":"4a7d16d84ca1550f29546cca1dcfe6e1e34b2b2fa4c7d7381da8f05cfece97f8","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c62747e26af513d4-1","anchor":"p-c62747e26af513d4-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c62747e26af513d4-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：可是你有没有发现，我们越说最后那个词，它越不像一个点。它开始长出旁枝，长到投降，长到还在说的话，长到我们自己的舌头上。","textSha256":"d8342d28239de2c43e4e2ef22b5fdce2c5c1b2cdb087705492ba7664b95a7a42","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-11","anchor":"p-3172bce08b0f928a-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-3172bce08b0f928a-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：我发现了。所以我不想把它收束。收束太像打扫。它现在需要的是被听见，而不是被扫进一个干净的结尾。","textSha256":"f188c575b17967d1a165b4b2ba7b5a181f2abc38f336b8e8fac5222bfacec832","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-11","anchor":"p-a8a893a5088e7858-11","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8a893a5088e7858-11","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"甲：那就让它稀稀拉拉地挂着。像雨后电线上的水。","textSha256":"0fd859b8ebcaa5e03e4a76335efad97d40541d613fe68a7801696be92e97e46f","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ebd1fb1550a72424-1","anchor":"p-ebd1fb1550a72424-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-ebd1fb1550a72424-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["投降"],"text":"乙：挂着。别擦。[^d25]","textSha256":"6909a82eabb7df98df64e1d23d1d78273ab2715293d16e582db710a9d8991ed1","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f3b948b077c7f13c-1","anchor":"p-f3b948b077c7f13c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-f3b948b077c7f13c-1","kind":"h2","headingPath":["话还没有死"],"text":"话还没有死","textSha256":"406a85da10fa372809b6aa464d73379c7e0438fe02323bf46845430d57fd317e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c84d30e9c711585f-1","anchor":"p-c84d30e9c711585f-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-c84d30e9c711585f-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话还没有死"],"text":"甲：你有没有觉得，我们说到最后，电影反而更近了。不是被我们懂了，是靠近。靠近很烦，像一个人站得太近，你闻到他的衣服，但你不能说什么。","textSha256":"a6c492bd98cad010eeeb7847b4cfc0a091022ca93156a877a95bf1f04627c0fe","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-062f465f0fe265a2-1","anchor":"p-062f465f0fe265a2-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-062f465f0fe265a2-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话还没有死"],"text":"乙：我宁愿它近一点。远了就会被做成观点，被放进格子，被拿去证明我们很会看。","textSha256":"18a1ae76cf12eef8824fbfc459e34d947dfbc6169fb4d714bbf705eb7c98ae4a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-5c751559f62da399-1","anchor":"p-5c751559f62da399-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-5c751559f62da399-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话还没有死"],"text":"甲：我不想证明会看。我想证明我还活着。很丢人吧，看一部电影看到最后，想证明的不是电影，而是自己还活着。","textSha256":"7e5c53ea2d73fb530512a01af9abaf0ef50693705ce66795b1e18e65b1d8bf25","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d4b916a920def84b-1","anchor":"p-d4b916a920def84b-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-d4b916a920def84b-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话还没有死"],"text":"乙：不丢人。也许这部电影一直在问这个：一个人怎么证明自己发生过。","textSha256":"7b5083f283d33a7332fd0fa91e82573eb6a875cee19bf78809dbf1f7d6788c6e","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-eb3800eb3b20b94a-1","anchor":"p-eb3800eb3b20b94a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-eb3800eb3b20b94a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话还没有死"],"text":"甲：又来了，你又准了。","textSha256":"ce3746cb874e10477dafd3c0eed4c22ba64c6f826ab27fd7a375379024ace853","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8a74b9ef066e3b1e-1","anchor":"p-8a74b9ef066e3b1e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8a74b9ef066e3b1e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话还没有死"],"text":"乙：那我说歪一点。它像一只没有盖好的锅，里面不是汤，是名字、眼睛、水、塑料、话筒、脚步、片尾、硬盘、双链，全部慢慢沸，沸得不响。","textSha256":"39a081b2a845bb26aa0dec7839ddd301ee9ee631b7b8417c098bd2f905a252f5","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-7add3a1287266696-1","anchor":"p-7add3a1287266696-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-7add3a1287266696-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["话还没有死"],"text":"甲：这个我喜欢。不响。它最可怕就是不响。很多东西已经烧焦了，可现场还在继续，流程还在继续，观众还坐着，片尾还在数人。","textSha256":"278994a3d01ad6fc195e9cab8e60fec385350dcb78b08ed4d3cf5bff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们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。门口不肯安静，冷光不肯透明，楼梯不肯只做一个词。","textSha256":"146b596b2671f0522fb23f68b4594c18a14ef6744c388193999c8714128c45fb","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cf2ac2b6830ae86d-1","anchor":"p-cf2ac2b6830ae86d-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-cf2ac2b6830ae86d-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"甲：我怕你说“一个词”。一说一个，它就被关起来了，可它明明还在墙上走。门口的冷光也是这样。","textSha256":"1483710af5b90afafcba5da930933796c5b86d9916cb06cc649162cda10acdea","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4bd43363add3d62c-1","anchor":"p-4bd43363add3d62c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4bd43363add3d62c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"乙：开一点就够了。太亮，味道会死。","textSha256":"31c285ac90a008e8c120118440e577be36525d80d0d99ff5eadfe9f6169d9846","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-67b7217cae083617-1","anchor":"p-67b7217cae083617-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-67b7217cae083617-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"甲：如果它一直不散怎么办？","textSha256":"e4f02af708d13dca1a71af3d773ae6175f983c389e6f3bfcae9b12f95b76edef","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6408ef9e696ceaef-1","anchor":"p-6408ef9e696ceaef-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6408ef9e696ceaef-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"乙：然后就别装没闻见。","textSha256":"716299c5fd99c5f0d84f8a42d42caa99b87ad523a03ece31b5b3efe5e4fbd69a","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-de6fe8e5855c9d37-1","anchor":"p-de6fe8e5855c9d37-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-de6fe8e5855c9d37-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"甲：这一句可以留。","textSha256":"5a023f5762071239267ae8020561fe3b258567e39ebdbc5e742b4fc5cf5adc98","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8d98900c9cf1365a-1","anchor":"p-8d98900c9cf1365a-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-8d98900c9cf1365a-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"乙：我也没那么稳了。","textSha256":"e70989220a70cdbf9072065ddd64c996f35cedd516327025acd2d6cbc3c22d77","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-411f02b91afc3bdd-1","anchor":"p-411f02b91afc3bdd-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-411f02b91afc3bdd-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"甲：我现在不是在想，我是在低烧。低烧的人不会做总结，只会把同一个词摸很多遍。我现在看见的不是门口的冷光，是门口旁边那点没有被说走的东西。它小，小得像灰，但灰会进眼睛。","textSha256":"14ce34362fc216415904dabb9dbe484f766da8ef7c8fd39ec7d73606e22a999b","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45565fda8ae83de2-4","anchor":"p-45565fda8ae83de2-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-45565fda8ae83de2-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"乙：灰进眼睛以后，人不会立刻哭。人先眨，先忍，先假装自己还能看清。电影里很多东西也是这样，冷光、楼梯、手机屏，它们都在眨眼。","textSha256":"5bd9d02f7b7b7a13d4995bfd2adeb0f03821314702335a9b34a96bedd77af1c7","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8178a5dcfac3880-4","anchor":"p-a8178a5dcfac3880-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a8178a5dcfac3880-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"甲：不要把它们说成“东西”。它们不是东西，它们是一群不会做人、又替人活了一小会儿的物。嗓子里的灰替人紧张，片尾替人失眠，连停顿都替人咽口水。","textSha256":"8aa7bf9fbc0dc80a30470eb9c46b8b8ca8387535192b8323846cf9dea3033dd2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-de2eeb00f70f7146-4","anchor":"p-de2eeb00f70f7146-4","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-de2eeb00f70f7146-4","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"乙：好。它们不是摆设。它们有自己的脾气。门口不肯安静，冷光不肯透明，楼梯不肯只做一个词。","textSha256":"146b596b2671f0522fb23f68b4594c18a14ef6744c388193999c8714128c45fb","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-14c5fe5167c2b666-1","anchor":"p-14c5fe5167c2b666-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-14c5fe5167c2b666-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"甲：词没有那么老实。词会藏味道，藏手印，藏别人没有洗干净的夜。门口的冷光也是这样。","textSha256":"1cfd653edbf047b3bb95a6fd6400f595ecf2eb949f6ef87f16d3db97a5121f65","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a14b74543d91d124-1","anchor":"p-a14b74543d91d124-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-a14b74543d91d124-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"乙：我们只碰柜门，不把里面翻乱。","textSha256":"f516f184a91a2df149ad1b17f8c2de76aeaf970e9fc327161b664e86c774b3b3","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4027bae2d8fc9c1e-1","anchor":"p-4027bae2d8fc9c1e-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-4027bae2d8fc9c1e-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"甲：闻到了，然后呢？","textSha256":"85a86f7964e10d1d11f5534771642e46e2916cc0637c6730acce1a66ece54de7","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6755ae310deef27c-1","anchor":"p-6755ae310deef27c-1","url":"https://a.p4theater.top/research/hs-75362ff3e5f93cdf#p-6755ae310deef27c-1","kind":"p","headingPath":["刚散场又回来"],"text":"乙：没有然后。让它在鼻子里待一会儿。","textSha256":"d142fc4aa9c977208a0d3eeda52a28873767b8f6011638502cc33377dbef21b2","links":[],"images":[]},{"id":"hs-75362ff3e5f93c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