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What are you doing here?
I have to see you.
Stop tormenting me.
Get lost.
I love you.
What are you doing here?
I have to see you.
Stop tormenting me.
Get out of here.
I love you.
That was terrible.
No, no. Not what I want.
Something's wrong. I can feel it.
I want a woman.
Damn.
What do you think this is?
Just
That feeling.
It's
That kind, do you understand?
You don't understand.
You'll never understand in your life.
You've never experienced it.
You'll never experience it.
This is the problem between me and you.
Very simple.
How to solve it.
What's the next step.
How to shoot it.
I only have you two left.
You have to trust me.
You have to help me.
This is not just my business.
Can you understand me?
Can you?
What do you understand?
Can you comprehend even one sentence
One word of what I say?
Lust.
Do you know what failure feels like?
Everything is wrong.
Or maybe it was wrong from the start.
Or maybe it was wrong along the way.
Or maybe you have a problem.
Or maybe I have a problem.
Or maybe we don't have a problem but
He's messed up.
He's not what I want.
What should I do?
Love.
I want love.
Who can give me love?
Can you give me?
I want love.
Love.
Crap.
Am I crazy? Crap.
Damn it.
I don't know how to act at all.
I have no confidence in this shit.
Ecstatic breakdown.
Desperate determination.
Screw him.
Crap.
Crap. Is his brain still normal?
I'm speechless.
I'm really speechless.
Sigh.
I crap love.
I crap.
Mom.
I think we shouldn't think too much.
That should be the best.
Love.
Just take it or leave it.
Whatever he wants, just give it to him.
Look at him.
He seems to have a lot of pressure.
Don't let him be alone, I think.
Crap.
I think we should trust him.
It's hard to say, I think these things.
Hmm.
How do you think I did just now?
Not bad, not as exaggerated as he said.
What do you think of my performance?
I think you did very well.
I came to this play for you.
Haha, really?
You're so beautiful.
Really.
Really, really.
Don't joke around here.
The camera is on.
Wait until we see the footage.
I'm freaking out.
He got angry just now and I saw us talking here.
I don't want to deal with him anymore.
That's it.
Maybe he's getting more and more furious.
I don't know.
I think it's better not to think too much.
Otherwise, it will make everyone uncomfortable.
But I think.
You might have some places just now.
That were really a bit too fake.
Like me.
I felt like I didn't catch up with the mood.
So maybe he got angry.
Maybe you should be more careful.
That should be better.
Hmm.
That should be it.
Too anxious.
I've been acting since graduation and never made a penny.
And they want me to love.
I take sleeping pills every night.
Or.
It's okay, it's okay.
I'm going to the bathroom.
Okay.
Do you have a cigarette?
Damn.
Why can't I fall in love with a woman?
But can this play continue?
I have to smash you.
Let the dark night cover.
Souls boil over the withered cities.
The drilling stones.
Knocking on the hard ground.
What?
What do you think of Xu Jinjiang?
He's fine.
He's not as bad as you said.
I wrote this script for him.
I know.
And then he.
Numb like a stone tablet.
Maybe we need to wait.
Don't worry.
What about that kiss scene?
How is it?
Not bad.
Actually.
I fell in love with you the first time I auditioned.
You have a unique aura that attracts me.
It's fascinating.
Really?
Yeah.
Yeah, me too.
Actually, I knew it a long time ago.
But I didn't say it.
Because I came here for your script.
So I definitely focused on the play.
Yeah.
So I think.
We can finish this first.
And then talk.
What are you talking about?
You two.
Chatting.
Nothing, nothing, that.
Nothing.
Very good, very good, that.
Yes, to that.
The fourth scene, right?
Yeah.
Which scene?
How to arrange this scene?
Do we need to follow any schedule?
How do we?
Do we lie down or stand up or sit down or walk?
Or or are we moving?
Think about it.
It's okay, it's okay.
Relax, you can do whatever you want.
I'll control the lights for you.
Ah.
Can you see it?
Act well, Gerry
He just called you in the play.
Yeah.
What name did he call you?
He called you Gerry.
Hahahaha.
Aren't you Xu Jinjiang?
So we.
He seems to ignore us.
La lune. The moon is pretty tonight.
Do you want to go out with me?
Yeah.
We haven't been out for a long time
Let's go
I
Moon, I
I have, I
I
Moon
I can, I can be alone
I can stay alone for a while
I can be alone
I alone, I alone
I, I alone
I alone
I can be alone
There's nothing
Alone
Are you there
I'm here
Are you sad
You must be very upset
Let me be sad for you
Do you love me
Say you love me
I love you
Will you always be there
Moon
Hehe
Ah, moon
She comes close to me and then backs away
Because
I want
I want to catch her
Rope
Gravity
She
Has desire
But but but
But has guilt
And then
And then and then and then is and then is
And then is and then is and then is
She he
She comes over
I draw him
This side is dark
That side is bright
She
She walks towards me
But I
Can you still feel me
Huh?
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah, hahaha
I'm holding tight
Is it because we've been together for too long
I feel you disappearing
You become unreal
Ah, look at me, hmm
You talk
I can't see myself in your eyes
Hmph
Liar
You're the one
I can't see myself in your eyes
You're like a mirror
You know that, huh
Why not me
Why not you
Why not me
You're so silly
You're not me but you're also me
Yes, you can only be me
Forget it, you go
You don't understand me at all
You self-righteous people
Hmm
Yes
It's my fault to love you
Go to hell
You go to hell and you die
If you want to prove it
I've never been so decisive before
But I'm sorry, I
I don't understand why it's so sudden this time
I was good to you, right?
Yeah
You, you're good
It's not your fault
My fault
Don't say that
You changed so fast
Are you still the same you
Our relationship has changed
This is troublesome
Can't you calm down first
I've made up my mind
Wait
This is just one-sided
Do you think you can decide everything
There's no second chance
I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm not good at talking
I like this about you
I know I was a bit too direct
But even though I shouldn't
Can
Can touch you
I
Like it so much
From a certain moment my memory became very bad
I forgot what I said in the morning by noon
And then
Things from a few years ago
I don't remember any of them
They were eaten by something when I slept
Eaten eaten
Uh
People people's memory needs something to prove it
For example, images or text
Or
Smell but
But I didn't leave anything behind at that time
Only pure feeling
I treated myself as a
Pure pure feeling machine
I am I am because I believe this
That's why I don't like taking photos
I didn't take photos when I went out to play before
I only believe what I experience at this moment
What I experience
What I see with my eyes
What I hear
But later this thing
The thing you experience you just feel good at that time
Or feel bad at that time
But nothing is left behind
It's no longer a memory
It becomes an instant process
And especially for someone like me who has a poor memory
You dig it out again
Take it out and you'll feel you can't remember
Can't remember
Right
Now I rarely rarely record
And then I
Causing me to have no material for memories now
That can let me
Return to being human in a way
But yes, there are also chat records
Chat records
Yes
Chat records are the most useless things
They are full of nonsense and then
And then they are only pure text
And then imagination space
Yes, there is imagination space
After all, I'm the only one in the world
Who can prove that those things happened
And everything I had
Has gone before me
Causing me me
Causing me to be dry causing me
Wood
Dry like wood
Hard
And then someone said unbelievably
Uh, make more friends
And interact more
A girlfriend would be good
But I know it's useless
I often ride a bike
Because when you ride a bike your breathing is very fast
Heartbeat is also very fast
And then it's very cool
Then it's tired
You have to take a shower and go to sleep
Simple machine repeated actions
And it's forward
You won't think about other things so much
Or watch some tik tok
It will occupy your senses
And your thoughts too
Even if your brain is empty
But you're still occupied
You won't think about other things either
But when you calm down
You have to face it
Face the nothingness
Face what you once had
But now I don't have it
Now it's gone
A ruin
You're on it
I'm on it
Sitting
The ruin is
It can't be cleaned up
A part of a person or a part of me
Maybe other people's houses are beautifully decorated
But mine has collapsed into a ruin
And then you say to shovel this ruin
Why don't you build a new one
Then what about mine
What about my decades
What about these years
I saw you on the window
Asking me for help
Let me save you
But I'm afraid
Too cold
I'm freezing to death
Too cold
Ah, too cold
Be a quilt
You made me do this
I didn't know you were inside
Mom
She
Opened her wardrobe
There are in the wardrobe
Underwear
Stockings
High heels
I'm wearing shoes
Dancing in the house
Like walking on stilts
She never
She never wore those in front of me
Do you know
Like a fish tank
You're swimming inside
So you let the water out
But you look like you're flying
Why every time I see you I feel
I feel like it's the last time
Every time I see you I feel
But in reality your choice is often
This is also part of the art
The drama is a whole
It's not just about the actors' performance
The operation of the instruments
The lighting and sound
The stage design is all rhythmic
It's also a performance
And very important
Yes and then
You have to note the cue points
Keep your breathing in sync
Hey, this effect is very good
その時 俺は (That time I)
思えたんだ (Remembered)
その (That)
欲しいを (Want to)
月に (To the moon)
止めて (Stop)
の時 (When)
それはどんな状況なんですか (What kind of situation is that)
Fafalish
About that bigger thing
How do you feel
About that
Just that bigger thing
It seems to be in
Very
Dark place
A red truck drove by
Sunflower
Wheat field
Now swimming in the sea
Press the blue-green button
There will be a lot of lollipops and whales
There is light in the forest
There is wind
He became very light
As if to fly
A flower bloomed in the middle of the coin
Started to run
As if looking for something
The murderer put the letter in the innermost room
When the sun is brightest in the afternoon
White sheets in the living room
Float
Brackets and parentheses are dancing
It's going to rain
There is a pair of eyes always watching me
It seems to have no eyes and is black
I was sucked in by the eyes
I've been I've been
Flying
Flying and flying
Suddenly saw a very beautiful butterfly
At the afternoon station
In the bags of a separated couple
A peach fell out
I knew it, you know everything when you come to me
Do you know it
In this air
In the air
There is something very very strange in it
There is also a kind of expectation
Yes, there is also a kind of expectation
He has a kind of expectation
Every pair of eyes is looking at me
What are you doing
They must all want to talk
But no one says it
Do you know it
I'm usually very nervous at this time
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
It has a kind of pressure
This pressure has been driving me ever since
Reminding me
But I've been doing it constantly
Let me do something
I don't know what to do
Talk to me
Why don't you talk
I might
I might go back to Earth
What
I might go back to Earth
Because some people say maybe
Because the scriptwriter says maybe
Because my novel says maybe
You are
You are my fantasy
I believe you
But
07 reports, everything is normal
I am
I'm a narcissist
I'm an anxious person
And I'm not good at teamwork
Hey
I don't know
I can't feel anything
This month filming a movie
What I felt or what I experienced
I played a
A what
But I went skating I went
To eat to
Experience dating
But they are all fake
They are all gone after the movie is finished
Now too
Now everything is gone after the performance is over
Are we
Are we a bit biased
Hmm
Yes
Nothing
Really nothing
And then nothingness
Hmm
Never had
Not never
Had it forgot it forgot myself
You don't forget him
He can't come back
You sitting there sulking is useless
So just throw everything in the trash
And don't think about anything
Nothingness
And then sit there and wait
Wait for death
Then you jump into this hole
Hmm yes
Oh right
I want to go to Earth
Going to the moon is a
Accelerating process
And then running faster and faster
Faster and faster and faster and faster
But going back to Earth is a
Decelerating process
And you fall down
More and more
Falling faster and faster
And then splat you hit the ground
And then if you can't act He Fa will kowtow ten times
It's not me who kowtows
I'm thinking
Can the kid behind me be quiet
It's okay kid
He's not kicking me now
This is all made up
I didn't think of anything
Just daydreaming
And then when you ask me I will
I will follow your lead
Narcissist
A person who never appeared in my life
How can you tell me he's real
I can't meet him
Even if I meet him it's not me
He doesn't belong to me
You are the freaks
I don't want you to say anything
I can't even walk in this crappy skirt
Are you acting in the last movie
Gerry is acting in the last movie
He's going to Wuzhen right
It's not about replying or not it's me
It's me who has to go back
He's not my choice he's me
He's my forced choice
My mind has been
Very slow
And thinking a lot of questions
Very simple questions also take
About four or five times the time of normal people to
Think
Find the language and then
It's a bit difficult for me
The happiest thing in my childhood
Is to go to the beach with the girl I like
Oh
Just holding hands in the car
And then she went to the Spring Festival Gala
Hmm
I know Amon you have a strong empathy
You
You want to help anyone you see
And then
Get lost fart
Understanding you won't change anything
Ah not seeing is not painful
Hmm what to do
What to do
That
Hmm
I never hated you
That night
Not finished yet
That night
It pissed me off
Do you still have energy
Yes
Hmm
Yes it's this kind of very simple very simple question
I have to think
About ten ten seconds 15 seconds
Hmm
But I'm so dirty
This seems to be something
Please don't say to your depressed
One of the three sentences you shouldn't say to your depressed friend
Three sentences you shouldn't say to your depressed friend
One of them
Clang clang
Clang
Abdominal voice
Gerry teach me how to make abdominal voice
Because it will disappear
What's it called
Screwed
I just called it oppressor drama
It's when someone replaces fake Gerry
And then comes up and continues to act
Gerry needs a layer of cloth
A layer of that
Right
If there is no cloth
He will also look for a sleeping bag
He will also look for a blanket and look for
I'm the director
He's the male lead
It's all from that
Produced by Zhao Xuan
No script
No one memorized the script
Oh there is a script
But no one memorized it
No
I love you love you love you
Don't talk so much
Train then train
Okay
Come on
Then you come
Sit sit sit
What are you doing
Amon
Let him go
Didn't he want to kill us
What's biting compared to that
Gerry I made up with you
I said I made up with you
Do you think it's important
I don't feel anything for this
Hahaha
Ha
Aa
Ah
Ah ha ah ha ah ha ah
Ah
This is not the main thing
Let's continue
Why I won't get off
What if I don't get off
I know I acted too badly
But you made me act this play to come here
Kill me
If you have the guts kill me
Next scene
Yes
You speak first
Then it's me
Then it's her
Just
The last scene is
Yes
And then
Then the director comes down
Then we skipped a lot
And
Which scene
OK
Hmm
We
Sit in
The original place
And then
He speaks first
Or you speak first
He speaks first
Then it's I speak again
Come
Yes
Damn it
Yes, it should, it should be exposed
Expose her
Is it beneficial for me?
Does it help me?
He has a kind of, a kind of reality
I am now
Blank in my mind
This is freaking ridiculous to me
This is freaking ridiculous to me, this kind of talk is really freaking disgusting
You know?
It's freaking nauseating
Fuck your mother
Hmph
Just swallowed it
Hmph
I
Don't want to say
The tight stone
Knocking the hard ground
What do you think of Xu Jinjiang?
I think he's too numb
He's numb like a stone tablet
Why didn't he feel it?
I wrote this play for him
Do you know why I chose you as an actor?
Because I'm crazy
Speak
My only successful shot
Was when I woke up alone one night
Holding his hand while doing it
Just the body in this place
But I can't control it
Fuck his mother
The body in this place
I can't control it
My brain is blank now
Consciousness has ejected the magazine
It's okay
I can do it by myself
You go first
I can handle it myself
Let go of me
Do you think this is amusing?
Ah
Do you think this is amusing?
Amusing
Very amusing
How is it amusing?
Very secure
Do you know?
Because nothing and no one can see you
Right
Because you are not being gazed at
Yeah because you are scared
You are a coward
Yes
No way out
We can go
You keep talking
So this is all over?
Yeah
Everyone will never see us again
Everyone will be baffled
Right
So this is what you want
So this is what you want?
Right
No one can see you
Right
Believe him believe him
Believe in science okay?
I'll wait for you on the moon
You don't know what that thing means to me
What it signifies
I've been waiting for that opportunity for five years
The king took his agile legs
And ran towards the door
Our king crossed a door
I have a few words
To express to the stars of dawn
I just don't care about anything